Saturday, March 31, 2012

A LITTLE SOMETHING by poison ivy


Everyday my feelings for you grow stronger,
You captivated me from the very first time we spoke,
Your pleasant ways your kind words, 
How I long to hold you in my arms,
Be by your side and night,
You be the one to hold me tight and tell me everything will be alright,
To kiss you, to feel you, just to have you near, 
We may be far apart,
There's always a place for you inside my heart,
The day will come when I have you near,
And when it does I will never let you go.

WISHES AND HOPES by LadyRemington


Wishes and hopes 
The vain babblings 
Of mistaken people.
Every dream you have 
Will never come true 
Every wish you make 
Will leave you broken and bruised 
Don't dare to dream 
Unless pain is what you seek 
Hope isn't real 
And love isn't true 
Nothing ever last 
Not even me and you 
Everything ends 
Dreams never come true 
Pain and loneliness 
The only thing you can count on 
To stay with you 
Embrace the pain 
And feel the loneliness 
Engulfing you 
Cause if you do 
You'll never hurt as bad 
As you will 
When your dreams
Hopes, wishes and love 
All fucking fall through.

MY ANGEL by amber


Some people believe that there is a one,The one who points your way to the sun.

You are my angel my one and only,My forever love,so we'll never be lonely.You've brought to my life all your love and care, it made me see how I realized so rare. it is me your angel our their lifetime one.For your and my life together has begun.

What you've done is illuminated my soul,its you and your love that has made made me a complete whole,the feel of your love your soft touch and caress,were tight so close your heart beats in my chest.

All that we have,always felt missing before.Though I live you today,tomorrow I love you more.Our love is life,we are the strongest tree which will always grow forever like you and me.

You have opened my heart and held it so dear your are my angel and will always keep it near.you've seen my ups and cared when I was low.You are my angel I just want you to know.

You've entered my life through a ray of sun above and when we leave we'll leave together in love.My love for you has become my reason to be.I hope one day you'll find your angel in me!!!!

Friday, March 30, 2012

THE RIVER by amaranth


One silvery blue gossamer strand
Was our connection at the start
Drawn together by strength of mind
And by strength of heart

More time we spent together
Turned it into two
It was then we started to understand
That our simple love was true

Gradually a stream was built
Hundreds of strands combined
Our bond together stronger still
Connecting heart, soul and mind

Now we have a river
Traversing across the land
Those gossamer fine blue connectors
Entwining like our hands

Eventually we will build an ocean
Connecting me and you
Never together, but never apart
The expanse of our love so true

I WISH I KNEW by LadyRemington


I wish I knew 
How to tell you 
How much that I miss you. 
I wish I know 
How to show you 
How deep I'm in love with you 
I wish I knew 
How to prove to you 
How much I care for you 
I wish I knew 
How to tell you 
How to say all this without hurting you 
I wish I knew 
How to make you smile 
How to make you laugh like I used to 
I wish I knew 
How to think 
How I should feel about you 
I wish I knew 
How you felt 
How you felt about me 
I wish I knew 
How to wipe your tears away 
How to make it so you never cry 
I wish I knew 
How and what to do 
How can I show you that I'm still in love with you.

DAYS HAVE PASSED by Sugar Magnolia


Loving you was easy, staying in love is hard,
The days pass and I wonder Is this really the love I'm looking for?
I looked to you for comfort,
But all I got was a blank canvas,
We used to be so in love, where did it all go wrong?
The 'I love you' that was once spoken,
Is now merely a shrug of the shoulder,
We used to be so close, so warm and tender,
Now all I feel is cold, like you begrudge me for a reason I don't know,
The look in your eyes says it when we speak,
The eye contact is rare and you show no love,
I wish I knew how to get things back to how they were,
But I honestly feel that we have come to the end of the road,
For thee is no turning back.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

THE CALL by Amaranth


The day is bright and clear
The fluffy white clouds pass overhead
Like the gentle whisps of silvery fine gossamer upon the head of the wizened one
Shimmering in the breeze

The wizened one sits,
Atop the bridge wall
Legs crossed beneath her
With an agilty and ease that betrays her appearance

ONE DAY I'LL SHOW YOU by Charms (Zachy)


[Verse 1]
One day I’ll show you, the light within this world.
I promise to hold you on the crazy tilt-o-whirl.
Your beautiful smile, it removes all my stress.
I hope one day you will tell this lonely man “yes”
[Chorus 1] 
I love you baby, you are my all.
Your arms are the only place I’ll fall.
So warm and pure, your heart beats I hear.
That I might lose you is my only fear.
[Verse 2]
This world seems so dark, it makes m’ wanna hide.
But since I found you, I see the beauty inside.
So take my hand Hun, let me be your guide.
And trust me dear as we tame this wild ride.
[Chorus 1]
I love you baby, you are my all.
Your arms are the only place I’ll fall.
So warm and pure, your heart beats I hear.
That I might lose you is my only fear.
[Verse 3]
So take my hand, and stare into my eyes.
Feel my love as we soar across the skies.
Each day I hold you, my love for you grows.
It pulses inside, as shown through this prose.
[Chorus 1]
I love you baby, you are my all.
Your arms are the only place I’ll fall.
So warm and pure, your heart beats I hear.
That I might lose you is my only fear.
[Verse 4]
Baby I’ll beg, please give me just one chance.
I’ll sweep you off your feet, through the troubles we’ll dance.
Cause beautiful one, I know with you by my side.
From the dark, I’ll never again have to hide.
[Chorus 2]
I love you baby, you are my all.
Your arms are the only place I’ll fall.
So warm and pure, your heart beats I hear.
My purest hope is that you can love me my dear.

HEAVEN GAINED ANOTHER ANGEL by Poison Ivy


Heaven gained another angel,
God came and took you away,
For we sit and wonder why oh why he had to choose you,
They say he only takes the best and by gosh he surely did
You were the life and soul of any room you walked in 
Your smile was like a ray of sunshine,
I think about you all the time and what you could have been
So each night before I go to bed, I look up to the sky,
I whisper softly in hopes you can hear me,
I love you my dearest friend and one day we will be together 
You were taken away far to soon but I know in my heart your looking down on me.

YOUR HOT BREATH ON MY LIPS by LadyRemington


Your hot breath on my lips 
My fingers on your pulsating clit 
I can feel that you want me 
In your eyes I can see 
The startling realization 
How much you want me 
I feel you catch your breath 
Holding it in deep in your chest 
I can feel your body 
Warming up to me 
Moving gently inside of you 
Filling your needs 
Like I've so longed to do 
Covering you in kisses 
Every inch of you 
And when I'm done 
I may start at the top 
And please you once again.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

THE BOND by ʗℓօƞɬᵃяƒ (Clon)


Our day together has come to an end
Another strand of blue and silver chord added to our bond
An evening of warmth, romance, conversation
Ending in the heat of blissful passion

My arms wrapped around you
Your head tucked against my chest
You lay here now, next to me
Warm and protected you will be

Copious curls cascade across your face
Your soft brown eyes still alight from passion’s race
I see your eyelids flutter and close
Your lashes twine together as you slip into repose

I close my eyes, sighing contentedly
Feeling your warmth, your softness
Your breathing, now deep and slow
I sense your cares melting like winter’s snow

My eyes pop open, and here I sit
In my soft chair, staring into the dim light
In quiet reverie in an empty room
But the vision lingers, denying the gloom

Though we have never met in real life
You are always with me
From morning's greeting to Night's last kiss
Through my busy day we snatch moments of bliss

Though in real life we may never meet
My bond with you remains true, strong and sweet
I hold you still, safe in my heart
Never together, never apart

TODAY by Poison Ivy


Today was the hardest day of my life,
Today was the day It ended, 
Today was the day my heart broke in two,
Today was the day that I hurt you,
I'm sorry that things didn't work out,
I'm sorry that your hurting too, and i'm sorry I broke you in two,
You will remain in my heart for as long has I shall live,
You are special and you truly an amazing man,
The time we spent together was magical,
You really did make me happy,
We may not have now, today or tomorrow,
But I can tell you that you'll always be apart of,
For you touched my heart like no other, 
And for that I'm ever grateful.

THE MEMORY OF THIS DAY by Amaranth


Today's the day the pain started
Today's the day I always cry
Today's the day I wish never existed
And many people ask why

Do you think I could tell them
Do you think I could say
The reason is deep within me
Keeping a secret is a small price to pay

Today's the day you leave
One of my few true friends
There is new pain with the old
This year the tears will be twice as hard
But next year they will be the same.

THROUGH ALL THIS TROUBLE by Lizzie (Queen Liz)


Through all this trouble, all this pain, there's but one that does remain. This dark path closing in all around me, all but abandoned, shadows jumping out, a fear gripping every fiber of my body. 

But still you remain, and I cling to the comfort I find in your name. I feel utterly alone, but I am challenged and forced to continue. Evil begins to wrap around my limbs, tearing at my flesh, clawing at my soul, but I stagger further still. 

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

FIRST DANCE by Nina


Having already served your meal, i quickly change... Oil my body for you. The bit of blue silk across my botton is covered with small coins my wrists and ankles have my bells on, my curly mop is down and loose for you. The earring you have placed on me for everyday are replaced with alluring hoops. There is a chain running from my piercings you love to tugg on, slightly hidden by a scrap of blue slave silk. I am perfumed and slick. i bind my hair for the brginning of my dance.

Kneeling legs shut head down Hair dramatically tied back, the mournful drum starts. Wrists tied together in front of me. My dance begins for you... My story is told.

MATERIAL WORLD by Amaranth


Can it be there's such humans as you
A person that think they're perfect
Ideal through and through

Can it really be that you're always right
Never backing down when you're beaten
Contradict yourself to win a fight

Take a look around you, in what you take pride
The great big house in front of you
Or the daughter at your side

Which way would you go I wonder
Which way would you choose
If faced with the ultimate question
Your whole life you've to lose

To gain what is more precious
Than any car, house or pound
Yes there's something more precious
Something more sound

I see you gasp in amazement
You dont see what I say
Would you choose right I wonder
Or would you pay

To lose everything you own
Is that such a great fear
Could there be something
That to you is more dear

Oh yes you see I'll tell you
The question should cause no strife
More important than posessions
Is the whole gift of life

SCARLET TEARS by amber


Fires ablaze within my eyes,
A smile concealing all my lies,
Screaming, begging, calling out,
A final, frantic, desperate, shout.

Scarlet tears drip from each vein,
A vehement covet to end this pain,
This silver blade, stays by my side,
Because all hope inside has died.

As each day ends, and darkness draws,
The devil toys, with all my flaws,
I'm helpless, alone, a worthless mess,
A broken child, he must address.

I'm tempted when he calls my name,
A way out, an escape, an end to shame,
To make it feel a lot less real,
A deal with the Devil, in blood must I seal.

They'll say I died of suicide,
But no one knows how much they've lied,
It wasn't a rope, a blade, or pills,
That broke my soul, and gave me chills.

I died inside so long before,
To live each day, an endless chore,
Pills could not kill what was already dead,
A twisted soul, an empty head.

In darkness I wait, in silence, alone,
Rose-tinted nostalgia, all around me has grown,
I beckon the devil, with the key of self-harm,
And I open the door for him, with the blood of my arm.


IF LIFE WAS A PIECE OF POETRY by LadyRemington


If life was a piece of poetry I wrote 
Life for me would be worse misery 
I'd be cutting every day 
And crying all the time 
Hurting everyone that I love 
Living life in a rhyme 
If my life was a poem 
That wrote 
I would have jumped off a building by now 
I'd have names and shapes 
Carved into my skin 
Scars reminding me 
Of past sins 
If I lived in a poem 
I'd be completely alone
No love in my life 
Could be ever found 
No one would care 
That I dived to my death 
Plummeting head first 
Into the waiting cement 
I can't quite decide 
If I should be happy or cry 
Cause the only thing 
In my poems I haven't done 
Is end my pathetic life.

Monday, March 26, 2012

MY SIS by bunny


My Sis

Today you said good bye but me I just cry, today you said it was done but tomorrow might never come. I know it's for the best but my mind can never rest, you came in to my life and brought a ray of sun you made me laugh made me smile and made me cry I hope you know you will always be in my heart till the day I die. 

TORN APART by sugar magnolia


Loving you was the easiest to do,
It was all that my heart desired,
I neve knew a love like this before
Never knew it could exist,
Now i stand here alone, 
Like I never knew you.
How could you disappear from me, and leave me hear alone?
Didn't you see my heart, because i know that i saw yours?
It changed my life right in front of my eyes,
I'll never be the same from this day on, 
I loved you with all of my heart,
Now my hearts cold, sad and broken,
My heart is torn apart.

REPRISE by Amaranth


Sitting alone and downcast
In the impenetrable blight
I feel a hand on my shoulder
Holding me tight

Strength and love
Emit from that limb
The fog clears from me
I know it is him

Fingers entwining
Love ebbs and flows
Brightness surrounds me
Inside I glow

I realise I'm never alone
In this, my darkest place
My light stands besides me
Ready to face
Whatever challenges
My open closet may bring
And safe with this knowledge
My heart can truely sing

So thank you My Sir
For setting me free
All I can give you, as thanks
Is me

Sunday, March 25, 2012

YOU SHAPED by Amaranth


My life has seen much darkness
Misery and pain
My life has seen much violence
Times where I had nothing left to gain

I have spent time in the blackness
Quaking with fear
Never seeing a way to heal
And conquer all my tears

Even during times of freedom
I was never truely free
The pain that had helped to shape me
Had consumed the true me

One day I felt the freshness
Lead towards the light
I knew it was time to heal now
Time to put me right

I went upon a journey
Traversing through my mind
Picking up the pieces
To leave the past behind

At the end of my long quest dear
I was nearly complete
I had only one piece missing
But I refused to declare defeat

I stepped out into the world
Ready to live my life
That one, single missing piece
Caused me no concern or strife

Only when I met you love 
I finally became whole
That missing piece was you shaped
You resonate in my soul



Amaranth
24 February 2012

IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU by Poison Ivy


From the moment I saw saw you I knew I had to have you,
Your piercing blue eyes and your cheeky charm,
Drew me in from the start,
We'd talk for hours about anything,
I loved how you'd make me laugh,
It was never dull when I was with you,
My heart skipped a beat when ever you were on,
I got excited at the thought when I'd next speak to you,
But all that had changed,
Your no longer here,
My nights are lonely because you aren't there,
It doesn't matter where you are or who your with,
I just want you to know that it will always be you.

TIME by Poison Ivy



The less time we spend together the more i feel like were drifting apart,
Everyday gets harder when I can't speak with you, 
I have thoughts running through my mind that I can't bare to share,
Because I don't want you to see me like this,
The hurt I feel inside has nothing to do with you,
For you have been nothing but a kind, gentle, caring man,
But time don't seem to be on your side,
I walk around smiling but deep down i'm crying inside wishing,
That it's you I'm with day and night, 
There right by your side.
My heart aches for you,
For your touch, your kiss and your words, 
My heart is longing to be touched once again by your warm embrass,
My heart calls for you when your not around,
But above the sounds you can not hear me,
My heart beats for of every second minute hour and day,
My heart is slowly fading away.

MY FIGHT by Miss Elfen Refugee


I walked so far away from you
You stood and watched as I made my choice
Not knowing the pain, the tears, the cost
Lonely ever since, lost in the world
Diving into bottles and beds
Slowly into darkness I fell
No air. No smiles. No life. 
I look around in fear, I'm alone
I dropped to my knees crying out like a child
You came unexpectedly
You said the words to make me look up
Skeptical because it has been so long
For an inch I had to humble
For and inch I had to trust
As a child no longer, it's harder this time
So many watching and judging
The darkness closing in
Harder and harder to see your light
But though my sight is blinded
I still know your are there
That if i fight I can beat this
I can hear u again
I can rise up and walk again

Saturday, March 24, 2012

TIME TO SAY GOODBYE by amaranth


Hello Brother
How are you?
I hope this finds you well

We lost a cousin
Have you seen her?
Please tell her I say hello

Everything is good here
The boy has grown
He's going to be tall they say

Doing ok at school
I no longer work
I write to fill my day

Well thats about it really
Nothing much changes
But one last thing to say

This is my final
Letter to you
My last respects to you, I pay

Sorry I wasn't 
The best of sisters
But we did still have some fun

Sorry I wasnt
There for you
When your time did come

After 38 years you left this world
With hardly leaving a mark
But you should know, 
That despite all our fights
You are always in my heart

Two years after you left this world
I can finally say goodbye
I can now step forward
And live my life
Before we meet again to say hi.

I will always miss you
And always mourn you
That cold November day
But rest in peace
My dear brother 
I can now find my way

Au Revoir


Amaranth
22 February 2012

EMO LOVE by amber


I could slit my wrist
And watch them bleed
See my heart up 
Give u the key
Maybe even beat myself
Till I'm black and blue
Just to make myself believe 
Im in love with you 
I could start a million fires
While watching people run and burn
As long as I'm in your head
I know I shall never learn
And as I try to hide those burnt dead bodies in a small litte urn
My love for u is like a body
On fire whose bones shall never burn

DO YOU EVER by Sugar Magnolia


Do you ever feel like you don't fit in? 
Like you don't belong,
The feeling of loneliness over powers your fears and emotions,
In a crowded room you sit alone as you hear the laughters,
You wonder why can't I be apart of that,
You try to fit in but you find it hard 
Because to everyone you just seem invisible, 
The tears slowly fall as you know your in such a lonely place,
For these are meant to be your friends,
But you feel nothing but loneliness. 

Friday, March 23, 2012

UNSPOKEN by Clon


My day’s efforts are done, you’re with me at last
You kneel before me, eyes downcast
Copious soft curls cascading down across your chest
I stare at your beauty, my cares find their rest
Calm and peaceful before me, with nary a stir
A vision of tranquility, I hear your wordless whisper, ‘My Sir!"

I place my hand tenderly under your chin
Feeling the warmth of your supple skin
A gentle lift of your head to gaze upon your face
Your adoring expression makes my heart race
And then our eyes meet, that connection so rare
And, as always happens, I lose myself in your stare
Your soft brown eyes open to me, showing all that your are
Your heart and soul pouring out to me from afar
Volumes of meaning expressed in a moment in time
Locked in that gaze, you convey that you’re mine

I reach out me hand
And help you to stand
Our eyes still locked, the silent words still flowing
With each passing moment, our bond it is growing
Hearts bound with a chord of silver and blue
My unspoken words cry out, ‘I love you!’

This bond that we share, so strong from afar
Heals my heart every day, and leaves one less scar 
Our lips softly touch, our hands they entwine
I say without speaking, ‘My dearest, you’re mine.’

Author's note:  Here is my reply to my dear lady (speaking of Amaranth's poem 'The Kneel')

TO KNEEL by Amaranth


I can't stop looking at you
Admiring your form
Seeing the lights shimmering around you
See your soft, tender demeanor
Your command and presence
My heart swells with pride of knowing you and that you have chosen me
My heart bursts every time you gaze upon me with your piercing blue eyes
I tingle at your touch, the feel of your eyes upon my skin
Your command of presence draws me
The love you emit caresses me
The tenderness you hold shines from you
I feel safe and protected
Loved and treasured
To kneel before you is not a choice
I do not kneel because it is expected
I kneel because I am compelled to do so
My whole being has to show my deference to you
My whole being needs to show my respect for you
I give myself to you
I love you

SHE PULLED BACK by SuiSungirl


She pulled back the dark crimson curtains Looking out into the night. She sees her reflection and wonders if that's what other see. Not noticing the lights of the city she continues to stare at herself, her long legs seem to go for miles. What is it that other sees that she does not. Her legs, she's always enjoyed the length and shape of her legs. She looks down and sees a tattoo on her leg. Memories of a loved one past, memories of the life shared. Even though that life is over the memory always lingers. Looking forward to a new beginning she knows that one day she will see what others see in her. Looking back up through the window still seeing her reflection she knows she needs to look deeper, pass the outward appearance and into her own soul. ~~ sui

Thursday, March 22, 2012

OLD PROVERB by Babsy Face


Old proverb says that you can't chose your family, you take what the fates hand you, and like them or not, love them or not, understand them or not you cope. Then theirs my thought that the family we are born into is a starting point. They fed me and clothed me and did the best they could with what we had until I decided to go out and face the world on my own and make my own way, find my own drive and make a family for myself. I know we A/all sometimes have our differences at times but we A/all come back here and when things are bad we come here for support. I would like to say Ty to the ppl I've found comfort in on here and the different family circles I've made. Male or female, D or s. There's always been someone with an ear or shoulder and advice in certain situations. I can't express how much that means to me. For those of you I'm not close to I hope we can A/all find a common ground to have a connection on and continue to strengthen our growing community here. 

CRIMSON KISS by Amaranth *


Warm breath mists the pane, obscuring her reflection. Her eyes refocus on the trees outside, mere looming shadows against the ink of the sky.

Airless & still, not even the song of the night. She shudders, its cold, reaching to secure the window, theres a brief flutter to the right. She looks peering through the gloom. Nothing. The window thuds harshly in the soundless night as she closes it. 

IT'S NOT THE THINGS by Poison Ivy


It's not the the things you do to me that make me love you so,
It's all the things you've said to me that's make me love you more,
Your words touch me, and makes my heart thump,
One word or a thousand words, it doesn't really matter,
Because each word has the same effect,
My heart melts when i hear your voice,
And I smile as big as the sun,
You touched my heart with a single word, 
You whisper softly in my ear, sending shivers up & down my spine,
You really are amazing and I just want you to know,
Your the one I've come to know,
And how much I love you so.

19/2/2010

IT'S IN THE EYES OF A MASTER by babsy face


It's in the eyes of a Master, as he sits back and watches His girl, it's in the way He smiles with pride when a chore she used to have to be asked to do, has now become her second nature. It's in the way that He displays her, knowing everyone else seethes with envy at her kneel, and it's in the way He touches her, showing her just how much His love is real. It's in the way she shivers, with every glance He thinks she doesn't see, it's in the way she holds her head high as He brings her to her knees. It's in the way that in private, He let's His guard down just a bit for her, it's in the heat that's in her eyes, when He moans and it's just for her. Happy V-Day to our loving couples and families. And the extension of families we A/all are bound in together as a community

GUIDING LIGHT by Amaranth


Today there is darkness
Today there is pain
Today I see nothing
But blinding rain

Today someone has stolen the key
And they have escaped
Casting darkness over me

I look to you love
My guiding light
To help me through this
To give me my sight

But even your shimmer
Your glistening shine
Cannot penetrate this blackness
That is eternally mine

So today is a dark day
A day full of woes
Failing to fight my
Ghosts and foes

And although you stand beside me love
All golden and pure
Your strength cannot pull me
Back from its lure

So let me sit and wallow
In my plight
For tomorrow I can follow
Your guiding light

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

MORE THAN FRIENDS by amaranth


We used to only write
Our friendship was new
But then we met
And it blossomed and developed into something that is true

I lived my life, you lived yours
But we were always there for each other
True friends for sure

I CAME UPON A MEADOW by Knightly Raider


I came upon a meadow
Where An angel soon appeared, 
A vision from the heavens
Taking all I'd feared.
My breath held 
My face turned blue,
My heart stopped
My life through.
I fell to the ground
Stars in my eyes,
My body cold 
Beneath a clear sky.
I left my body
Broken and used,
Looking down at my features
Shattered and bruised. 
the things I thought
As I walked along side,
Where were my clothes
Should I hide?
She took my hand
Her grip firm,
Guiding me on
New things to learn.
At last we stopped
A waterfall pouring,
My heart renewed
As if I were soaring. 
My temple broken
Yet my spirit lives on,
My life reborn 
Beneath a blinding dawn.
She turned to me
Eyes full of tears,
I wiped her cheek 
Removing her fears.
Her warm drops 
Wet on my hand,
My bare feet 
Leaving prints in the sand.
My lips to hers
Loves first kiss,
My heart jolted
A buzzing hiss.
My eyes opened
A pain in my chest,
Her hand on my face
My mind at rest.
I love you babe
My one true love,
My life my all
My flying dove. 
Though times are hard
And things seem bad,
The end of you 
Would drive me mad.

MY EYES by SuiSunGirl


My Eyes, the eyes are seen as the window to the soul because they can give clues as to what another person is thinking. I see things in other that they do not see in themselves. I see their emotions and feelings without even looking at them. we know when people smile with their mouths the smile is false without the eyes. Your eyes show your true self the one you cannot hide from others. The long lashes and Deep hazel of my eyes see you the true you. The one you hide from the world. As I look into your eyes I see myself the person I want to be, the person you adore, the person I strive to be. With my Eyes

~ sui

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

TELL ME by Destiny


oh tell me tell me what could this be, could this be love that enthralls me. not just an emotion but confidence, affection, and devotion. miles apart and days Away but this love chiselled on my heart will stay...wanting to grasp you close to me. but knowing i can't..oh why must this be caged, reaching out for you. so close and knowing you want this too. illusions of love of you and me, knowing i have to hide this stings like a bee. yet the one thing that keeps us together, destroys us yet will never nether. in the reserve of our alone you hold me dear like a touch unknown. infatuation in every stroke and kiss when we r apart i dream of this. longing to be with you all the time and hungry for your heart be at one with mine. take my hand and lead me to the ocean, kiss me and fill me with your fragrant potion, you alone is what i makes me weak and all your love is all i seek, i truly believe u rescued my love like you were sent from a spirit up above. everytime im here with you i lose all senses and want to be retained by you. craving to be in your arms, be held so tight. hoping, praying, begging with all my might. but i know this can never be, you and me for all to see. this....oh what could it be...forbidden love that captivates me

PLEASE LOOK by amber


Please look in my eyes so u can see that u are a prize I took a chance rolled the dice I've been super close to that grim reapers scythe took me awhile to find the meaning of this thing called life but I believe I have found it my wrist no longer will they slit no longer will they bleed no more smoking that Dam thing called weed I have planted a new seed started my life with a new deed this pain and suffering I can bear so don't shed that tear I will be thy teddy bear no more does that reaper bring a scare my life no not fair but this is true I have fallen in love with you we been through a lot and breaking up is something I've never wanted to do ur the only one who looks at me and doesn't say eww I care about u ur one of the few my heart is bring carved with a screw but still I can't help but love u I've called me a jerk I've said fuck you ur love is very dieR but but however I'm still in love with u dam liar go die burn from hells fire

DAMMIT HE THOUGHT Knightly Raider


Dammit he thought
as he walked along,
Damn this rain 
and that stupid song. 
His mind going crazy
Thoughts from the past,
How long can this take
How long can it last?
The memories of old
Haunting his dreams,
Scaring his eyes
Blurring the scenes.
A fatal crash
A dark wet night,
She came from nowhere
Into sight. 
He hit the brakes
His tires slid,
Her body crumpled
Just a kid.
Her face in the windshield
Covered in blood,
Damn this rain
This cursed flood. 
He looked in her eyes
Her lips ran red, 
Her lifeless body
Her pupils dead.
Oh God he cried
Oh fuck oh shit,
His heart sank low
A bottomless pit.
He looked around
No soul in sight,
His face pale 
A ghostly white.
His hands shook 
As he opened the door,
His bottle of whiskey 
Soaking the floor.
He stood over her body
Knees growing weak,
His eyes swelling 
Beginning to leak.
He picked her up
To the ditch he walked,
He never spoke
Never talked.
He laid her down
Closed her eyes,
Raised his head
Looking to the skies.
The memory faded
The pain returned, 
His blood boiled
His heart burned.
This is it 
The end has come,
Years of suffering
Of a useless bum.
His knees bent
A spring in his leap,
His body soared
A bloody heap.
Her hand wrapped his
Firm and strong, 
Come I'll take you
Where you belong. 
Her eyes turned black
Her skin turned red,
At last I have you
At last you're dead.
The pain he felt 
In his living years,
Left only anger
Only tears.
His screams would echo
Eternal flame,
Never ending
Eternal blame.

Monday, March 19, 2012

NO REGRETS by amaranth


You say you regret
Not being able to say
Those words
That day

You say you regret
Not being able to write
Those words
That night

Those words
You wanted to say, you'll find
Have already been spoken
In your mind

No need to regret
For you have already said
All those words
In your head

No need to pay
With your regret
What you were trying to say
Has already been said

Master and Slave by unknown


Kneeling silently 
Arms resting palms up on her knees.
Hair caressing her cheeks, 
It is for Him she awaits.

Standing tall, walking proud,
His power surrounding Him
His eyes deep and captivating
It is for her He has come.

She reaches up and touches her neck,
Feeling His collar around it.
Knowing, feeling 
She knows she is owned.

He enters the room,
Sees what is His 
Moves toward her,
Places a hand on the back of her head

Breathless, heart racing
She leans against his leg
She is where she belongs
At His side.

He leans down and whispers,
‘You are mine’
softly he kisses her lips,
before he takes her hair into his hand.

Gasping, trembling
Knowing what is to come,
She looks up at him
‘I love you Sir’, she speaks softly

Intertwined, consumed
It all seems like a dream
Floating on the sensations of His pain
A sadistic smile upon His face.

Where He begins and ends, 
Where she begins and ends
Unknown and unseen,
They are Master and slave.

SITTING by SuiSunGirl


Sitting on the cliff looking at the dark cavern below she wonders if she should take the leap. The leap that would mean giving her submission fully. Her Submission alone means more to her then her heart and soul. Knowing that in giving her submission would mean she has opened herself up to the adventure ahead. The sun rises slowly and she shutters, not because of the crisp cold air but because another day will begin. Another day will bring another question a question she's not prepared to answer. When she dose and the question it will be answered with her submission so there is no question as to what it means. Submitting to the one that will care and love her fully. Submitting to him and only him will heal her soul. A soul that has been locked in the dark void of her own mind waiting for the light to shine through. Will he know what her submission means. ~~~ sui

Sunday, March 18, 2012

LIFE'S BATTLE by Amaranth


Friends, Romans, countrymen
Lend me your ears
Take a look around you
Can you see what I hear

I hear the sounds of the trees
The river, the day
Look among you friends
Do you hear what I say

United we are in battle
Fighting to our last
Look around you friends
This can't be our past

If you ever wonder
The purpose of our fight
Look around you friends
See the beauty of our light

Look towards your neighbours
Your family and friends
Is their happiness and beauty
Worth your very end

The answer is within you
We will win, my friends
To preserve the eternal beauty
Until time's very end



Amaranth
11 February 1999

LAYING ON THE COLD WET GROUND RAIN STEADILY FALLING DOWN by LadyRemington


Laying on the cold wet ground 
Rain steadily falling down 
The clouds are hiding my view of you 
The stars the best reminder I have of you 
Puddles of water all over the place 
Water droplets are forming on my face 
The cloud parts and a single star shows 
Your face in my memory grows 
I can see your smile 
Hear your laugh inside my brain 
Feel your hand pressed gently to mine 
My whole world revolved around you 
My heart and soul revolved around you 
Nothing or no one could ever compare to you 
The dirt I'm laying in turns to mud 
It's slowly pulling me in 
The clouds close 
The star glistens one last time 
It's twinkling I've seen reflected in your eyes 
The water is rising yet still I lay 
I'll let the flood waters take me away 
A note in my pocket addressed with your name 
Telling you about how I died today 
One last I love you whispered as in the flood I drift away.

THE MATCH by Amaranth


A short burst of life
A short burst of light
It burns
Slowly it consumes the stem
Allowing the light to ebb
A whisp of smoke
A slight breeze
It ceases

STRENGTH by Sugar Magnolia


The day you told me that you had cancer,
My hold world crumbled right before my eyes,
I fell to floor and cried so hard I thought I'd never stop,
I had so many questions running through my mind,
Like why did have to be you? why be so cruel?
I could not focus for everything was a blur,
It felt like someone had stopped time and was tormenting me and my pain,
It wasn't until I spoke to you that I saw the strength you had
You told me my ''my babygirl I will fight this to the end''
I was a little apprehensive at first but I saw the fight in your eyes,
The day I saw you when you started your treatment was one of the toughest days of my life,
I held it together for your sake, 
But when I left I broke down a cried,
I wondered how you must be feeling inside,
I see you smiling and keeping strong but I know inside it's tearing you apart, 
Your getting better now that I know, But I wish that curse would disappear,
I wish that you were not living with this fear. 
I love you with all my heart and nothing will tear us apart.
My Nan a true survivor. 

Saturday, March 17, 2012

FORBIDDEN LUST by Amaranth *


The hand on her mouth startled her "Hello Sweetheart" came the guttural whisper in her ear, "now you're gonna play nice aren't you." She nodded in fear, his body pressed close to her, she can feel his other hand unzip his pants and his bulge pressing against her through her flimsy skirt. He starts stroking his flaccid member, she is shaking visibly, tears in her eyes blurring her vision. Hand covering her mouth so she could not scream, body pressed against her so she could not move.

THE COLOUR OF MUSIC by amaranth


All dressed in white
The ethereal being
No name, no face, no place to go
Although, a being, whom many of us know

The colours start,
Around her ankles swirl
Slowly rising, encasing her, 
surrounding her

They guide her with the rhythm
Move her to the rhythm
The power soar
Higher than passion itself

Like a storm she is pulled and torn
Whipped around by the many colours
Emotions portrayed through the many colours

The torment outside is not met within
There is an inner peace and calm
The colours take her beyond the highest feelings
The planes of passion soar

Gently the rhythm begins to slow
The colour lay the being down,
Gently so slowly
As if a babe in arms

Total peace
Total calm
The ethereal being has been satisfied
Your inner soul is calm once more

THE DARK RECESSES OF MY SOUL by SuiSunShineGirl


The dark recesses of my soul has been shattered beyond belief. The pieces lay there like parts of a puzzle. A puzzle only you can put together. Was I blind and just never saw it or was I fooling myself the whole time. Did u love me like no other or was it I who loved you so much that I lost . There is a certain sadness in the illusion that everything was perfect. Once the illusion is broken and I can really see I might be free. The pain was over till I spoke your name now it's back to haunt me again. That voice that haunts my dreams even though I'm awake. That Strength that no other can compare to. That dominance that shows the power you have over me. The biggest risk a heart or soul can take is the chance to love again. A risk I would willing to take. ~~ sui







FATE by SuiSunGirl


Fate controls who walks into your life but you decide who you let walk out. You decide who you let stay and you decide who you refuse to let go. A heart is the strongest muscle we have for a reason. It beats fast when you see someone you love, it skips a beat when you hear the sound of their voice. It slows to a steady rhythm when you are content in their arms and it feels like it is breaking when you lose them. Your heart will never fail you and with time it will heal its self. The most precious possession you can give someone is your heart. As I sit in the shadows of my own thoughts I see that not only is my heart mine to give but it is mine to take back. The dark void of your soul can only be healed by your heart. Never be afraid to love hard with no regrets. As you give pieces of your heart to others remember that you will never regret the time you gave is away and it was shattered because one day someone will pick up your shattered heart and help heal it again.

~~~ sui

Friday, March 16, 2012

WHO? by babsy face


I sit here in wait, watching quiet as I can from these shadows that loom and fall. Who is this person you've become? Who is this person you are trying to be? Where did these lies and falsehoods start? 

Unrecognizeable even in your own reflection I'm sure. Where's the kindness and shoulder she once showed? We all change and usually its to strive for the better. All light is gone from your eyes now. Any part of me that was held dear I've finally pulled out on my own. Sweet sweet girl one last breath I take to savor your smell before walking back to the shadows I've come to love so well.

BEADS OF SWEAT by Knightly Raider


Beads of sweat ran down his chest as his throbbing cock slid in and out of her pussy. Her lips wrapped tight around his shaft her pussy clinching squeezing the head of his dick as it pushed against her spot. Moans slipping thru her lips her fingers pinching her nipples pulling the sensation ripping thru her pussy on fire. His thrusts quickening as her leaned down pressing his lips to hers the sweat on his chest mixing with hers the smell of sex driving her wild as he fucked her pussy. Her hands wrapped around him as her tongue rolled over his. Her nails piercing his skin leaving lines on his shoulders as she tore his flesh away her pussy quivering around his shaft as she covered him with cum

HEAVEN GAINED AN ANGEL by sugar magnolia


Heaven gained another angel,
God came and took you away,
For we sit and wonder why oh why he had to choose you,
They say he only takes the best and by gosh he surely did
You were the life and soul of any room you walked in 
Your smile was like a ray of sunshine,
I think about you all the time and what you could have been
So each night before I go to bed, I look up to the sky,
I whisper softly in hopes you can hear me,
I love you my dearest friend and one day we will be together 
You were taken away far to soon but I know in my heart your looking down on me.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

BEAUTIFUL by ʗℓօƞɬᵃяƒ (Clon)


Beautiful Rosettes
Exquisitely Alluring
Sensuous Treasure

I WISH by Destiny


i wish i could make time stand still. a second., a minute, an hour a day. any amount of time to be with you and say the things i need to say. i long for your touch and i need you so much yet we're miles apart and its breaking my heart...

FOREVER by babsy face*


Her eyes popped open with a gasp, they settled on a smile, devilish to some, but it held her world. He leaned down to kiss her softly "You were having dreams, they woke me, decided fair is fair" She bit her lip moaning slightly as He pushed further inside her slowly, "What was your dream pet?" Eyes rolling back in her head she whispered softly "I had that dream again, that dream where you saved me." He smiled and bit her fingertips lightly as she reached up to touch His face, "Tell me again," He said "You know it's my favorite, and you tell it best." He impaled her making her arch yelling out in the still quiet of the early morning, He groaned on a soft chuckle as her mind tried to catch up with her body in its awareness. "I was still in the training house, the house where we met, in a room much like this as I watched Master's school their girls, taking mental notes on what pleases MOST men" her breathing came easier as His movements slowed inside her. He ran a fingernail up the inside of her thigh causing her legs to spread wider, he smiled and she could see it even in the dim light approaching. "what Master?" Master.... 6 months and that word still felt so good sliding out over her lips, it tasted of honey, and summer rains. "My girl is a good one"

MY ANGEL by amber


Some people believe that there is a one,The one who points your way to the sun.

You are my angel my one and only,My forever love,so we'll never be lonely.You've brought to my life all your love and care, it made me see how I realized so rare. it is me your angel our their lifetime one.For your and my life together has begun.

What you've done is illuminated my soul,its you and your love that has made made me a complete whole,the feel of your love your soft touch and caress,were tight so close your heart beats in my chest.

All that we have,always felt missing before.Though I live you today,tomorrow I love you more.Our love is life,we are the strongest tree which will always grow forever like you and me.

You have opened my heart and held it so dear your are my angel and will always keep it near.you've seen my ups and cared when I was low.You are my angel I just want you to know.

You've entered my life through a ray of sun above and when we leave we'll leave together in love.My love for you has become my reason to be.I hope one day you'll find your angel in me!!!!

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

INSIDE by amaranth


On the outside you don't fit the norm
You deviate in every shape and form

You wear leather jackets, your hair is long
In their eyes thats all wrong

You play bass guitar in a rock band
To them you're getting out of hand

Your t'shirt is ripped, your jeans too tight
Oh how they wish you'll get it right

To them you don't fit the bill
Your girlfriend's are hardly "run-of-the-mill"

That's the outside, they don't see within
And these people are your blood and kin

You're kind, warmhearted, that's your way
But this they don't see, or they won't say

They don't see the love and tenderness you hold
To these feelings they stand cold

They see the outside and look right through
They refuse to see the real you

Their close-minded attitude should be put aside
So they can see you on the inside

CRAZY BUTTERFLIES INSIDE by Lady Nina


Crazy butterflies inside
Knowing i get to see you
Check my face and hair
And then i remember

Walk in and say hello
Tv and your phone
Can't take
eyes off them for me. 

A cotton ball of alchohol
Drops in my jar
Sleep well my butterflies
You don't need wings

Trample down in me
The life and feelings
Don't breathe too deep
Pinned to the wall
You still look pretty

Looks arent everything.


By Nina

PHRASES by babsy face


there are two phrases we hear all our lives, that are supposed to make us feel better when our heart is hurting, "Home is where the heart is". If this is true you are my foundation, my stability. my shelter in the storms that i cant seem to control, my protection from the outside elements that may cause me pain. the place I'm more comfortable than anywhere else in the world is in your arms, the place I can be myself when everything else is crumbling around me. The second part is "Absence makes the heart grow fonder". is this based on actual measured distance, or the time we are apart? i know when im not around you my breathing doesnt come so easy, and the space between seems to grow with each passing day that im not crossing it to you. but here we are, at this current place in our lives where neither time or distance is on our side, if these statements are true, we are in for one hell of a ride. cause i dunno how much fonder this heart can get without exploding in my love for you

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

PLAYING WITH DANGER by Amaranth * (corrected)

She hissed at the pain. Removing her fingers from the water she applied pressure to the side of the now visible cut, sighing as the blood oozed from beneath it. She sucks it clean, savouring the taste.

She retrieved the culprit, squirming at the shape and length of the boning knife. Gulping she puts it to one side. Eyes glazing, with memories, she smiles.

Drying her hands she slips into the office, retrieving a small key she goes down to the den. The key fits a cabinet attached to the wall, opening to contain a prominent collection of knives. Looking over her shoulder furtively, she pulls out a sheathed dagger.

Nothing precious to look at, simple black sheath, simple hilt. She looks down at it adoringly, slowly revealing the double edged blade from its covering, she giggles, eyes getting wider with excitement.

The full 10 inch blade exposed, she admires it for a moment, twinkling in the harsh neon of the den lights, it looked beautiful. Her stomach flips at its divine sight. Putting both of her hands together, flat, the blade laying between them. The metal ice cold against her warm palms. She smiles at the sensation.

She runs her thumb across the blade, making a sudden inward hiss as the razor sharp blade breaks the skin like butter. Smiling again she lets the blood pool against the blade for palpable seconds, mesmerised by the crimson against the cold hard steel.

"I'll take that", the huskey voice was barely a whisper in her hair as the firm grasp relinquished her hold on the dagger. "I knew you wouldn't control yourself" said the lilting, almost mocking voice behind her. She cast her eyes downwards, desperate to kneel and observe her appropriate position, she was blocked in, she shifted uncomfortably. "sorry um" she mumbled.

Her owner must have sensed her discomfort as the next whisper instructed her to relax and show the damage to her hands. Shaking she put her hands on display, but rather than the expected reprimand, her injured hand was grasped and both bloodied fingers sucked lovingly by her Mistress. Eyes, bewildered, her stomach tied in knots as she watches those full, deep red, pouting lips encircling her fingers. "Thank you ma'am" she purred.

Her Mistress looked at her adoringly "You look beautiful" was what she heard. "Take a step back and let me inspect you". She took a step back and stood for what felt like hours while her Mistress walked round her slowly. Controlling panic at being clothed instead of naked, stood instead of kneeling, her hair swept up instead of framing her face. What was Mistress going to do? Still she stood still, motionless as goosebumbs gently cover her skin at her Mistress' gaze.

Her Mistress was behind her, tantilisingly close, she could feel the warm breath on the back on her neck. She could feel breasts brushing against her back, fingers stroking her hips. Barely touching, she shudders in anticipation, excitement brimming at the proximity. Mind still racing, she needed to kneel, to show the proper grace and reverence, but still she could not.

The movement was sudden, she found herself pulled backwards by her hair, the sharp cold metal against her neck. Breathing staccato, daring not to cry out in surprise. The knife slid downwards, controlled by her Mistresses expert hand. Feint red marks appearing in the wake of the knife, trailing from the centre of her neck to the perfect v of her cleavage. The knife popped the first button of her blouse easily.

She heard the dull thud as the knife was dropped to the floor, the sound of her Mistresses breathing, the bra.

She sighs quietly as her breasts are released. Feeling the waistband of her skirt loosen and her skirt slip to the floor. Jerking as the remains of her blouse is ripped from her body. she stands eyes downcast in just a bra waiting patiently.

She sensed her Mistress moving behind her and sensed when she came to the front. So close, pleasure coarsed through her as fingers glanced off her skin. She feels the metal knife against her skin again, feels the sharp pain as the pressure is applied a little too hard. Pain that sends cascades of pleasure down to her sex.

In her Mistresses hand, the knife traces the line where her breast and bra meet, sliver fine cuts oozing crimson in their wake. Deftly the hand guiding the knife cuts the centre of the bra, it falling instantly from her breasts. Crimson rivlets following the curve of her breasts. She hears the beautiful lilting sigh. The metal knife traces down her torso and across her stomach, leaving red hatchmarks across her milk white skin. Blood ebbing in places where the knife cut a little too deep.

"Open your legs" came the command. She complied readily. Feeling the familiar sensation of leather clad fingers brushing her slit, opening her labia. She groans softly as the fingers toys around her entrance but stop short of penetrating her. She gasps loudly as her Mistress starts rubbing her clit, already swollen and sensitive she shudders at these actions. Breathing coming in gasps as she becomes more aroused. Almost at climax the stimulation stops. She feels hot breath against her mound, and bites her lip in anticipation. The sharp pain in her clit as the knife pricked open her sensitive flesh makes her lose control of her orgasm. "Good girl" was all she heard, feeling juices collecting around her slit, wetting the tops of her legs. Her Mistress let out a satisfied sigh.



Amaranth
17 February 2012

THE REASON by poison ivy


You've given me a reason
For smiling once again,
You've filled my life with endering dreams
You've become a true friend.
We've shared some heart felt secrets
And the trust you've given me,showed me how to feel again,
To laugh, love, and see,
If life should end tomorrow
For we don't have a clue
I'll know shall be forever young
For you have touched my heart
And for that we'll never part.

SYMPTOMS by Amaranth


The day breaks, I'm awake, I send a message to my love.
I make coffee, grab a pastry, send a message to my love.
In the turmoil of morning chaos, I send a message to my love
When things have settled, before I work, I write a poem for my love.
Lunch time, work is done, I sit and think about my love
Doing tasks assigned to me I know I'm pleasing my love
Mid afternoon, my heart rate quickens, it's early morning for my love.
Daily run, that time has come, can't stop thinking of my love.
I go to school and fetch my son, looking for a message from my love
Joy abound, I can't stop smiling, love emits from my very being
He is here, the wait is over, spending time with my love
Much time is spent together, being happy and complete
So safe and protected from past and future in his arms I fall asleep.
3 hours later I awake the whole day starts again.
But while I await for him to return I shall spare a moment for my love

WRIST by amber


I could slit my wrist and watch them bleed sew my heart up and give u the key maybe even bet myself till I'm black and blue just to make myself believe I'm in love with u I could start a million fires while watching people run and burn and as long as I'm in ur head ik I shall never learn and as I try to hide those burnt dead bodies in a small little urn my love for u is like a body on fire whose bones shall never burn

Monday, March 12, 2012

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS SURROUND ME by Ariana SIMI


Sleepless night surround me
Even then the darkness touches me
Seeps into my dreams where I have no defenses
Follows me when I awake
So hard to shake
Shaking hands to get the feelings out
Then maybe the darkness will leave
And let me dream sweet ™

DAWN by Lee


And the world was bright and new. Everything that had gone before, vanished. All roads and routes open. Nothing closed or deceased anymore. Just a new light. Bursting through the clouds.

CONSCIOUSNESS by Amaranth


Conscious being
All doing
All hearing
All seeing
Presumptious meaning
Meandering light
What's right
What's wrong
Listen to the words of your song
For once

Conscious thought
Thats wrought
With the passing flow 
Of days gone by
And days to come

Negative aspect
Nobody's perfect
Turn it all around
To change your life
Learn your life
Tempt your fate
Live your destiny

YOU PULLED YOUR PILLOW by Knightly Raider*


You pulled your pillow over your ears as moans leaked thru the walls. Oh fuck! You heard as the thumping continued. A woman's voice shakily moaning. Mmmmmm....ohhhh... Yeah baby! 

Your eyes closed tight as the moans pierced your ears, your nipples began swelling. Your hand slid over them pinching your nipple twisting the pain shooting through your body focusing on your clit. Mmmm. Your hand slid down under your panties your fingers wet from your pussy as you slid them between your lips. 

WHEN I'M THINKING OF YOU by LadyRemington


When I'm thinking of you 
There's not a thing that seems impossible 
I can run a million miles 
At the speed of light 
I can carry the weight of the world 
I can live this crazy life. 
When I'm thinking of you 
I'm almost sure I could 
Set the rain on fire 
The ocean I could light up with flames 
As bright as the love I have for you. 
Someone like you 
You do amazing things to me 
Just the thought of you 
Immortilizes me 
Nothing is impossible 
When I'm thinking of you. 
Everything imaginable 
I'm sure I could do.
Lift a million pounds 
Super speed around 
See through walls 
And swim the ocean 
Walk through fire 
And catch or dodge bullets 
The things you do 
Just thinking of you 
Makes me wonder 
What would happen 
If I were to touch you.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

EXPECTATIONS by Amaranth


Feel the power
Feel the pain
The colour of the sun,
The snow, the rain
Clear water, blue skies
Bubbling brooks, life goes by
What is expected of this life
We live
What is expected for us to give
Feel the power, feel the pain
Experience the colours of the sun,
Wind and rain
Open yourself to true expression
Let the experience take your soul
The colours of being, of natures call
All encompass part of your soul
Let the rhythm guide you
Lead you to life's true meaning



Amaranth
10 March 1999

I STILL FIND MYSELF by poison ivy


I still find myself loving you

I still find myself loving you,
Even after all this time.
I tried so hard to burry you, but my my thoughts kept you alive,

To this day I dont know why you had to say goodbye,
You shattered my hopes my dreams of us,
All cause you were living a lie,

Your a fool if you think I'll come to you,
For you have made your choice,
I was merely nothing but second best,
And you shattered my world in two,

The day will come will when karma hits you,
And when it does I hope it's tenfold,
I deserve to come first and not settle for second best, 
Cause I really did love you,

Even though I say these things,
There's a feeling deep down inside, that I cannot hide, 
Because I will always find myself loving you.

MY BRIGHT SHINING SUN by Heaven's Demon


My bright shining sun, 
More beautiful than any star,
You bring my life such fun,
With you by my side I know I’ll go far.
Kisses in the rain, 
Walks in the moonlight,
You have taken the pain,
Having you feels so right.
Holding your soft hand,
I stare into your liquid eyes,
Milk and honey cover the land,
As our love carries us across the skies.
I only wish our time was endless,
As such pure love fills my heart,
And my time has been pure bliss,
As my life you have chosen to be apart,
Thank you my pet for being mine,
I can feel how much for me you care,
All I can think is it was fate divine,
To wish you are mine forever I do dare.

I BATTLED ON THROUGH by kitkat


I battled on through
Filling my eyes with such
It almost killed me to do
It scared me so much
I needed someone there beside
As I could not face alone
I needed to run and hide
I've been cruelly knocked off my throne
You don't understand the pressure
The subjecting that I do
All this is all so simple
For everyone and for you
What if every instinct
Was screaming that's not right
Would you continue shopping
Would you put up any fight?
I came away with three bags
Three more than I had before
Now I make excuses to not go home
To hide my shame outside my door

Saturday, March 10, 2012

FANTASIA #1 by Amaranth *


She sits at the desk writing. Oblivious to what's happening around her, submerged in her work. She doesn't hear the key in the door or notice the form stood in the doorway.

He watches her, her profile glowing, radiant in the soft light of her desk lamp. Dressed in blouse and skirt with simple heels, she must have started writing as soon as she returned from work, he summised. 

TOXIC by SuiSunGirl



At first I felt nothing but a kind of dull shock, but I sensed an immense darkness gathering at the edges of my mind, like a psychological storm. I told myself I was doing the healthy thing, keeping the past where it belonged, and getting on with my life. Every so often a fact or thought would materialize in my mind, based on what I remembered of the times that were. Your heart is closed, your mind is shut, your silence is loud and clear. You've turned you back on me and here I stand wondering why. What could I have done? What could I have said? Was I to needy, was I too much. Your thoughts and feeling were always first priority. Maybe that was my fault. I put you on a pedestal that even I couldn't reach. As I sit at your feet and look up into the space that I have placed between us all I can see is the distance I cannot travel. The distance I have created. The distance that an empty soul could never cross. The still night creeps over me and I finally see. A vision of the perfect me. It wasn't what I didn't offer it's what I did offer. An unquestionable love that would never fail, an unconditional trust, an honest heart that would never falter and a soul that would submit to the end.

~~~ sui

FOR MUMMY'S BOYS by Sugar Magnolia


For my Sons,
I hope you know how much I love you both so,
I may embarrass you from time to time, 
By giving lots of love and needless kisses,
But you need to know mummy loves you so,
Before you were born I didn't know
just how much I would love you so,
But when I looked into your eyes for the first time,
I felt my heart grow and grow,
A Mothers love is hard to explain,
Not everyone will feel the same,
As you both get older I will always want you to know 
Just how much I love you and love seeing you both grow,
Time may pass day after day and year after year,
But the love I have for you both still grows
nearer and closer to my heart each day month and year nothing will tear us apart,
To my sons I hope you both know just how much mummy loves you so.
1/02/2012

Friday, March 09, 2012

ASHS IN SPRING by Lee


The things of the past are burnt and gone. There ashes drifted away on the Spring winds. All we have is the now. You and me hand in hand, jigsaw piece to jigsaw piece. Hand in hand hart in hart, steering at the spring sun rising over the horizon.

A BREAK IN THE CIRCLE by amaranth


You look to the past
And see the bad times
The nightmares you let
Flicker through your mind

You look to the future
And what do you see
Happiness and dreams
Things of fairy tales and fantasies

WHEN I'M THINKING OF YOU by LadyRemington


When I'm thinking of you 
There's not a thing that seems impossible 
I can run a million miles 
At the speed of light 
I can carry the weight of the world 
I can live this crazy life. 
When I'm thinking of you 
I'm almost sure I could 
Set the rain on fire 
The ocean I could light up with flames 
As bright as the love I have for you. 
Someone like you 
You do amazing things to me 
Just the thought of you 
Immortilizes me 
Nothing is impossible 
When I'm thinking of you. 
Everything imaginable 
I'm sure I could do.
Lift a million pounds 
Super speed around 
See through walls 
And swim the ocean 
Walk through fire 
And catch or dodge bullets 
The things you do 
Just thinking of you 
Makes me wonder 
What would happen 
If I were to touch you.

SOMETIMES THE MOST SIMPLE by kitkat


Sometimes the most simple of the animal instincts are the weakest. Consider yourself what it would be like to not have the most simple 'urges'. Basic necessities of life is breath, food, water, rest and reproduction. Without all these vital instincts there would be no life, no green and no living beings to uphold the beauty of the world. We, as humans are able to accomplish such immense things, we are able to send man to the moon, able to create life from a singular cell, we are able to mass produce anything you can package or box, yet not all humans can apply their knowledge to uphold natures simple laws. Eat, sleep, drink and reproduce. Take time to view the world around you and appreciate the balance of life, and how easy it is to permanently edit for the worst. I'm not talking science or complicated formulae, i'm simply sharing the view of an individual who has grown deaf to instincts and blind to the worlds beauty, please open your eyes for me and live for the others who wonder the dark world with closed eyes.
Thank you
Remember, a whisper is louder than a scream........
Kit xxxxx

Thursday, March 08, 2012

TWO HEARTS by poison ivy


There are so many words I cannot say, 
when I look into your eyes,
I want to be able to tell you one day,
but I'm left speechless every time that I try.
True love is a gods given gift that's hard to find,
So when I say I love you I really do mean it,
Two hearts are beating, strong and true
The sound grows louder, waiting is through
Two hearts are beating, but sound as one
Searching is over, they have found that lover
Two hearts are beating, they grow strong together,
Together forever, never wanting to go
Two hearts are beating, as the sun goes down
A love so true, a love so strong, both are bound by the power of one,
And as the sound gently fades into night
Two hearts are beating, this they know is just right.

AT NIGHT I DREAM by Poison Ivy


At night I dream a dream so sweet,
You come to me and hold out your hand,
You smile and whisper " My love take my hand"
I take your hand as you pull me up, 
You pull me into you, my heart thumps,
As I look up at you I smile shyly,
Your touch so soft and tender,
You walk me to a spot where I see roses and candles,
You say nothing as you sit me down,
You lean into me and kiss me softly,
My heart skips a beat,
As you begin to trace your hands down my body,
I stir and wake, a smile crosses my my face,
I realise it was a dream but to me,
It couldn't have been more perfect.

THANK YOU by poison ivy



Through out my journey, I've had some ups and downs,
I've cried, I've laughed and I've even stamped my feet, 
But this journey wouldn't not have be completed, 
If I did not have such wonderful friends,
You've helped me through my bad times,
Been with me through the good, 
I just want you all to know how much I appreciated it and how much I love you so,
We sometimes take our friends for grated,
But I really recommend, that yku dont,
Instead hold on tight and cherish them,
Because you don't know when you'll need them the most,
I'll lean on you as you lean on me,
I'll be there for you as you have been for, 
You've opened my heart in ways I thought were not impossible,
And I can honestly say that I'm truly honoured and blessed to have such wonderful friends,
And for that I just want to thank you all.