FALSE by Ashawn Johnson

Tortured here... Losing self in the cold night, the taking from self a deep apart of me missing, the part that separated me from the darkness...

Felt the mirror of me shattered as my soul all most fully parted, felt a lift in soul to keep me from alluding the hell beneath, suspended upside down losing my hearts crown.

Embraced in the shadow of night this blanket of doom... Trapped in a four cornered room in clouded mind, eyes watered seeking a sign.

Then the door sheds a piece of hope In self reflected what I've over looked, the essence of pure youth still untouched in this body caged.

Pulling me into the hopefully ness of brighter things, the dark begins to fade as I follow weightless steps into the lighter side of me beckening.

THE WALKING DEAD by Ashawn Johnson

How could you have ever found me? When how you were thought to be would rest unseen, blind to the peace and love offered.

You'd take apart what truly needs placed in your heart, when all that you have dreamed, with your own hands twist into a nightmare.

So I'm to blame... How fair, no its thrown in my face when all of this time was a waste, left a bitter taste on my lips.

And you wondered why from you I no longer kissed, rather have balled up my words like a fist...

Yet go into your own hell, make me feel as its my fault that to your own hell you've become a slave.

When the truth of it all is, it dead before it started, you were never grown enough to realize.

Never strong enough to be what you pretended you were... Rather act out that your living and breathing.

When like everyone else you blended in, befriended someone you will regret, but it's nothing left.

You speak like your so high above, but move and talk out of love and your just another walking dead to me.

A FRIEND IN NEED by Destiny

A friend in need

You do deserve the best in life

Through all the struggle and the strife

For you are stronger than you know

Never give up and don't let go

Im here for you until the end

In me you have a real good friend

So hold on tight and don't let go

I'm here for you i hope you know

I may not always understand

But I'll be here to hold your hand

To laugh with you and cry with you

We'll scream & shout if you want to

I can't erase your hurt and pain

but i can try and keep you sane

please believe me when i say

"I'll never, ever go away!"

Together we can work this through

And help you see life like its new

You protect yourself with a wall

But brick by brick i make it small

It's time to lay the past to rest

And do the things that you love best

I promise not to let you fall

You can do this, keep Standing tall! 

Destiny © 09/08/2012

SHE IS LOST by Destiny

She is lost in the moment, frozen with fear and panic but overwhelmed with lust. His beautiful eyes and luscious lips were a distraction and she lost herself in his cheeky smile! Finally she feels a warm sensation running through her body pricking all her senses back to reality. She smiles to herself wickedly and shakes off the thoughts in her mind. " oh my god he's so sexy" she thinks to herself as she leans forward and presses her lips to his kissing him softly. She pulls away taking his lip with her "hello baby" she says and he replies with a big smile "hey boo". 

She surrenders to his welcoming embrace. Finally. She's fought back these feelings for so long but her body aches and craves for him, she caves in the moment they touch. Safe in his arms wrapped up in love. It's been so long since she felt his touch...and in his excitement he rips her panties off. As soon as his warm, hand touches her soft supple skin she gives a groan in release as she is merciless to his touch. Destiny ©

COME A LITTLE CLOSER by Destiny

Come a little closer,

Let me whisper in your ear,

Feel my warm breath,

With the secrets you will hear.

Come a little closer,

Flesh to flesh and feel,

The firey passion and lust,

Of energy so real

There is no time or space,

Lost forevermore,

In a continuous, sensual whirlwind,

For us it has in store.

Deep, dark, and sinful,

For some it may seem,

The passion, lust, and desires,

A natural source to deem.

Tell me I’m a sinner,

I will smile at you with grace,

Drawing you ever closer,

To the deepest, darkest, place,

Pulling your mind deeper,

Hot passion, skin to skin,

Your mind reeling in sensations,

As your body betrays your sins.

Breathe deep and smell the essence,

Of lustful passion true,

Embrace this moment and time,

As I embrace the likes of you.

I COME by Lilith Ð

I come to this quiet place to think. To clear the troubled of my mind. To quell the beast inside. Thoughts race, I've been here so many times before. Contemplating suicide, to plummet into those dark murky depths and be lost forever in the cool velvety waters. To erase the memories, the pain. As I sit here now I use this time to cease the thoughts. To pull myself from that dark abyss. I stop and count all the things in my life worth being here for. I think of what ill not see, of what will be lost. A touch, a smell, a taste so sweet. I close my eyes and see your face before me. Tears fall down my cheeks as I silently ask you to forgive me. Of all that I've done and for what's been done to me. I need you to tell me everything will be OK, that the hard part is over. I fear that I have not the strength to go on much further in this hell called life. I need you to be strong for me. That one day Ill be strong for you. We hold each other together. Putting the pieces of our souls back into their proper place. But I wonder where to begin, this life of mine, through its long and horrid path, has only been a hell of which I wish had not been created. When I at last think all hope is lost you put me back on my feet and show me that life can be a better place.

THE DEVILS TONGUE by Ashawn Johnson

I know now my worth... I've seen it on your face the anger, I've heard the hurtful words, when pride stands in the way love is gone.

When you point fingers to blame... It's no more four letter word, of niceness then only abuse to come.

When what's said will break down what took years to start, when easily off your tongue your truth is sparked.

I have a past some light some dark, but I'm not what every one says I am... Are you then the same?

When over and again you have broken me down again, tell me you love me then turn around and hurt me.

Chasing your tail to prove I'm worthless then, when the whole time be missing me as a good man.

When nothing last forever all we are is what's now, with that time you can choose to be how.

How ever you want to be viewed, but the look of a constant victim isn't a good look for you.

When you claim such a strong woman you are, yet use this to belittle and tear apart a wish.

A prayer said to find truth, yet stand in front of what's good for you, constantly said I'm no good for you.

Weaponize your beautiful lips, say you speak the truth of God, but off your tongue spit demonic flames from it?

Cast me out because of selfish doubts, cast those stones because you have done no wrong?

Say you love yet do constant harm, such a wicked game played, when all this time wasted you just never knew who you were.

No one has ever challenged you to... But treat all the same and take no blame, yet off your tongue has always held shame.

Fire in your eyes and I mean the kind from the darkness, not thinking of what your truly burning down.

When you have done no wrong, and your words are heaven sent? Yet you don't repent and say you love mean the wrong.

Say your sorry still with the devils tongue.

PICTURE US TWO LAYING by Destiny

Picture us two laying side by side.

Showing our love that we have to hide.

I'm taken by someone & so are u.

We've asked so many times what are we going to do.

Don't get me wrong, It tugs hard at my heart.

From u, my love, I can't stand being apart. 

All I want is for us to be happy, I guess. 

A piece of my heart is broken & u have the rest. 

It's more than attraction between me & you. 

To touch & hold you is what I want to do.

I'm young, reckless, careless, my actions will haunt.

This is all true, but I know what I want. 

I think about you every night just laying next to me.

I wish & I wish, but in my dreams is only when I see. 

I see you sometimes & my stomach turns upside down. 

I wonder what it would be like with you always around.

I'm so attracted & I want to experience true love.

Or we could fool around, & send my heart straight above.

To be honest, All i really want is you. 

But we know its not easy so we hide out of view.

We're scared to take a chance, perhaps its too much.

But we're willing to risk it to have just one touch.

We can spend hours just hoping & wishing.

And both of us know just what we are missing.

No body said it was going to be easy.

And neither of us gave up our heart so freely.

I want u to know that i truly love u so.

So please tell Me now if you want to let go.

With a lump in my throat & tear stained face.

Nothing or no one could ever take ur place.

I won't give up easy u mean the world to me.

Is it all too much, do u want your heart to be free?

CHOKED by Ashawn Johnson

Shhh... Speak not a conscious word, just moan to the depth your falling into, leather laced my hands free your mind from pain.

Pleasure found in the tightness, the grip of submission, the hand of purity in darkness is tainted now.

Must train you to be free... And right before you reach your ending, I choke you to multiply the sensation.

Throwing your emotions into a pool of ecstasy, and drowning your soul within the control of release.

Feeding your heart, by breaking your will... I will kill, those bad habits of holding back from me.

Shhh... Whisper through my fingers over your mouth, harder you say? I can't hear you are you losing air?

And you give me a smile, as you flow into its sea, finding yourself within the choked hands of me.

YOUR EYES by Destiny

Your eyes, your face, leave me enraptured, as your dominant energy sends shivers of pleasure flowing through me.  My soul an instrument that resounds harmoniously when surrounded by your dominance.  You are like a serpent uncoiling in time with your tentative touch, revealing all that dwells within me.

My soul dances in a slow rhythm with each caress, each touch, each word, weaving a magical pattern of Master and slave, as you take delight in the taste of my submission, the sensuous bliss that only you can send me to.  My mind, my body, my soul, writhe in ecstacy, as you take me to the deepest levels of submission, all the while clinging to your presence of pure dominance.

I am swept by the warmth of a sea of darkness, as you burn into my mind, body, and soul, the knowledge of where my place is, while at the same time, healing me in ways only you can do.

Every part of me says yes as I breathe in your dominance in a cascade of bliss, while tears of joy fall naturally, allowing your power to continue burning through me and intensify as you deepen your hold upon me for your own agenda.

You inhale the fragrance of my soul, taking me inside you, savouring it, taking my soul breath and binding it to yours.  Dark waves of heat rise within me, as you continue to take my breath of soul. 

For you I give selflessly…

For you I bow at your feet…

THERE IS BUT ONE by Felista

There is but one soul who knows mine uncensored. The one who's put in the time, a master. We've never caused each other's pain, but each will sit and tend to the lame of heart. I've watched you bleed and stitched you up. Then watched you leave, quietly sipping from our cup, of love. Pure, untainted like a symbol, a dove. You've laid me to rest when the battles have taken their toll. You sit all night watching I'm told. You've fought battles that I thought I won. You've always been the only one who's truly loved me. You sat in darkness with acid rains while I poked at fires trying to burn my reins. I let the evils consume my soul for to know your enemy I had to let go. I thought I'd lost it all. I fought during my own fall. All the while you were by my side, hidden without pride. You stayed the course too true to me you are, I thought I lost you in this war. You were the one who created my miracles, you let me believe it was my empirical. You have been my angel for how long is untold. I lay before you now humbled yet not cold. You've schooled me with silent lessons with stealthiness and no weapons. Not once have you let me lay hurt, not once have you dragged me through dirt. You are the closest I have to an equal but please know I see my place and I stand just below, so let's start our sequel. This time I know you're my strength and I commit all my soul for you to take. I'm a fool for not knowing sooner. I hang my head, you lift my chin, your lips meet mine and you said I've always been your lunar. By Felista.

I FIND PLEASURE by unknown

i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive

to my Master in a loving relationship.

i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman,

with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.

i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.

i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never

will i be more complete than when He is with me.

i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul

with His strength and wisdom.

He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him.

His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.

Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy…

His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully,

knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind.

If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him

and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness.

However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of O/our relationship.

The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt,

those are all parts of this relationship.

My body is His, and if He says i am beautiful, then i am.

No matter what i look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes,

and because of that i hold my head high.

If He says i am His precious jewel,

then i am that…a beautiful, sparkling gem.

If He says that i am His pet, His slut, His whore, then i am that..

as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be.

My mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know only as He can.

i have no secrets from Him… for secrets are a thing that would

keep me from being more perfectly His.

Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself…

and i do not want walls.

His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own,

but they are lessons He has decided that i need, and so i learn from Him.

My soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be

when i kneel naked at His feet.

Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His presence,

be He miles away or standing over me.

If i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul,

worse punishment than any lashes could be.

The anguish of my soul that i feel when i disappoint Him

is harder to bear than any physical anguish i feel.

i am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend

His time and energy so freely on me.

i have the easier job, to feel, to experience,

to let myself go and abandon everything to Him.

i am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously .

i am a submissive woman.

i am proud to call myself that, my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly,

and can only be given to the One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.

Only to my Master who has that strength, will i give myself fully,

because i am strong and proud.

i am a submissive woman.

~author unknown

OWNED by kinky bitch

Being owned isn't just a word

Being owned encompasses heart mind,body and soul...

Security of knowing he/she will always be there.

The soft place to land and seek comfort, the strong hand to pick up and dust u off.

Whispering soft sweet words of encouragement and in the same breath give a command that can rock ur world...

Love so profound trust unbreakable A foundation that is built brick by brick made stronger n stronger with every layer applied....

Grasping on tight no waivering nor Faultering ...

Always devoted Always proud and to me that is Owned

I WANT by Lilith Ð ™'s boyfriend

I want to close this space between us... To pull u into me hard. To feel ur hand on my chest... I would feel to u as if warm rock laid beneath thin fabric, as I can imagine u feeling like a soft warm cloud plucked from heaven in my arms. I'd slide my hand along ur back with the barest of touches, leaving behind a burning trail that will undoubtedly melt u in my embrace.. Then slowly close the distance between our lips. Sending millions of tiny thrills through ur body, warm prickly points of sensations that illuminate ur being like a starry sky...

YOU STRADDLE THAT FENCE by Jerzey Fresh

You straddle that fence almost as good as his dick

So busy trying to get yours you forgot I'm not another dumb bitch

Keep flapping those lips & I'll wire them shut

If you tempt sharp edges you're bound to get cut

Maybe you haven't heard so I'll break it down one time

I'm more interested in between your ears then what's between your thighs

Had my fair share of smooth talkers & cheats

I want a good person inside - let me see what's underneath

All that superficial shit is for the birds

Stop using your body - entice me with your words

Dumb is forever, eventually exteriors fade

It takes more then a cute face to keep me engaged

Men & women everywhere: step up your game

Relying on looks to get by is getting more then lame

I'm over the fakes, show me something real

Let me see inside, tell me how you feel

When did so many stop spreading love in favor of their legs?

Another riddle for which an answer begs

Drive your own path, but don't take anyone for a ride

You can "do you" but it isn't a license to fuck up other lives

Bottom line: mean what you say & say what you mean

Even when I'm not looking I see what you don't think I see

Better to be an honest friend rather then wind up a lying foe

Disingenuous fools: you reap what you sow

TAKE MY BREATH by Ashawn Johnson

Your storm... No warning you torn, you scorned... You erased all when your love was pro formed, you tore through the old to make a path for the new.

And in the eye of you my third one opened, and my soul has began to bleed, open this vessel in me... Thus heart ship floating over your endless sea.

I can breathe... All my life non has shown me depth to hold me, just gave me shallow pain and pissed on my heart and called it rain.

When my worth would have been seen, by false worthless queens, but you have no crown but are of full royalty.

Needed no jewels to label you, but the priceless of you rest in Simpleness, natural instinct to be this killer of my past tense.

Now I ask pass your physical garments... Release the poison, replace with you potions... Give me what I've prayed then to come.

A pure rain of change, and break me from where I am... I'm breathing, I want to feel death close to me, a type of love that hurts when your away.

A kind of love that changes ones and frees them from their old ways, yes you wade in my waves... Shock my heart restart it and in the ocean bring me up top.

I inhale your kiss... I inhale your wave, I inhale your rain... I desire no other air, all I ask is to take my breathe away until we are fully one.

HAND OVER MOUTH by Ashawn Johnson

I want to say your name... Then pray God can place you In front of me, I need to say your name but the pain is to intense.

I had a dream you were with me, I had a dream and you were in my arms, I could stare in your eyes and see your open mouth smile.

I could hear your laugh, see my life in your eyes... But I awake, and I swear to God I have never felt so much pain.

It's like being in heaven then being taken away, it's like finally being where you have always prayed and couldn't stay.

This is what you mean to me... I am nothing without you, so never feel this is easy, like I'm away from another apart of me in the sky I've fallen.

Since your birth I've fallen... But I can't see you, but I can still remember you perfectly unflawed.

Priceless jewel, for you a forever falling constant fool, you are my earth you my worth, half of all that is great and pure.

And without I am unsure, I fear not death nor never reaching heaven... But I am broken on the fact of never seeing you again.

If I can only see you in my dreams I'd never see sun light then, when you are what's been missing.

I've tired to live but my heart can't do without... I want to say your name... but I put my hand over my mouth.

I had a dream you were with me....

I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO by Ashawn Johnson

I'll never let you go

Shameless to your love I swear... I'd give all without second thought luv, because I can see your worth here, I've swallowed my fear of the past wiped my tears.

I can feel you move in my sleep, I can feel your past abuse, and I'm sorry if I have ever added onto any pain then.

Because since my eyes have seen yours, something inside me was rebirth pure; I am who I was meant to be... I'm ok with what in the mirror I see.

I see you within me queen, and once your hand was placed inside mines, it can never be removed... Your kiss on my lips without it I have a price on my life.

When I'm nothing without, it wouldn't even rain without you in my presence, once tasted your sweet essence, I love you like the oceans breeze I can hold it.

Filling me up inside I couldn't swallow it all I'd die, but give you a try and without it I'd die, and once on your life I grabbed a hold.

I promise with all I am I'll never let you go.

FEAR by kinky bitch

Ever been so afraid u can't move?

Where putting one foot infront of other isn't working .

Ever felt u were alone and stupid for being scared? 

Not only the young gave bad dreams 

Not only the young feel that way

As an adult we're trained to be strong

Bad dreams make us cower shake us...

Sometimes day light doesn't break it

Sometimes being happy again seems unattainable 

But it is all gonna pass all gonna blow over all gonna be alright

All doesn't go all doesn't blow over somehow it seems to stick in a little corner of ur mind n linger 

linger till all is calm and dark then like an old movie it starts playing over n over with no prayer to stop....

Till one day something makes it all better and all disappear,

Could it be a warm embrace a gentle hug a friend lending an ear? No one knows but it all STOPS!!

RIDING OFF INTO THE SUNSET by babsy face

I hate the phrase "riding off into the sunset". Why would you want to do that? With sunset comes night, and in night though passions may flare slumber is never far enough off. I want to chase the sunrise! I don't want to wake in His arms, I want the chance to never sleep again cause dreaming takes us to far away places where He may not always get to follow. Shakespeare said it best, "To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;

For in that sleep of death what dreams may come

When we have shuffled off this mortal coil," sleep is a sort of death in time away. Away from strong hands and soft caress, secret glances and stolen smiles. sleep is time wasted, time away from happiness some may never get to know, so while others watch the sunset and sip their wine sliding into nights warm loving arms, let me head east with Him! Chasing the sunrise as the warm sun kisses soft skin and evading sleep once again. Meet the sun with smiles so this day, this moment here and Now may never end 

~babsyface~

DARK ROSE by babsy

Dark Rose

There’s this ugly place inside I sometimes know,

I have this passenger, a darker side that likes to show

It’s not somewhere many get to go,

It’s where the sun can’t reach and thorns grow,

My confidence wilts, although it feels so wrong,

I’ve held it in painfully long,

It sometimes makes me feel so alone,

Sitting there lost in thought the hedges spread,

Light seeps through and hands warm and strong pluck me,

Take me out of my personal hell,

Shy away from demons that have kept me company,

I am small and in need of a guiding hand,

Every time you hold me I’m reminded of who I am,

And where all these feelings began and must end,

This place is shy and alluring at times,

Despite the shadows it’s comforting to me,

A way to hide what I really need,

You tell me what is real, 

And how my moods they always change,

Yet you hold me, wrap me up and remind me I am strong

SHADOWS by niamh {PP}

Shadow dancers in the night

Undulating in the candlelight

Images entwined upon the walls

Decadent hunger in their rise and fall

Emotions captured in silence, needing no name.

Unspoken testament to passions eternal flame.

Shadow dancers in the night

Embracing sweetly, holding tight

Loves performers held in thrall

Wordless flames, witness to it all

Shadow dancers in the night

Breathing softly in the firelight

Interwoven in their sleep

The bonds of love, strong and deep.