He leaves me suddenly and expects me back,
What am I supposed to do? Give him some slack?
I do care for him deeply, more than I will show,
But it hurts to be this way, what way should I go?
He doesn't even know himself even though I do,
So it scares him so much that he refuses to woo.
Living like a hermit is for me it's true,
Because I only know what it's like to feel blue.
I was happy for a small period of time,
For the first time in my life it had a perfect rhyme.
But that era is gone and I'm forced to start anew,
Even though I truly don't want to, he says 'I do'.
I want to be happy and live life to the max,
Never had I known that life was a climax.
I feel good for a brief period of time,
Then live most of my life forever out of line.
I cherish those that I have close to me,
But I rarely let someone in and it is usually slowly.
I have learned my lesson for being foolish,
And rushing into things and giving him his dish.
My life is now about my girls, charity and Master,
This way I can avoid these times and disaster.
I will weep every night when I am alone,
Knowing that love is far from home.
But it is better for it to be just me,
I guess it is how it is always meant to be.
copyrighted 7th November 2012 by Mistress Sophia (Apriglid)