CANVAS by niamh(PP)

By now you all know that this muse (for those that know me only as nia, my pen name and published works name is moonmuse) loves words, they are my paint if you will, the medium I feel most comfortable expressing myself in.

In our own way, we are all artists in one light or another. The mediums we choose vary with our individual personalities, be it music, photos, or words, what YOU put forth on the canvas often reveals more than you realize to those privileged enough to share it ..if they look deeply.

I WAS SINKING TO THE BOTTOM by Destiny

I was sinking to the bottom

and i was filled with confusion

But every light that i saw

It was just an illusion

I thought i knew what i wanted

But apparently i was wrong

Because nothing felt right

until You came along

It has only been a few Months

But i see all your perfections

You've picked up my heart

And pointed me in the right direction

Now it's your vision in my head

Every hour of Every day

Just the thought of u alone

Takes all my fears away

I've never been so happy

But i wouldn't call it luck

Because once you hit rock bottom...

The only way is up

Finding you was no mistake

This is something meant to be

Im glad that you are in my life

I am your Destiny 

Destiny © 31/08/2012

PATH OF DESTRUCTION by Destiny

Your life could have been much better,

We believe this to the letter,

We could all be a little richer,

Ain’t this such a pretty picture?

But what you've hidden from view,

No one wants to pursue;

You see the pain is held inside,

So this means it can’t subside

I tried to help you deal with this,

I won't be the one to dismiss,

Please think about the aftermath,

The destruction left in its path,

The way that you are thinking,

Breaks my heart and now it's sinking,

I wish that i could help you see,

Another way to set you free.

So many seek to find escape,

Of Which they can’t communicate,

So I’m going to save a soul,

And try the only way I know.

I must try help them you awake

Before it is too late!

Destiny © 26/09/2012

ONCE AGAIN FACING THE HURT AND PAIN by Destiny

Once again facing the hurt and pain

Your words cut me like a knife

Yet here with you I still remain

there has got to be more to this life

There was a time when I loved you

Until you began to slowly break me

Im full of bitterness and hatred too

Why won't you just leave and set us free

How can you say that you love me

Then tear me apart piece by piece

You crush me each and every time

I hope one day you'll find release

Each time brings memories of the last

Becoming harder to forgive

In time I'll put you in my past

And i can then begin to live

If only you could feel my pain

Or hear my screams from deep inside

Would you still remain the same

Or would you want to run and hide

Im not the girl you used to know

Always happy & lively too

You destroyed her long ago

Saving her is down to you!!

Destiny © 26/10/2012

IT WAS A QUIET NIGHT by Destiny*

It was a quiet night. The full moon was shining through the curtains casting a gentle glow over the bed. There was a lone candle burning on the table. It was a night we had only dreamed about. Talked about. And desired. 

We stood looking at each other. You walked to me and my breath quickened. You smelled so good. You reached out your hand and touched my face. Your thumb traced over my lips and I moaned softly. I closed my eyes and reached up my hand to touch your face. When I opened my eyes, you're gaze was deep and intense. "Kiss me baby," I whispered. Your arms pulled me close, and your mouth was on mine. Your tongue claiming me, pulling me in. It was deep, seering me. Possessing me. You moaned. Your hands slid down my back, pulling me tight against you. I felt your hard cock pushing against me. It was hot, intense. Every nerve in me was tingling. 

LITTLE RED by Ashawn Johnson

Little red I thought you dead? Thought the wolves in sheep skin tricked you again, thought their hunger to bring you down had ended you friend.

But here you are... Bloody knife and all, when their lies couldn't penetrate through, the pack of empty broken lies once blended in saying lover and friends.

Then once blood fell here comes the feist again, no more cover to hide the intention, when the sinful speak out in innocents?

But you did not run, you did not even try to ruin a name, just hoped that sense and peace remained, but some times you must kill to be free.

When the pack all shared a similar act, that in their lives you had deeply impact, but you can't own a soul or try to make it your own.

When a friend is just that, in their lives with good intentions walk along, because we are all sheep down here, but once in a while you'd run into false people who arent what they say is true.

And no one is perfect, but to aim to make someone look worthless, shows yours... When a wolf well separate you before he eats you.

So little red I'm glad you broke through, when your purpose in life is very graceful, known of your falls as well... You at least clawed from your hell.

And as much as they tried to bring darkness on top of you, there is no longer a shadow where your standing little red, now that wolves are all dead.

BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE by Ashawn Johnson

Sickles cell hell... Digging with this spade in hand, my own will be what brings the depth, years not slept... No tears here to bare just the nails from hell.

Poisoned me here, spill my blood in the very place you speak loves name, when I walk on the the surface of your sun... Your burn my feet.

Melt me to the core, when all I said isn't enough you'd kill me away, between the moon and you I'd find pills escaping. 

No sober hands to reaching you, space jumping through your sickness of insanity, your truth is venom in my in my blood stream.

When the love I feel comes close to darkness over you, to handle the hell in you, yet turn to heaven as soon as I reach the door.

Evermore broken, your wisdom of the burning bush... Yet be this snake in my garden, between love and hate... Your calling and I walk away.

Just to end up back eye to eye facing hellish pleasures truth that fades.