AS DESIRE BURNS INSIDE ME by Knightly Raider

As desire burns inside me 

A need to make a call, 

To reach that certain someone 

Who loves to watch me fall.

An addiction she became

Who I was ceased to be,

Her needs consumed my mind

I no longer belonged to me.

Should I pick up the phone

Make that dreaded call, 

Should I take the plunge

Giving her my all?

My heart is screaming yes

While my mind says no, 

My fingers reaching down

Which way to go.

The phone sits on my right

My gun to its side,

To long I've lived in pain

Trying to decide.

My fingers push the buttons

A ringing sound I hear,

A cold dark silence

Then the voice I've grown to fear. 

Hello came a whisper

An aching in my heart, 

My fingers clinch the trigger 

I know this isn't smart. 

I raise it to my head

Pulling back the cock,

What's it really matter

My heart is out of stock.

I cannot live without her

Yet with her I cannot live,

Tears run down my cheeks

I gave all I could give.

I gently squeeze the trigger

My senses fully aware, 

I hear her voice speaking

But she really doesn't care.

Goodbye I say again

As my blood sprayed the wall,

Screams in the distance

I'm glad I made the call.

I OPEN THE DOOR by Heaven's Demon

I open the door and peer at the seemingly impenetrable darkness inside. All around me is bright light and in front of the door is a full length mirror. Yes no light can penetrate this gloom. I call out, "my beautiful angel come out." I hear your tears hitting the stone floor. I can feel how heavy this darkness is and at that moment I realize you can not stand alone under it's weight. You can barely move to breathe. The ones who left you here have left you weakened and alone. They stripped you bare and told you that you are flawed. When I sensed this I began the walk through the dark till I stood by your side. I hold out my hand to the sound of your tears.

LOVE by babsy face

Love, no matter in what form, friendship, romantic, D/s, the biggest thing we A/all need to remember is this. Love is kind, love is WORK, love is allowing yourself to lean on others when your unsteady, love is finding little things in your family, friends, partner and YOURSELF that make you fall IN love all over again. Wether it's the way He/She cares for you after a scene, the way your parent(s) call when you have that feeling of just NEEDING to cry, the way no one laughs at your lame joke but your best friend. I know Valentine's is usually about the romance. But don't forget all the other people that make your heart skip when you hear their voice, or catch a secret smile.

And just as important, don't forget yourself. Take a moment, maybe two to explore the things that you've accomplished over the years, and holding close those things you think no one else notices. Because those who love you notice them too.

WELL, I KNOW THE FEELING by amber

Well, I know the feeling

Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge

And there ain't no healing

From cutting yourself with the jagged edge

I'm telling you that, it's never that bad

Take it from someone who's been where you're at

Laid out on the floor

And you're not sure you can take this anymore

So just give it one more try to a lullaby

And turn this up on the radio

If you can hear me now

I'm reaching out

To let you know that you're not alone

And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell

'Cause I can't get you on the telephone

So just close your eyes

Oh, honey here comes a lullaby

Your very own lullaby

Please let me take you

Out of the darkness and into the light

'Cause I have faith in you

That you're gonna make it through another night

Stop thinking about the easy way out

There's no need to go and blow the candle out

Because you're not done

You're far too young

And the best is yet to come

So just give it one more try to a lullaby

And turn this up on the radio

If you can hear me now

I'm reaching out

To let you know that you're not alone

And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell

'Cause I can't get you on the telephone

So just close your eyes

Oh, honey here comes a lullaby

Your very own lullaby

Well, everybody's hit the bottom

Everybody's been forgotten

When everybody's tired of being alone

Yeah, everybody's been abandoned

And left a little empty handed

So if you're out there barely hanging on...

Just give it one more try to a lullaby

And turn this up on the radio

If you can hear me now

I'm reaching out

To let you know that you're not alone

And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell

'Cause I can't get you on the telephone

So just close your eyes

Oh, honey here comes a lullaby

Your very own lullaby

Oh, honey here comes a lullaby

Your very own lullaby

NEVER THOUGHT MAN AND HAPPY COULD by Lady Nina

Never thought man and happy could

make me cry so much

Just like bastard

and hate him

always do.

Thought heart broken

was my only fuel for the crying

Didnt know love was too.

Love was too.

Never believed in happy tears

ill i fell in love with you.

Never believed in all these years 

a person could weep while making love,

not because its bad

But cuz its so damn good.

Always thought true love was a little blue

Not ever having had it for more 

han a year or two.

Grown up n out of rough tumbles

Too many tequillas and hold the lime,

A wiser me is looking for sweet loving

And a glass of wine.

Love was too.

Love was too.

By Nina

MINUTES & HOURS by poison ivy

Minutes & Hours 

Every minute of every hour my hearts aches for you,

Wondering if you will ever come back to me.

We were one my heart beats for you and you just up and left me with no clue,

The days mount up still I hear not a word

The pains in my chest as long to feel your touch

Your warm embarrass 

Pick up the phone and tell me your ok

For I sit at home and wonder why, how could you leave without a word.

The nights are cold without you by my side 

I sit and I cry as the days pass my by.

BROKEN by Charms (Zachy)

Broken and shattered I tell myself I'm alright. But inside I'm blacker than any night. All I was to you was a cheap show for fun. I wish i could have been more. But it's finished and I'm done.