My Love / By Ry Ry

I sit on the edge of my couch with subtle hints and thoughts that swarm my head.. My heart remains broken thinking of all the time I spent with her through the day and night.. I can remember how she kept me in awe of her beauty as she told me a story of her day.. It seemed to always last always be there for me regardless of how stupid I acted or how angry she had got with me... The nights that we would just sit there while she fell asleep with me on the phone while I could hear her breath glide against the receiver allowing me to be there with her even as she slept had me feel so perfect so unbelievably hers that I couldn't help but to just sit there and listen to every breath...

Will my heart stay tainted with the thoughts of never finding that feeling again.... I continue to wait.. To wonder.. To feel my inhibitions dwell on my every thought of love and passion... I yearn for more as I sit there.. I ache and long for her...

Tears run down my face as I think of her smile... I don't want to have this feeling again... It's too hard to handle to have the part of my life empty without knowing why... It's just the little things that have me flow my love in tears and has my hands shake still wanting to feel my body against hers.. Not for lust But for my burning need for her kiss...

I close my eyes and can feel her voice.. She sits next to me on my couch and slides her hand against my cheek as if she could control my every thought... She slowly kisses my lips and slides her soft smooth skin against my face feeling the stubble of my beard... I haven’t shaved for days without her there...

She looks at me and glides her fingers against my cheek wiping the tears away letting me know that she will be there with me.. To hear about my day and to hold me just as tight as I dream of..

I know that I can feel her lips again just if I keep my eyes closed... I know that she can feel the way I look at her only if I close them tight enough...

She still looks at me with her beautiful dark eyes and whispers in my ear.. The touch of her voice leaves me there in a place of heaven... It's almost like I can still feel the warmth of her lips glide against mine as she slowly slides her moist wet tongue against mine allowing me to be close with the most passionate kiss of not only someone that has my attention... But someone that holds my heart...

I keep my eyes tightly closed but the way my eyes force tightly shut still allows my thoughts to drift down my cheeks... I picture her walking through the room with a smile on her face while I cook her breakfast in the morning.. The smell of bacon and fresh bread fills the air and allows me to never let go of that point of our life together..

I continue to make her breakfast while I watch her smile and sit on her favorite chair with her legs crossed watching her man cook for her...

I take her plate and dress it just so beautiful with a fresh lily placed neatly near her plate.... She quickly stands up and runs to me so fast that she almost knocks me down by the force of her lung to my arms..

She kisses me and thanks me for her breakfast as she wraps her legs around my hips while I hold her up in my arms not ever wanting to let go... I carry her to her place at the table and she reaches down and purposely slides her plate off the table and too the floor and says " I have the best part of my breakfast" with a smile and a wink..

She looks me deep in the eyes as I slowly lay her precious body on the top of the dinning room table.. Still with our eyes locked onto each other like we knew we both were meant for each other..

She took her hands and slowly unzipped my pants and allowed them to drop to the floor... She slid up the t-shirt she was wearing allowing me to see that there was nothing underneath... I remember the T-shirt like it was yesterday.. She had forgotten her night clothes so I let her wear my Indiana NBA shirt that was long enough to reach her knees..
I can feel her soft legs still wrapped tightly against my hips... She suddenly pulls my head down allowing us to kiss again but this time with her thrusting her soft vagina around my manhood letting me feel how warm and wet she is...

I can feel our passion so close... Don't open your eyes I say to myself!! She will disappear again.. She will be gone forever... Just hold on to your seat and keep them closed!!

She takes her body and swirls her hips around against my thighs.. Faster and faster on top of the table as the lily stands there next to her face bordering her beauty and touching my memory of her as if it were true...

I can feel myself slide deep inside her forcing her to moan loudly sending her echo through the house... Faster she slides her body against mine and forces me to quickly take off my shirt from her body and see her beautiful perfect body lay there as she bites her lip with the desire of our love for each other..

Faster and faster my passion swirls inside her forcing her to come to a climax.. Faster the passion fills her body and sends shocks to her nipples while I gently slide my fingers on top of them making them hard...

Mmmmmmmmmm She moans as she releases her excitement chocking my manhood as she quivers on top of the table...

She takes me and holds me still allowing me to feel every contraction of her orgasm and takes me to my own excitement... I can't help but to release my own passion and desires for love as I look down into her eyes not wanting the feeling to fade away!

Just then as I am looking into her eyes... My tears force my eyes open.. I look around the room still empty of my love for her.. Still tears touching my heart...