Within the deepest darkness I stood, encompassed by its pain.
My compulsions, fears, and anger ruled my heart hence, tearing at my psyche.
Afflictions, doubts, and disappointments slapped daily at my face,
Such hopelessness and depression, I seek desperately to eradicate.
Just as waves erode a cliff face, my surface too is attenuated.
Constant waves of torment and persecution drag me under thus, drowning me from within.
Using the darkness in my heart to further expose the hatred I have for myself,
They finally have me convinced, it’d be better for all if my life were to cease to exist.
For the indomitable thoughts of death and the constant pangs of worry,
Clawing away inside my mind, heart and whats was left of my soul.
Anxiety always evident building unhindered with every recalcitrant thought,
Anguish seeping through my every pore as the whispered voice invades my head....
"No longer will you mar this world. Your death is sure to make them happy and keep them safe. You know we're right your better off DEAD!!"
The coldness chilled me to the very bone, my body numb to any feeling and my heart had turned to stone.
I tried to pick myself up off the ground but my body no longer cooperated.
The emence heaviness of the dark, had now forcefully overtaken me.
Now I was truly, drowning, dying, no one would rescue me and so I succumbed...
Here lies the vessel of a girl un-nurtured, unable to flourish and never to bloom,
For in death the freedom she sort shall not be hers, her wings clipped to soon to fly
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