LOST by Black Rose

I'm lost in a sea of darkness

I'll never find my way out

Fear is the only friend that I have

And nightmares, all I dream about

Sometimes I wish to end it all

I could stop my pain

With all the terror inside my mind

I begin to wonder if I'm still sane

I have visions of death and killing

I know soon it will be my turn

I wish god would stop this torture

That he would let the evil burn

But I'm lost in a sea of darkness

No one can understand my pain

Not unless you've been here

You've felt the fear I can no longer contain

I sit in my room and cry sometimes

Thinking of my life

My self pity begins to grow

All I can see is my strife

Like a disease that goes on forever

I know this pain will never end

Until I take my last breath on earth

I know my heart will never mend

But now I'm in a sea of darkness

All my pain is gone

My life has been turned upside down

Everything has gone wrong 

Now my senses have been numbed

I seem to no longer care

My blood runs bright, darkness calls

I begin to run out of air

My life has been harder than most

But not as bad as it could be

I no longer have the strength to live

With death I set you all free