Friday, March 02, 2012

10 PM by Amber


10pm time for bed
But I lie awake 
Stirring strange thoughts
Run threw my head
Twisted and tormented my mind
Does ache 
hopelessly engaged
My brain takes all the shots

11 pm still thinking
The meaningless ranting
Swirling around the drain 
Actively hopelessly sinking
So ingrossed in this I am chanting
The thoughts out loud in pain

12am actively trying to count sheep
But my mind still goes
Thoughts of life and death
Will I ever get to sleep
Written down on paper all my woes
Desperately trying to catch my breath

1am and I start to realize
That sleep will not be mine
The ramblings of a madman
My deamons watching with red evil eyes
In the dark I can see them shine
Still theese thoughts I try to ban

2am I try to dream
Hoping beyond hope 
That sleep I can force
With thoughts of cookies and cream
Red long candie rope
Taking on up is my course

3 am again I fail
To guide my brain
To turn toughts to dreams
The golden road turn into a trail
Lost forever in a cover of rain
Endless water changing to stream

4am in a nightmare 
Not able to control
The darkness of my thoughts
Have taken their share
And in terrer my head does roll

5am haunting evilness 
Has taken its toll
Shaking and running 
In insanitys bliss
Being chased by a evil troll
The nightmare had pushed me 
To the edge 
In my mind madness I have to scream I awake falling off of the bed
Flailing arms over exhausted breath tears at the brink of my eyes 
I look around its still dark 
Look at the clock its only 10:30pm 

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