LOVE IS by Ashawn Johnson

The sky is clear again... Not one drop of fear remains, I've lost trace in your eyes glow, I am now whole alone... Prism the shine of heaven I've searched so long in self.

Yet your air has given me height; I've swallowed you down into my lungs, exhaled the grace of your fall... Into my arms now it all blends.

I love you like the rain; so fear not the sudden showers, only stare back into my brown eyes, I've seeked you in deep self.

But found you as simple unconditional wealth, loving you is like a summer stream, a weightless dream we arise to its wisdom the same.

I know you and it has nothing to do with what I physically feel, you've moved me... Shaken my core to the lava inside, now I explode and my soul is exposed.

I inhale all... I've seeped into the cloudless space above... I breathe you in as I do our love.

HUNG FOR DISPLAY by Ashawn Johnson

As I sleep I've fallen into your dreams, I've carried you into pure bliss... Scared little angel why afraid to fly?

When underneath I'm holding you, guiding you into the endless freedom you pray to blend.

When once your pain was hung on display, I'd never hurt you that way, when no one is perfect here but your love of life is in the clear.

Seen your light burning through the fog, they were so wrong to their cast stones... When inside their shame was of hell named.

Always the ones hiding and blending keeping their shame away, but the darkness reflects when loose lips sink ship.

Couldn't hold asunder even float your simplest water wave, it was wrong for sinners to try to mark your name.

When anyone with true eyes could see, understand the pain you blinked, the rain you prayed and in soul of darkness removed.

When no one is perfect here, for you to finally fly is ok... When with their on faults have hung themselves up for display.

OWNED by kinky

Being owned isn't just a word

Being owned encompasses heart mind,body and soul...

Security of knowing he/she will always be there.

The soft place to land and seek comfort, the strong hand to pick up and dust u off.

Whispering soft sweet words of encouragement and in the same breath give a command that can rock ur world...

Love so profound trust unbreakable A foundation that is built brick by brick made stronger n stronger with every layer applied....

Grasping on tight no waivering nor Faultering ...

Always devoted Always proud and to me that is Owned

Kinky

JUST ANOTHER DAY IN MY LIFE by Destiny

just another day in my life

feeling the struggle and strife

I am hurting inside and out

i want to scream i want to shout

i hope and pray for better days

i walk around in such a haze

why don't you love me like you should?

i would leave you if i could

you put your hands on me once more

and i will leave this time for sure

my babies mean the world to me

ill protect them to the end you'll see

i can absorb this hurt and pain

but tell me what is it that you gain!

Im crying alone on the floor

and still you hit me...just once more

my screams and cries for help are loud

but drowned out by the noisy crowd

one day you will know how i feel

u sealed your fate in this done deal

karma will come back around

and bite you hard without a sound

and i won't be right by your side

just take it all in your stride

i know one day i will be free

I'll show you all just watch and see

that i can find another love

set me free... and release the dove

Destiny ©

EYES WIDE IN DEATH by Ashawn Johnson,

Killer here, sorry luv you should fear... No push over here, your jaded reflection in the clear, what do you think your betrayal would get you?

You made me trust you, when your intentions were just to get what you wanted no truth, pure use as long as I was giving into you.

I hope this will bring some sense... Clarify a few things, justify why this rope is so tightly tied, I want you to understand before you die.

Before I set you back into the worthless you belong, you were wrong pretending you were grown, when you were just like a two faced stone.

You hardness was shown... And only murder could cure this sickness, could heal the fake immaturity bathed in you, that's why this blade on it has your name.

I want you to feel what you've made me feel, I want you wish for your last breath to be taken so the pain could stop, I want your eyes wide in death.

And before I kill you... It will be confessed, and the murder scene will prove one thing, that you were just another worthless twisted thing.

SADNESS by niamh{PP}

…Sadness comes on raven’s wings 

To call dark angels back to haunted dreams

In the shadow’s black embrace, I search only 

For the beauty of your face

Of darkness, of light

Searching for the balance to make it right…..

I dreamed and in the darkness I found peace instead of the stark cold that has been crowding my thoughts of late. I dreamed and I felt the heat of your gaze, the timber of your voice in every fiber of my being, I felt your laughter, settling over my spirit like a warm soft blanket in the fall chill. I dreamed of your touch, electric on my skin~tiny whips of lightning making me forget where you end and I begin. I dreamed of being bound and tied, of letting go and melting inside, I tasted your lips after you drank my tears, I let go of all my fears.

…..I dreamed of you , and I awoke, renewed……

FEAR by kinky

Ever been so afraid u can't move?

Where putting one foot infront of other isn't working .

Ever felt u were alone and stupid for being scared? 

Not only the young gave bad dreams 

Not only the young feel that way

As an adult we're trained to be strong

Bad dreams make us cower shake us...

Sometimes day light doesn't break it

Sometimes being happy again seems unattainable 

But it is all gonna pass all gonna blow over all gonna be alright

All doesn't go all doesn't blow over somehow it seems to stick in a little corner of ur mind n linger 

linger till all is calm and dark then like an old movie it starts playing over n over with no prayer to stop....

Till one day something makes it all better and all disappear,

Could it be a warm embrace a gentle hug a friend lending an ear? No one knows but it all STOPS!!

THE WOODS by niamh

The woods are so dark for a full moon night. You walk quickly to your destination. The energy of nature filling you, pulling you toward the event you have been waiting for so long. 

You reach the clearing take in the scene, awed by the power of nature to create such an inviting vista. Such a perfect temple for the ritual of the evening. The large flat rock honed by nature, a perfect altar; set on the shores of the peaceful lake, the wide green meadow stretching beyond the shores. The whole clearing ringed with giant oaks, creating a stage for the stars-the only witnesses to this evenings blessing. The heavens adding to the mystical aura of the evening, with the sparkling and twinkling of millions of natures night lights set against the cobalt blue night sky. The wind whispering gently through the oaks, swaying the limbs of the willows and rippling the waters of the lake, carrying nature’s symphony on its wings, perfect music for a nocturnal symphony.

GHOST ORCHID by babsy face

There is something to be said for flowers, 

Certain blooms and their stories make me think of you, of us..

Sunflowers and the way their blooms follow the sun, 

Remind me of your voice and the way I can follow it in a dark room, 

The moonflower and the way they open at night, too shy to share their beauty during the day, 

In the safety of night allowing their guard down, how in the blanket of night both our guards are let down to reveal our truths, 

The Koki'o which was thought once extinct, now with patience and gentle love is being replenished, 

As the love you thought would never touch you again, I see singe you in your fight not to fall, 

With every hundred flowers, I could think of, find, define and relate some similie, some haiku and a hundred ways to make them about you, 

The one I find most intriguing, most beautiful, most like you is the Ghost Orchid, 

It can lay in wait for 20 years, waiting for the opportune moment, ideal conditions to live it's life and share it's beauty with the world, 

My Ghost Orchid, I've waited all these years, and here I am 25 years, feeling myself stir, grow, change in all the best ways. 

A new beginning as I watch changes in you, growth and blooming, and as I sit patiently and smile to myself, watching you bloom I'm reminded of how you were so worth the wait. 

THE SHADOWS DANCE by Ashawn Johnson

Footless the place that I've walked too, no light shows and confusion consumes, is this where I have been? Is this where my arms have been seeking to hold?

But I feel the actions rise, and the space in between has grown, so close once... But the shadows call for the fear of being alone now shown.

Nothing changes but your eyes glow, darker and still the shade penetrates the light covering your face, such a disgrace when an angel claims a heavenly place.

But moves through the night so smooth, pretend to be within good intentions moved, but nothing pure inside pursued when anger is what truly defines you.

Us us... Say it's me and you, but only the shadows dance with you, beckons yourself scorn to break through, so I can see all that you've claimed to be.

All unfair and all untrue you've given me.

CANVAS by niamh(PP)

By now you all know that this muse (for those that know me only as nia, my pen name and published works name is moonmuse) loves words, they are my paint if you will, the medium I feel most comfortable expressing myself in.

In our own way, we are all artists in one light or another. The mediums we choose vary with our individual personalities, be it music, photos, or words, what YOU put forth on the canvas often reveals more than you realize to those privileged enough to share it ..if they look deeply.

I WAS SINKING TO THE BOTTOM by Destiny

I was sinking to the bottom

and i was filled with confusion

But every light that i saw

It was just an illusion

I thought i knew what i wanted

But apparently i was wrong

Because nothing felt right

until You came along

It has only been a few Months

But i see all your perfections

You've picked up my heart

And pointed me in the right direction

Now it's your vision in my head

Every hour of Every day

Just the thought of u alone

Takes all my fears away

I've never been so happy

But i wouldn't call it luck

Because once you hit rock bottom...

The only way is up

Finding you was no mistake

This is something meant to be

Im glad that you are in my life

I am your Destiny 

Destiny © 31/08/2012

PATH OF DESTRUCTION by Destiny

Your life could have been much better,

We believe this to the letter,

We could all be a little richer,

Ain’t this such a pretty picture?

But what you've hidden from view,

No one wants to pursue;

You see the pain is held inside,

So this means it can’t subside

I tried to help you deal with this,

I won't be the one to dismiss,

Please think about the aftermath,

The destruction left in its path,

The way that you are thinking,

Breaks my heart and now it's sinking,

I wish that i could help you see,

Another way to set you free.

So many seek to find escape,

Of Which they can’t communicate,

So I’m going to save a soul,

And try the only way I know.

I must try help them you awake

Before it is too late!

Destiny © 26/09/2012

ONCE AGAIN FACING THE HURT AND PAIN by Destiny

Once again facing the hurt and pain

Your words cut me like a knife

Yet here with you I still remain

there has got to be more to this life

There was a time when I loved you

Until you began to slowly break me

Im full of bitterness and hatred too

Why won't you just leave and set us free

How can you say that you love me

Then tear me apart piece by piece

You crush me each and every time

I hope one day you'll find release

Each time brings memories of the last

Becoming harder to forgive

In time I'll put you in my past

And i can then begin to live

If only you could feel my pain

Or hear my screams from deep inside

Would you still remain the same

Or would you want to run and hide

Im not the girl you used to know

Always happy & lively too

You destroyed her long ago

Saving her is down to you!!

Destiny © 26/10/2012

IT WAS A QUIET NIGHT by Destiny*

It was a quiet night. The full moon was shining through the curtains casting a gentle glow over the bed. There was a lone candle burning on the table. It was a night we had only dreamed about. Talked about. And desired. 

We stood looking at each other. You walked to me and my breath quickened. You smelled so good. You reached out your hand and touched my face. Your thumb traced over my lips and I moaned softly. I closed my eyes and reached up my hand to touch your face. When I opened my eyes, you're gaze was deep and intense. "Kiss me baby," I whispered. Your arms pulled me close, and your mouth was on mine. Your tongue claiming me, pulling me in. It was deep, seering me. Possessing me. You moaned. Your hands slid down my back, pulling me tight against you. I felt your hard cock pushing against me. It was hot, intense. Every nerve in me was tingling. 

LITTLE RED by Ashawn Johnson

Little red I thought you dead? Thought the wolves in sheep skin tricked you again, thought their hunger to bring you down had ended you friend.

But here you are... Bloody knife and all, when their lies couldn't penetrate through, the pack of empty broken lies once blended in saying lover and friends.

Then once blood fell here comes the feist again, no more cover to hide the intention, when the sinful speak out in innocents?

But you did not run, you did not even try to ruin a name, just hoped that sense and peace remained, but some times you must kill to be free.

When the pack all shared a similar act, that in their lives you had deeply impact, but you can't own a soul or try to make it your own.

When a friend is just that, in their lives with good intentions walk along, because we are all sheep down here, but once in a while you'd run into false people who arent what they say is true.

And no one is perfect, but to aim to make someone look worthless, shows yours... When a wolf well separate you before he eats you.

So little red I'm glad you broke through, when your purpose in life is very graceful, known of your falls as well... You at least clawed from your hell.

And as much as they tried to bring darkness on top of you, there is no longer a shadow where your standing little red, now that wolves are all dead.

BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE by Ashawn Johnson

Sickles cell hell... Digging with this spade in hand, my own will be what brings the depth, years not slept... No tears here to bare just the nails from hell.

Poisoned me here, spill my blood in the very place you speak loves name, when I walk on the the surface of your sun... Your burn my feet.

Melt me to the core, when all I said isn't enough you'd kill me away, between the moon and you I'd find pills escaping. 

No sober hands to reaching you, space jumping through your sickness of insanity, your truth is venom in my in my blood stream.

When the love I feel comes close to darkness over you, to handle the hell in you, yet turn to heaven as soon as I reach the door.

Evermore broken, your wisdom of the burning bush... Yet be this snake in my garden, between love and hate... Your calling and I walk away.

Just to end up back eye to eye facing hellish pleasures truth that fades.