Knelt at the window, waiting for you to come home
Nose pressed to the glass - but you never showed
Patiently waiting, day in and day out
Always looking, but you were nowhere to be found
One hand on my collar, clutching it tight
The other over my heart, feeling something wasn't right
Feeling sinking deeper, dread now setting in
Not wanting to believe you to be capable of betraying me again
The truth was worse then any trick my imagination could play
I didn't want to leave but you made it impossible to stay
More crushing still you gave your secret to others to keep
And keep they did, with no regard for me
Me - the one who served you faithfully, unwavering in my stance
Full of conviction - believing us to have a fairytale romance
Now all I can wonder is why you picked me to deceive
So many answers I deserve that I'll never receive
I'm consumed with wondering if anything was true
The woman I loved so completely - was any of her you?
Most say it doesn't matter; they tell me to move on
I appreciate the advice but it's easier said then done
You've ripped the stars from my eyes
Forced me to question every "truth" - pick apart the lies
The things we shared, what you thought I should know
Your taste in movies, how you take your coffee, middle name - all a good show
After all this, some of it was real - I need to believe
Because regardless of how you really felt - it was never fake for me.
No comments:
Post a Comment