ALONE AND SCARED by destiny

Alone and scared, is anyone there? I cry in the night, doesn't anyone care? Left all alone, with the shame i must face, no one can know, Im such a disgrace. Numbing the hurt, behind the pain i try to hide, maybe no one see my tears or the scars inside. This morning i woke, just like any other day, tonight my innocence gone, stolen away. Was it something i said? Was it something i did? I blame myself for the position i'm in. Where is this god? i think...even he doesn't care, i look around for him but he isn't there. Feeling dirty, like garbage, like someone who's bad, i think to myself no one else will ever want me, maybe he's all I've got. After all, he did this, maybe he loves me in some way..I've nothing left to live for i guess i can take it for one more day...