ALL OF MY POETRY by LadyRemington

All of my poetry 

Is part of who I am 

Everything I've done 

And who I want to be 

The feelings that I'd never 

Openly tell anyone 

All the things I fear 

My heart is in every one 

I write with passion 

I write when numb

I write to relieve past pains 

I write because I like utility 

Love toying with the words 

Wondering how many ways 

The same thing I can say 

I write to try and show you 

How I feel inside 

I write to try to show me 

A solution for this pain 

I write because the flow 

Transfers easily from my brain 

Flowing beautifully onto the page 

I write cause if I didn't 

My insides would decay 

I write all the words

I'd never have the courage to say 

I write down all my feelings 

And memories as the come 

So one day when I've forgotten 

I'll know it was all real 

My life wasn't a dream 

That has faded with the time 

I write so all my memories 

Will never fade away 

I write so I'll remember 

How I felt that day 

I write so when I'm old 

I can look back and see 

Just how crazy I was 

And all the things I've done 

So even if old age 

Erases my memory 

I'll always know just who I am 

And who I want to be

Ballerina by Leona Ness

I'll never feel the weight of your hands

Side mine like diamonds

Lay so far ballerina

Cupcake and my earthquake

Wakes me from my sleep bed

Never comes are you breathing

Waiting for me

I didn't really want you

But I want you now

It was so foolish of me

To feel you tumbling down

Into that empty room

The lights went out

I Want to rescue want to scream out loud

That you will always be mine

The room spins

Pull you from me

My body burns

Tell me of the rainbows

The colors that the rain throws

Ballerina dance softly

She knows when to come only

When she's called and slowly coming to

I didn't really want you

But I want you now

It was so foolish of me

To feel you tumbling down

Into that empty room

The lights went out

I want to rescue want to scream out loud

That you will always be mine

So so sorry

Just come back to me now

oh soon

my earthquake

Wakes me from my sleep bed

Never comes are you breathing

Waiting for me

I didn't really want you

But I want you now

It was so foolish of me

To feel you tumbling down

Into that empty room

The lights went out

I want to rescue want to scream out loud

I didn't think I needed you

But I need you no

It was so foolish of me

To feel you crashing down

Into the empty world

The music stops

I want to rescue want to scream out loud

That you will always be mine

SHE WAITS FOR THE PAIN by LadyRemington

She waits for the pain 

Waits for the slice 

She waits to feel anything at all 

She hugs her razor blade 

Pulls it to her chest 

Whispers something to it 

And places it on her wrist 

She slowly counts to three 

Torturing herself and me 

Her longing building for the blade 

She can almost feel it

And I can almost taste 

Before the cuts are made 

She can feel it in her mind 

I can taste it on my tongue 

The longing for the blade is growing 

Intensifying, building, screaming inside,

The longing for the slice 

Is turning her on 

She's tingling everywhere 

As I watch with hungry eyes 

She can't take it any longer 

So she places the blade on her wrist 

Pushing down and slowly pulling 

Orgasming it feels so good 

The razor slices skin 

Unleashing a crimson flow 

She cuts again 

With a sharp intake of breath 

Her body releases again 

The crimson river mingling

With my snow white skin 

As I pull her wrist to my lips 

And slowly drink her blood 

The sweetest drink I ever did taste 

She cuts again and bleeds for me

As I lick the crimson lines 

Her blood on my tongue 

The taste still on my lips 

She cuts again 

Pulling her wrist to her lips 

Licking up the blood 

I take the blade and cut mine too 

She takes my wrist to her lips 

And slowly drinks my blood 

Smiling with blood in her teeth 

I smile back and kiss her lips 

Tasting my blood in her mouth 

A new level of intimacy 

Found with a razor blade 

Just a piece of metal 

That does just what it's told 

Sitting on the shelf 

Until next it's used 

Watching her and I 

Sleep on blood stained sheets

THROUGH ALL THIS TROUBLE by Queen Kitteh

Through all this trouble, all this pain, there's but one that does remain. This dark path closing in all around me, all but abandoned, shadows jumping out, a fear gripping every fiber of my body. 

But still you remain, and I cling to the comfort I find in your name. I feel utterly alone, but I am challenged and forced to continue. Evil begins to wrap around my limbs, tearing at my flesh, clawing at my soul, but I stagger further still. 

My body groans, ready to give in, to let them have this kill. But I give it one last chance, I close my eyes, and all the chains disappear. 

my soul begins to dance as I hear, your gentle voice calling to me. A fire burning in my soul, sparked by your love, your faith in me. 

I shut out the horrors of this path, I begin to sing my heart song, letting myself drift into a dreamy sea of tranquility. Sweet flowers teasing my senses with their aroma, your steady and sure form by my side, I am safe in your keep, when I'm scared to death with nothing else to lean on, you stop the murderous tide. 

Content firmly rooting in my heart, I make the fearful leap, and I continue along this path, holding tight to the sound of your voice, beckoning to me. 

You are my beloved knight, your value priceless, my shining light. I must continue, this pain consumes and burns my body, but i will reach the end. oh how then I will mend, complete, your smile running to me to greet.

Those who batter and abuse me falling away in fear as we embrace. Your presence enough to send a calm wave through to my core. My heart engulfed in a high speed chase. 

With grace I have been spared. Then my troubles as small, as light as, and as insignificant as feathers float away. I can't help in wanting so much more. I've found me, every piece was here all along. 

This day, I find those pieces in the melodies of a song, that you inspired in me. Until then I continue, striving to live, willing to be. I fight every part of my being. Striving to continue a Queen.

Counting the steps, battling these dangerous depths, lest I taste defeat. The only thing that drives me onward is this solid picture burned into my mind's eye. The day I'm safely home, the day again, we meet.

I'M STANDING ON THE LEDGE by LadyRemington

I'm standing on the ledge 

Insanity pushing me towards the edge 

I can see for miles 

High up on this mount 

The cliff face I'm standing on 

Miles high 

I feel as if I can touch the sky 

I fling a rock and watch it fly 

Wonder how long it'd take to hit the ground 

The gravity is calling me 

Wrapping it's tendrils around my feet 

I can hear it calling my name 

Whispering promises in my ear 

Begging me to jump 

Calling me to it's lair 

A gently breeze starts to blow 

Ruffling the leaves in the nearby trees 

Running it's fingers through my hair 

I wish you were here 

Holding onto me 

Keeping me from jumping 

Letting gravity have it's way with me 

Gravity won't have to force me 

For I'll willingly go 

Anywhere it calls me 

I'll follow it anywhere 

I climb into a tree 

Longing to see more of the world 

I walk out on a branch 

Letting out a scream 

On the count of three 

I'm giving into gravity 

One, two, 

No wimping out now 

Three and fall 

Into gravity's waiting embrace 

And as I start to fall 

I look up 

And see your heartbroken face

THE FACE by Queen Kitteh *

As She sat, pressed into the sand, her feet dangling, swirling, caressing the cool water, sobs wracked her frame, and pain tore away at her broken heart. Utterly alone, the face in her dreams haunting, taunting her. She reached up, clawed at it, dug her fingers into the sand, flung the grains at his face, but he was only the image of her dreams, not reality. Biting her lip, burying her face in her hands. 


The serenity of the waves, the full moon smiling down upon her tear streaked face, the gentle still of the water about her. As he watched her from his perch upon the pier. As if to guard her, protect her vulnerability from afar. Consumed by her sadness she scarcely realized her surroundings, let alone him. He looked upon her form with compassion, affection, and desire, drinking of her sorrow, wishing he could remove the dark cloud from her beautiful soul. The light sound of his bare feet coming down on the sand as he hopped off the rough wood of the pier. Snagging his shorts as he landed, wriggling his toes in the still warm sand, heated from the sun's daylight rays. 

I KNOW YOU WAN TME BACK by LadyRemington

I know you want me back 

I know you want me there 

You want me to love you 

Like I did before 

But time can't turn back 

I can't fall in love again 

We can never be together 

Ever ever again 

You left me 

Let's get that straight 

I never would have left you 

If you had kept my heart intact 

But you had to smash it 

And with that 

All my promises cracked 

You made the choice 

You left me high and dry 

Broke my heart 

And made me cry 

Never ever can we go back 

Never will my heart 

Ever be the same 

There will always be cracks 

With your name drawn to the side 

This scar, This hurt 

It's from you 

You never ever cared for me 

It was all about you 

A selfish obsessive child 

That's all you are to me now 

You were never there for me 

Like you thought you were 

So please move on

Just like I have done 

Find you some boy 

Who will love you 

Like you wish I still do 

Just let me be 

Stop haunting me

PUT ME DOWN A LITTLE MORE by Queen Kitteh

Put me down a little more, I'll just cut deeper. Laugh in my face and stab me with daggers, I live for the pain. I'll sink my head a little lower, let the tears trickle down my cheeks, but I'll get used to it. The lower I bend the closer I get to breaking, but still lower I go. The numbness filling the stress fractures, now you'll have to turn up the heat. My immunity is building ever further still. Let's make it a game. At least I can bring you some pleasure, my sorrow your joyfully high. Keep it up, one of these days you'll be satisfied, because I'll finally be finished. I'll sink into the ground, my soul and flame extinguished. Because you see everything dies.

THE MAKING OF A SLAVE by Chris *

It was 2004. I had just completed the purchase of a 50 foot yacht and my business as a divorce attorney was thriving.

So many divorces, so much suffering and so many hefty legal bills were propelling me into a comfortable existence. The only problem with all this is that I started becoming bored. Bored with the hectic lifestyle, bored with clients as well as judges.

I was ready for a change and my wife, pretty as she was sensed my true unhappiness despite the appearance of success, prosperity and relative fame.

She was clearly the delinquent in the family. Delinquent in so many ways. And it is her delinquency and bohemian ways that got me ensnared in the clutches of her demoniac charm and ways.

How was she delinquent. Sleeping in. Not picking up her dishes. Not cleaning the house. Initially , I enjoyed picking up after her and she would also give me a sexy smile with promises for some hot sex some time down the road. She would always love to push to do things that I normally wouldn't do. Like beg me to go down on her just prior to an important business meeting. The result would be that I would have to scramble to work, and even sometimes show up late. Then she would call me and say to me . You re just afraid to think outside the box.

MY ARMS WON'T MOVE by LadyRemington

My arms won't move 

My legs can't bend 

Toes don't twitch 

Eyes can't see 

Ears can't hear 

This numbness 

Once more is gripping me 

Thoughts racing through my mind 

Forcibly coming to a stop 

The only thing moving 

Is my beating heart 

Numbness, inside and out 

Freezing me to this spot 

I can't feel 

Can't comprehend 

Time and feelings 

Mean nothing to me 

Apathy.

Numbness. 

Nothing.

Darkness enclosing 

Blackness embracing 

Something inside me 

Unwittingly decides 

My heart will go on beating 

My eyes sewn shut 

My mouth kept closed 

The silent breathing and beating 

Keeping me alive 

It's the times like this 

When nothing is in my mind 

Sanity frays 

As a saint somewhere prays 

Beating, breathing 

Numbness. 

Life.

Nothing.

How long will the numbness last this time 

How much time will slip away 

How long will I feel nothing 

Go through all the motions 

Of only being alive 

Breathing, beating 

Life isn't worth living 

Darkness. 

Numb. 

As time slips away 

I've been like this nearly all day 

Quiet, numb 

Only alive 

Nothing to live for 

Dead inside 

A walking body 

Lifeless eyes 

Voiceless opinion 

Friendless soul 

Numb, dead, asleep 

But for how much longer,

Alive?

SHE WROTE ALL THOSE THINGS by Queen Kitteh

She wrote all those things, every little word they said, upon her arms. she's just cryin into the the darkness, is this who I really am? Do these words define me? If I'm hanging upside down, dizzy and dying, can I still find me? Are these bruises and scars so permanent? Do they make me ugly or are they my identity? 

I hide behind the tears rolling down my cheeks, they look like the rain from life's down pour. Does anybody know the difference? I struggle with my head hung low, the weight of everybody next door on my shoulders. I'm stuck, my feet sinking into the hungry earth, no blood has fallen here for many a year. 

Doesn't anybody see me? Won't somebody stop and come rescue me? I beat myself up, color myself pink and black and blue, watch my blood fall, trickle down my arms and finger tips like the morning dew. Clear and lifeless, breathless and hopeless. If I cut a little deeper, can I make the change? Will you keep me, oh say I can stay? 

I give of my body and soul, I write poems for you, sing into the night, sleep at your feet if you ask, accomplish any task. Does it make me yours? Or just one of your projects, one of those chores? I try to imagine a better place, dream of your tender kisses washing across my face. But the tears I cry, you capture them, put them in a vase, remind of the sorrows, the pain, red hot, in the middle of the lace. A bleeding flower, queen Anne's lace. A weed in your garden. A broken, shameful disgrace. 

You tell me I'm perfect, lie to me some more. If I tell you my heart, will you believe me and love me, and end this war? You come to me with your problems, so eager to please, so joyed you wish to share, but instead it's just another snare. A trap for my heart, I can't continue anymore. won't you let me go? I promise forever, I live in the wake of your wrath, poverty, shattered. Don't you think I matter? 

I try to be stronger, tell myself to hang on, it will be over, just wait a little longer. But your tongue, like a dagger, it strikes me with ferocity, I crumble and stumble, you just laugh and watch. Am I the ballerina on the shelf? Take me down to play, then put me back up there and away. I can't dance unless you wind me up, and bring me to life. my creativity rotting, my smile dead and gone. My heart tattered from all of this strife. If I changed these things, would I be what pleased? Would you erase these words, written on my arms, pressed into my sleeves? They are deeper now, they're written on my heart. 

I'm grey and cold, I've got nothing left, nothing bold. And yet I see it on the horizon. The sky, somewhere, far away, up so high. It's beautiful. I am stunned. You never let me see it before, it looks like...the sun. I must have it, another day in your sphere, darkness, nothing to guide, no light to steer. Escape I must. I stand, here is the gate, I leave forever, in death, in life, even in hate, I am now choosing. I am the master of my fate.

LIFE by Reign

Sometimes I let life hit me hard so hard it knocks me off my feet and onto my back gasping for breath struggling to find my feet, but I do time and time again letting life know I'm here and prepared to take all she can throw at me, for I am what I am weak enough to be knocked down but strong enough to get back up making it harder for life to knock me down again.

Reign:

IMAGINE BEING IN THE AIR by LadyRemington

Imagine being in the air 

Soaring in a plane 

Tens of thousands of feet

Between you and the ground 

You're flying through the air

Faster than the speed of sound 

The belly of the plane opens at your feet 

You can see the ground 

In patches of green and brown 

Your parachute is strapped on tight 

This is it 

You're going to skydive 

You take a weightless step 

And free fall from the plane 

Gravity embraces you 

Holding you in it's arms 

The wind is wiping past you 

As your flying towards the ground 

You let out a scream of sheer joy 

But you can't hear a sound 

Only seconds have past 

But in that time you've felt 

More than in ten seconds 

You'll ever feel again 

Love, hate, terror, ecstasy, 

Freedom you couldn't imagine 

You've fallen in and out of love 

With the one who's idea skydiving was

But now the time has come 

That you've dreaded since first gravity embraced you 

It's time to pull the string 

Open up your parachute 

You take in one more second 

Of falling through the sky 

Then with trembling hands 

And a ultra fast paced heart 

You wrap your fingers around the string 

Upon which your life hangs 

And pull with all your might 

A sudden jerk pulling almost to a stop 

You take in the wonderful view 

All the things God made 

Slowly drifting through the clouds 

Until you reach the ground 

Gasping for breath glad your alive 

Your head still in clouds 

But your feet unfortunately 

Are now on the ground

Random Dr. Seuss Quotes posted by gve

“I have heard there are troubles of more than one kind. Some come from ahead and some come from behind. But I've bought a big bat. I'm all ready you see. Now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!”

-- Dr. Seuss 

“Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.” -- Dr. Seuss

“I meant what I said and I said what I meant.” -- Dr. Seuss

“You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own.

And you know what you know. You are the guy who'll decide where to go.” -- Dr. Seuss

All alone!

Whether you like it or not,

alone is something you'll 

be quite a lot" -- Dr. Seuss

"I'm afraid sometimes 

you'll play lonely games too,

games you can't win

because you'll play against you" -- Dr. Seuss

SOMETIMES I SIT AND WONDER by Princess Destiny

Sometimes i sit and wonder why , why do i have to cry and listen to u tell me a lie. I smile even though Im sad and love you even when you make me mad and tell Me that Im bad. I wish i could just run away and ignore your pleas to make me stay i promise you I'll go one day!

COWBOYS AND INDIANS by Queen Kitteh

Cowboys and Indians under blanket forts, you were my little baby, my best friend, my twin. We used to talk for hours dangling over the bunk bed when mom thought we were asleep. Pull all-nighters, get angry from exhaustion pass out in each others' arms. Not a day without you, visits to grandpa. Indian wigwams in the corn field. Arrowhead and fossil hunts, digging through the mud for treasure. We made a pact. Never one without the other.Dressed in army fatigues we'd follow dad off to war. We had a whole imaginative world far away together. We were anything we could think of, massive lego towns and complicated story lines. If only I had a time machine. Now you're slipping away from me, your curses and pointy sharp words. Have you forgotten every where we've been, that I love you? I used to follow you around when you stopped following me. If I couldn't be your hero maybe you could be mine. I keep wishing we could go back to the love before -the end- you threw out all those things i gave you, trying to bury the pleasured past, like you're trying to forget about me. The gap keeps growing. I keep searching for someone to take your place, close the wounds in my heart, make me feel like you made me feel every single day. The truth is, I can't. You will always be my lil sis, my crissy. I try to tell you what you meant to me, but every time I open my mouth you give me that look that says "you shouldn't wear that dress sis," only this time you're judging me like an ugly dress and all I can do is hang my head and let you walk away. I miss you so, I never planned on losing you, you're so close to the edge, won't you let me give you a hand? Please don't jump, I don't think I could live another day with you so far away. Sometimes when I miss you I go through the photos, chuckle with tears brimming, that goofy little smile and those tiny toes. I'll try to make it better, really I will, you always said I could do anything, helped me catch bugs and climb trees. I picked you up when you fell and scraped up your knees. I told you all my secrets, until you stopped telling me yours. I swore I'd kill that guy when he hurt you. You name it, anything in the world and I'd do it for you. Just give me another chance, realize I care. Your scapegoat. It's just a big nightmare. You don't have to love me, but if you could at least put down the knife pointed at my throat, maybe we could talk. Stroll in the park, take a relaxed walk and get this sorted out. It's time to face the music someday we'll be gone, worlds apart, but at least let me say...You're beautiful, I love you, I wish you the best, if we can't be friends now, maybe we can meet tomorrow and fix this mess.

MONEY MONEY EVERYWHERE by LadyRemington

Money money everywhere 

And not a cent for me 

I work for a bank in Delaware 

And no one cares for me 

I've never had a pay raise 

I never get time off 

Never hear my name mentioned in a word of praise 

I'm so sick of working in this bank loft 

I'm gonna get my revenge 

Make up for lost time 

I'm gonna blow the vault door right off it's very hinge 

All the money in the bank is gonna be all mine 

I've spent the last ten years 

Planning carefully 

And now the time appears 

To be perfect for taking monetarily 

No one will ever suspect me 

I've blacked out all the cameras 

So no one will ever see me

Carry out a million cash in a purse made by Prada 

I'm going to Japan 

I'll live the rest of my life 

With diamonds on my hands 

I'll sleep in piles off money the rest of my life 

Because 

There's money money everywhere 

And every cent is finally 

For me

HE LOOKED INTO MY EYES by Queen Kitteh

He looked into my eyes, and when he said that goodbye, I'm sure a little piece of me died. I don't know where I'm going, no place to call my home, and I can no longer stand at your door. A lot of things that sting so dang bad, so many people and places that have hurt me . But I know that I've got something else to live for, so why don't you try a little harder. Try a little harder, throw your blows, reach for me, waste, and end me. Because if that's what you want. why don't you at least give me all of you on your terms, and destroy me? So long I cling to you, lying at your feet, dying and broken on the floor. Nothing more could I give, without giving up my soul. Thats the one empty piece you cant have. No longer will my lips kiss your lies, So Make your decision. you finish this or I'm on my way. I, I'm running away. I've said my goodbyes. Running alone, through this cut throat world. The flames licking up my legs, hair afire, eyes blazing. The hot breath of hell upon my skin. I'm running away. Why didn't you just destroy me? The dust upon my knees, and stains where laughter once fell. I tell you it's true I'm running away. You laugh and abuse, you think I'm lying, trampling upon my heart, drowning me in pain simply to spark your own muse. I tell you I can't yell any louder, I'm running away. Far away. Far away.

WOULD YOU EVER WONDER by LadyRemington

Would you ever wonder 

Could you ever see

The cuts scars and bruises 

That always cover me 

Do you even care 

Can you see them everywhere? 

Do you see past my clothes 

And past the hair in my face 

Can you see the pain in me

Do you hear the sadness in my voice 

Can you see the sorrow in my eyes 

Would you care to help 

If you knew it was all my choice 

The pain I'm in is self inflicted 

It's like a drug that eats away 

Gripping and pulling me in 

It's so hard to go a day 

Without making myself pay 

Pay for past sins and excuses 

Trying to purge myself of memories 

Clean my slate and started again 

Start afresh and anew 

Don't start the things I now do 

Never touch a razorblade 

Never bruise myself 

Never try to burn all my scars away 

Life my life from day to day 

Without leaving some reminder 

Of what I have become 

Erase the names 

Erase the hearts 

Erase the initials 

And stars that cover my arm 

Become I new person 

Not haunted by you 

Be a newborn free me 

But no one ever sees 

The pain I'm drowning in 

No one wants to help 

Pull me from my hateful grasp 

Make the self inflicted pain 

All go away 

And since nobody cares 

Cheers to new scars 

Right where anyone could see them 

If they just looked past 

My bravado and pride 

Took a look inside 

And see the tears and screams 

I cry and plea inside me

I NEVER FORGET I'M ALIVE by Princess Destiny

never forget Im alive....pals easy to.get caught up in...but just remember..everyone you meet is a keyboard warrior keep your heart locked away and your head in reality with both feet firmly on the ground..do not take that leap and jump...and never fall...cause the one u trust won't catch u.....But sometimes diving into the unknown and emerging anew is the surest way to rediscover the heart that beats within....common sense, makes light work of bullshit. Bullshit can get you to high places but it doesn't keep you there

BROKEN BUTTERFLY by Queen Kitteh

I'm just a broken butterfly, 

I hatched too late, 

to an empty colorless sky, 

with my wings deformed I can't fly. I'm gonna leap into the sky and die. I'm gonna try to spread my wings and fly. Don't tell me I haven't gotta chance. Don't ya think I already know with this beating in my chest. And these deformed wings on my back. That won't grow. So don't tell me I can't fly. Cuz I already know and I'm gonna try until I die.

MY LONGING FOR BLOOD INCREASES by LadyRemington

My longing for blood increases 

My desire to cut intensifies 

I can feel the razor on my wrist 

Taste the blood on my lips 

I shudder at the thought 

That the vampire in me 

Could make my life naught 

I could drink all my blood 

As the thirst for it grows 

Something is wrong with me 

It shouldn't be this way 

I should be able to live life 

Without thinking of blood everyday 

I'm scaring myself 

But should I be frightened 

For with the crimson juices 

My senses are heightened 

Blood is like a drug 

My personal brand of heroin 

I know I shouldn't do it 

But something stirs the vampire within 

As I slowly slice my wrist 

Blood slowly trickles out 

Into my waiting mouth 

Ohh so sweet 

So succulent to me 

The blood sliding down my tongue 

Strengthening me 

It's probably my imagination 

Playing tricks on me 

But with each taste of blood 

I grow more and more thirsty 

Perhaps this is how vampires are made 

The lusts of a human driving me insane 

Cause now it's not my blood alone I crave 

An innocent passerby 

Falls victim to my sin 

As into his wrists my blade I thrust 

Cutting rather deep 

Drinking his life's blood 

The vampire I kept hidden inside 

Comes to life 

And completely takes control of me

WRITE IT ON MY ARMS by Queen Kitteh

Write it on my arms, color me pink and black and blue. the tears i cry are all for you. Your tight hugs, wrap me up so snug it hurts, tickle the back of my neck, make me grin. Little bare feet and boloney sandwiches. Rock hard chest, my rock to stand. Work stained hands, gnarled and warm. My comforters. My hero, I planned for us to grow old together. Your love always available, when nobody else would listen to my tales and pleasure me with attention. Feeding barn cats on the porch, we named them all. rocking on the swings by your side, rides in the tractor. Your blue eyes twinkling in my gaze with laughter. A stick of sugar free gum? Always accepted with a chuckle. A bug in a coffee can, so excited you caught it just for me. Can't bear to tell you I already have that one. My hero, my teacher, my comforter. You know how to fix it when I'm broken, make me laugh, bust my sides open. My window to the past, my grandpa. Whether happy or sad or whatever. I'll always love you, forever and always. Even if you're not there, my mind and my heart will never let you go. Please remember I love you, now. Save it for later, think of it tomorrow, we still have today together.

Broken Spirit

Broken Spirit

Alone I sit here

Empty and cold

The light beckons me…

It forces me to be ok.

Hidden away my feelings are

Showing no emotion is how I am.

I have to fight to be alive.

I have to pretend I care.

The world crushed my dreams

Yet it forces me to be.

I was once alive,

Now I just survive.

BABSY FACE by Vv & gve

~Babsy Face~

babsy, we have seen you nude

and we know youre not a prude

we're totally sexxed by your attitude

and know we are stuck like glue

you are the match to the other shoe

we will always watch out for you

because our love is so very true

we'll be there when you're feeling blue

and kick your ass when you need a clue

we love it when you spill mountain dew

and we only tell you things that are true

because we love you

DEEP IN THE BLACK OCEAN by LadyRemington

Deep in the black ocean 

The waves entrap a soul 

Pulling deep into the back abyss 

Throwing the body into the air 

Just long enough to catch a tiny breath 

Back into the waves 

The body is pulled 

Another one in an early grave 

The sea the unmarked resting placed 

For many sailors without name or face 

The hungry sea swallows them whole 

As the wind and thunder 

Bellow a laugh as they watch 

The lightening claps 

And for an encore asks 

So the sea prepares itself 

And swallows an entire ship 

Becoming the most accomplished murder 

For no one can trace the bodies 

Washed ashore 

Without name or face 

Rest in peace you can almost hear 

When the sea has calmed it's rage 

The wind and thunder waiting with patience 

For when the time is right 

They'll watch the sea again 

Go on a killing spree 

But now the sea is calm 

Digesting what the souls it ate 

Waiting again for it's hunger to rise 

Biding his time 

For the next time he can throw his mighty waves around 

Awaiting more sailors 

To fall in his grasp 

Pulling them deep into his depths 

As they writhe in pain 

And their last breath of air they gasp

WHERE AM I TONIGHT by Amber

Where am I tonight? 

How did I get here anyway?

Why can't I see any light? 

I don't even remember living through the day. 

Who are these people running around? 

They are all short with ebony eyes, and flaming hair of Scarlet's crown. Their mouths only speak horrid lies.

Why is everything in blackened shades? 

Why is fire dancing across the plain, searching for its next victim in the haze. They see no danger, am I the only one sane? 

What time is it here today? Does time even exist here? This can't be somewhere they want me to stay. These people even make my pain sear.

Pain, anger, devastation aren't real, that's what they say at least. 

Grief, eternal death, and madness are all they feel, though on fear and nervousness they feast. This world must be a myth, because its a world of evil. This place is even ruled by a sith, and his palace has many a seal.

Maybe I just need a way, to wake up in order to get out. So I fall into a fiery abyss, and see day, instead of awakening I only shout. This is like the land of Hell, but instead even Hell can't handle this pain. 

Maybe this will ring a bell. Even Hell has nightmares that are insane.

I WISH THAT I COULD SHOW YOU by LadyRemington

I wish that I could show you 

Just How deep I feel 

I'd tear open my chest 

And show you my heart 

To prove that this is real 

I'd walk two thousand miles 

And steal you away 

Take you were the snow falls 

In the winter 

In it we could play 

I'd protect from the evil

That seems to follow you 

I'd hold you tight 

All through the night 

And watch you while you sleep 

Making sure nothing comes 

To wake you from your sleep 

I'd dry your eyes 

And catch your tears 

If ever you needed to cry 

I'd be your pillow 

And let you fall asleep on me 

I'd gently stroke your hair 

Kissing your cheek 

Gently while you sleep 

I'll always be here for you 

Protecting you from everything 

I wish that I could hold you right now 

And whisper in your ear 

That I love you 

Hold you close 

Feeling your heart beat 

Listen to you breathing 

Notice everything about you 

Hold you in my arms 

And fall asleep with you. 

I wish that I could show you 

Just how much I love you

Trespassers will be Punished: Trespassing can be dangerous

Trespassers will be Punished: Trespassing can be dangerous: "What the hell am I doing out here?" I ask myself as I peer through the black night, rain pounding at my windshield. The sky is lit up perio...

ALONE by Fairy Dust

I wonder why

it all went wrong?

I sit alone and muse

searching deep inside my thoughts

finding nothing; no excuse

I shall sit a little longer

think a little more

perhaps with time

I shall know...

for now I sit and ponder

just me

my thoughts

alone.