WORDS REPLAY AROUND MY HEAD by kitkat

Words replay around my head
Taking my consciousness far beyond
I may not be stupid my love
I may not be a stereotype blonde
I know where you are when I sleep
I know your whereabouts are lies
I know that I am a nothing to you
I know where your heart resides
I know the way you look upon her
I know how your pulse suddenly changes
I know the reasons for your cancellations
I know how all your life in her breath rearranges
Your lies take my breath away
Taking my pain to a place I cannot bare
I may not understand it all
I may not always hide my resentment or care
I feel so utterly betrayed
I feel like I mean nothing to you
I feel like no matter all I put in
I feel like I haven’t got a damn clue
I feel like you are laughing at me
I feel like you both deserve no life
I feel like I want to still hate you
I feel like now I should be your wife
Your words they all haunt me
The wounds you inflicted still hurt
I cannot believe how I let you treat me
You treated me like nothing but dirt
I care not that you still love me
I care not that you still feel
I care not that you still live for me
I care not that your love for me is real
I care not that you still suffer
I care not that you lie with her awake
I care not that you still think of me
I care not your desire for me you cannot take
I care not that I still hurt you
I care not when I walk away
I care not that I cannot remember the good
I care not the words you plead and say