KNEELING by kitkat

I kneel at your feet

Head hung

I know what I am doing

I know what I am saying

In you I see my future

I see everything so clear

As when I am near you

I am filled with love not fear

I feel happy and loved

Content and self aware

Everything is in best interests

In your eyes I know you care

I kneel here today my love

I give my all to you

As in your knowledge and guidance

I can become one of the few 

So here I am kneeling

Holding out my hand

This poem is my promise

This is my final stand

I promise to never doubt you

To doubt us or do without 

I know what I am doing

I know what 'this' is about

You know me more than anyone

You see behind my eyes

You see the soul I hide from others 

You know what's truth or lies

So at your feet I'm kneeling

Please I beg think upon this

As to your hand I lean towards

With a gentle loving kiss

OUT HERE ON THIS BATTLEFIELD by LadyRemington

Out here on this battlefield 

alone and without love 

Slowly dying 

The stars fading from above 

somebody please

find my arrow pierced flesh 

save me from this pool of blood 

Slowly flowing from my chest 

my soul is starting to leave 

departing from this fragile shell 

sparking the question,

Will I rest in Heaven,

Or rot in Hell? 

"Help," I scream 

"Someone please save me!"

but it appears no one else hears 

except the lonely spears 

buried in the cold bodies 

that surround me. 

I feel my soul fleeing

My life slowly fading away 

the sun is slowly rising 

bringing with it the warmth of a new day 

the war was won

but my life was lost. 

My country is free 

but free without me 

my last breath is leaving 

the beautiful sunrise

the last thing I see 

forever burned in my dying brain 

freedom was won 

but at what cost?

my life was lost 

my sole reward the arrows in my chest

forever on this battlefield 

my spirit will rest.

I LIE ADMIRING THE STARS THINKING by kitkat

I lie admiring the stars thinking

I know they're the same for you

I close my eyes to stop me blinking

Thinking how we are two of few

Smiling I know you are here beside

In my heart you lie so close and near

In the starlit dark I needn't fear or hide

I needn't hide in my closing fear

With you protecting me I know safety

In a hearts promise that you share

You are willing to jump and try with me

I will prove to you my true devotion and care 

For you

IN THE DARK OF THE NIGHT by niamh(PP)

In the dark of night

The wind called my name

I stand in silence, listening for the rain

Under the solitude of a crystal clear winter sky

The crescent moon glittering to light the dark of night

I stand in silence

Listening for your voice

MY BURDEN by Black Rose

I walk thru a dream world

Where everyone and everything is fake

Every second the same as the last

More suffocating with each breath I take

Everyone around me seems clueless

Maybe they're right and ignorance is bliss

But it seems like I'm the only one who can see

See through the lies others miss

IT'S MIDNIGHT by kitkat

It's midnight

The day before the day

Everything is up in smoke

With no time for church to pray

All wait for that call

I'll be waiting all day I fear

All I want from that day

Is to hold all loves near

As people hustle around me

Smiling to and fro

I want to smack their grins away

I want laughter and cheer to go

Do I need to feel this way 

Or am I spiting all for sake

It's just this year not those before

This year too much to take

So sleep with my sour friend I will

Miss all throughout the day

I'll coma myself with drugs of which

Will make my head spin and play

Yet I know I can't or won't to take

As a call I might get on hope 

A waiting game I see upon

On jagged tears I'll cope

So merry Christmas all I know

Enjoy your festive grace

And this will be the last I swear

You'll look upon this crying face

The liquor is set and poured to take

And smiles painted hard

So in festive cheer I wish to you all

That from no bars you'll be barred 

MOONLESS by Emmerald

it was a moonless night. silence shrills. she kneels in the soggy filth as she thinks of her children. whose souls went away with the waves. her heart bleeding. she hears them whispering in her ears. mama we're fine. we are all together. her heart overwhelms with sorrow. as she moans her five babies. she reaches out for the steel as she whispers back, I'm coming too babies. Wait for mama.

CAGED by kitkat

So much to respond and say

I know I did wrong by you and deserved this

Hop into my cage and give me a kiss

I run my milk jug all along the bars

Chuckling as I line up my canned jars

I will take this punishment with upmost respect

I will adhere to all so don't think or suspect

I did wrong, this I know all too clear

Maybe this will teach me bringing us near

So respectfully I end this poem with a bow

Kneeling at your feet I am truly respectful now

SOUTHERN DREAMS by kitkat

The glass shimmers a liquid gold

Taste sweet and simple pure

In this glass I know I have found

To lack of sleep no more endure

Within the taste I feel it said

That whisper that tears your soul

I hear the whisper enduring through

I hear I need some self control 

In this glass I behold all I need

Not want as desire to taste 

Yet in this game I shuffle with

I'm filled with impatience and haste

So in my glass I drown my soul

And weaken all my sights

That in the coming sleep I hope

All my dreams will become clear nights

YOU FOUGHT UNSEEN by LadyRemington

You fought unseen battles

and conquered my heart 

you put the pieces back together

where I'd torn myself apart 

you kissed me gently on the head 

sweeping me suddenly off my feet 

you love me more 

then words could tell

Your actions reminding me 

how deeply I fell

Every breath I take 

you take away from me 

inflicting on me 

such sweet misery 

you make it hard to smile 

because you've taken my breath away 

when Im with you 

I forget to say 

How much that I love you. 

You take my breath away.

DEEP WITHIN MY CHEST by kitkat

Deep within my chest are wounds

Twisting like molten rock burns

It never truly goes only fades

Weakening as the clock face turns

Yet as when I look deep in you

All my was fades to a forgotten place

I reach out to you today my love

All I wish to do is kiss your face

Yet turned away againI kiss your cheek

Awaiting tomorrow perhaps tomorrow today

Maybe one day I'll awaken your heart

And in your loving arms I will lay

Each passing of the hour I will try

Never tiring always needing with desire

When you sleep I whisper my true hearts voice

'my live for you will never tire'

'my love, my life, take me and guide me'

'hold me and live me, you can heal my heart'

'as when you look at me and see me'

'you make my cold cages fall apart'

WHATEVER IT TAKES by Black Rose

I strive to be the best

I work hard for every gain

I push myself past my limits

Then try to survive the pain

I play my strengths to my advantage

I work on the weaknesses within me

I forget about time for myself

And use it to make them see

When I'm determined I never quit

And when it's boring I raise the stakes

I don't care if I break myself

To win, I'll do whatever it takes

ONE DAY ALL I THINK AND FEEL by kitkat

One day all I think and feel will slot into a place

Somewhere that I can summons when able

But now my love allow me this graceful moment

To hang myself from rafters with this cable

Ah you think that all you knew was gone

You really thought all would be well and with grace

You misunderstood the smiling glances

You didn’t see through this fucking painted face

Yet as I sit here I know that this is just a moment

Will surely pass with an inevitable punch of guilt

Allow the ambulance to asses my flat line pulse

Wrap me neatly in a black felt quilt

Ha! You read this thinking past had gone

Yet now you know weakness can even come in light

I’m going out for a cigarette now

Give me something to think upon during this fucking fight

3/3 by kitkat

This desire I hold of minds hold

I blame you for all my sins of late

I pray each night for redemption

I close my eyes tight awaiting fate

I stare into the mirrored window

Filling my body with mirrored views

I pack my pockets and head to church

Yet I'm not worthy of the polished pews

I turn the pages of the bible

Words mesmerizing all awakened dreams

Yet it's you I pray for each night

As your love as cruel is as pure as it seems

I know it's potentially going to kill me

This desire I hold onto in my life

Do I want to be at the end of your knife

Or live each day as your loving wife

Tonight I swear it I will pray

I will speak words from trembling lips

To one day you will love and desire me

And show me the softness of your lips

I PUT MY TRUST by LadyRemington

I put my trust in you

Every single ounce

I had faith in you

Faith in us

Together forever

You promised to me

Alone, no more. never

You said to me.

You took my heart

And promised to care

And keep safe

Protecting it from all pain.

you'd never leave you said

Promised to with me, forever be.

You lied to me.

Stole my heart

Smashed my dreams

Betrayed my very soul.

Pain ripping through me

Blood falling slowly

Loneliness and sorrow

The only thing to be brought tomorrow

Alone once again.

Broken inside and out

darkness enclosing

suffocating me.

No way out of this black pit

You burried me in.

Alone I bleed

Alone I scream.

Alone forever I will be.

2/3 by kitkat

t's my day off today

I have nothing planned to do

So I'll wait on your sidewalk

Waiting in the cold for you

I'll perhaps nip to the shop

And buy you a bottle of red

I'll lean back on your front door

Try and rest my head

I'll wrap myself up tightly

And smile as I see your car

I'll wave with true excitement

And hold your door ajar

I'll take your coat from your shoulders

And smile as I see your grin

This is what I've been waiting for

This is how true love can win

I WILL FLY by Black Rose

Some say I'll never make it

That I'm not worth a dime

But I know things they never will

Like that I'm gonna fly

They all said she would soar

That she'd be better than the best

I said I would be like her

They said give it a rest

1/3 by kitkat

There's only so many ways

To twist words on a page

There's only so many jobs I can do

Without a pay or a wage

There's only so many letters

And only a limited space

Yet I know I can start over

This isn't a game or a race

I can delete all I've done

In a rage I cannot endure

Yet writing these simple words

Is better than any cure

So I will not edit for you

Or change any of the script

And if I ever disappear for a while

You will know why my heart ripped

Simple words from a simple mind

In punishment I bow today

Two more poems are needed

Yet I'm speechless with much to say

THE CLOCK TICKED ON by kitkat

The clock ticked on

As I whispered my Christmas kiss

It was in that very moment 

You gave mr something more than bliss

You awakened my heart

In that question that made me cry

Tears of happiness I assure you my love

You awakened me making hearts fly

DOES ANYBODY SEE ME by LadyRemington

Does anybody see me

Crying in the dark?

Can anyone hear

The slow beats 

Of my breaking heart.

Everybody left me

Alone in the dark.

No friends around me

Myself alone to comfort me.

I hug my knees

As I slowly bleed

Cuts deeper then before

Lacerations threatening

To bleed me out

No one seems to care

Anything at all about me

My trusted razorblade 

My only companion remains

A stain on the floor

That's all Ill soon be

A memory

And nothing more.

THE OTHER SIDE by Black Rose

We all walk through this world 

Stumbling as if in a daze

They call it normal for us teenagers

They say "It's just a phase"

But what is normal anyways? 

In a world of secrets and lies

How are we supposed to know what's right?

Maybe it was in our eyes

MEDITATING IMAGES by kitkat

Sitting cross legged

Meditating with own lace

Alone I let thoughts clear

You're far but here in face

In views I close eyes tight

To fight my plans to not

Be happy with my present

Be happy for what I see not got

Closed tight I continue to see

Images of tight holding hearts

Intertwined as hands reach

Don't preach how this all starts

Closed eyes I see whispered lips

Hushed in the light of true dark

You kiss my cheek gently and soft

Leaving nothing on me but a hearts Mark

In minds known I see all love shown

You have all I have from me to give

I give it all you don't have to own

In a price I'm passed to and fro

Yet in your whispered speech I know

That I know I'm bound to not go

But I swear this is my hearts wish so no

WITH TREMBLING KISSES by kitkat

With trembling kisses

With snow storm wishes

The definition of true desire

Takes my breath knowing higher

With eyes to turn stone to ice

What can my love to name a price

Desires taking hold tonight

Desires too strong tonight to fight

I welcome your cold like the sun

It's in this kiss true love begun

So hold me through the storm my love

And shelter mr from the clouds above

And on a bridge love will duly stand

Until the day you loose my hand

And even which courage appears

That you will guide me from fearsome fears

Holding tight on the bridge on through

As in your arms I'm sheltered with you

I AM by Black Rose

I am

A person which you don't understand

I am

Just another drop of water, another grain of sand

I am

Lost in darkness never to be found

I am

Silently leaving, escaping without a sound

I am

Just another sad thought, another tear cried

I am

Another frustration, another hope that's died

I am

A miracle that you will never see

I am

Many things, but mostly... just me

ALL I ASKED FOR WHEN YOU LEFT by LadyRemington

All I asked for when you left

was that you would remember. 

Remember me with you 

remember everything 

that we went through. 

You promised me you would 

said you would remember it all 

every single word 

every single thing 

you promised you'd remember. 

I can feel you forgetting 

forgetting it all.

everything I told you 

everything I promised.

everything about me 

everything about us.

but I can feel you forgetting 

I'm fading from your mind.

soon I'll only be 

a memory left behind.

buried in the deepest depths 

of your sadistic mind.

COUNT DOWN By kitkat

The countdown is on

I said my first Christmas wish

I gave them their coffee

And a full steaming dish

I said with a gentle smile

'merry Christmas I know I'm early'

What they didn't yet realise

Saying that fucking killed me

I know it's what they wanted

As their shopping bags shown

They didn't want an upset kitten

They wanted Xmas spirit not a moan

I decided to go on table duty

So I could hide the pain within

As now the countdown is on

The dread of the day can begin

LONG WEEKEND by cinnamon *

Her eyes opened... able to glance around, she recognized her surroundings, there was a familiar scent in the air, it was comforting. She felt the warmth of a blanket over her, as she slowly turned her head to peer out the window that she has done so many times before. She was in her own bed, the alarm had not gone off yet, but she knew it would soon and her week, as mundane as she anticipated it would be, was about to begin. She closed her eyes. As she lay there, the daily routine cycled in her head; shower, breakfast, get dressed, go to work... everyday it was the same thing. She didn't mind her work, or the routine even, the commute was torture, but isn't everyone's she thought as the alarm kicked on. Her eyes opened... She hit the snooze button, and closed her eyes.

WELL YOU by kitkat

Well you

Just do what you need to do

While I

I promise not to question why

While you 

Do all you need to do

When I

I Never ever seem to try

You run around after them

As I sit at home and wait

You Saunter in perfumed up

Seeming from another date

It's so cold out

Yet you're always late

I glance away

Yes clearly my soul mate 

BE HONOURED AS I BOW by kitkat

Be honoured as I bow down weak kneed

Bowing with admiring respect and love

I dare not lose eye contact

I dare not look over you and above

I know if I was to do this act

Nothing good would be here

Knowing glances will stare at us

But no saviour would shed a sympathetic tear

As they know I am bowed with true consent

And giving all trust in you

I trust every instruction you give to me

As I know there’s love in all you do

So in a faithful nod I respect my all

And trust in all I know

TOMORROW IS NOT YESTERDAY by kitkat

Fearful of the future 

Is all I hear from you

I'll give you instructions

Tell you what to do

But only you can pursue

All your hopes and goals 

I can help and guide you

Help navigate the pot holes

But you must get off your arse

And do all you dream to be

You can lean as much as you like

You can always rely on me

But please listen when I say

Life is for living for yourself

Don't let others put you down

And force your dreams onto a shelf

Remember each day to be you

As you're amazing as you are

Don't let go of your dreams

And add to your arm another scar

Be you, be happy and free

And I swear this to you now

You'll see all every single opportunity

Just please for gods sake listen to me!

TREASURE by Black Rose

I have a treasure hidden here

In a special place all my own

It's not a diamond or a pearl

But where a seed of love is sewn

I have a secret treasure

That nothing can take away

For I carry it with me always

Those three little words that you say

And every time you say them

I know we could never part

Because even when I'm far away

Your words are in my heart

FIFTY by kitkat

Fifty things to prove I'm worth

Say fifty things in one take

Half a century can pass

Must be done now but take a break

Confusion cripples my hand

I can't think ten let alone fifty

Is this the reason for this?

Fifty, To make me love me?

One reason I can easily swear

That reason I'm sure is clear

That you give me butterflies

Even when You're not near.

HOW CAN I TELL YOU by kitkat

How can I tell you how much you mean to me?
If a kiss is never going to be enough
Can I hold you tight against me?
Show you how soft this is not rough
Lingering on my breath is my devotion
Is it too soon to share with you?
If I told you now you take my being when you sile
What exactly would you say or do?
Would you run for the hills and hide
Or would you face this with strength and pride
If I touched your cheek with a soft delight
Would you fall for me and enjoy the ride?
So many questions spin around me
So many thoughts and dreams amaze me
In your eyes I see such magic and beauty
In your eyes are dreams mixed with optimistic reality
You are my one, I know this truth
And in your kiss I feel the proof
You have the key to all I ever knew
And in this gift I put true faith in you

THE ART OF SEDUCTION by Emmerald *

Excerpt

He was standing by the window looking out into the garden. Lips pursed in a contemplative manner and his forehead wrinkled in deep thought. She came up from behind him and wrapped her arms around him. This was such a peaceful moment.

She reached up and kissed his neck and asked what he was doing. He turned around and looked into her eyes and smiled.

“Waiting for you,” he whispered and leaned over to kiss her delicately. She responded by pressing herself against his body and sealing her lips with his.

She pulled him towards the sofa and sat herself down onto the seat beneath her. Her brown eyes looked up into his green eyes and she smiled while she unzipped his trousers.

She reached out and smiled to see his lustful reaction. 

YOU'RE TOO FAR by kitkat

I walk to the passageway

It's so cold and bare

I look for your car

No it's not there

I look down the street

Hoping with a smile

There's not a soul 

So I stand for a while

It begins to get dark

So cold it's untrue

So I decide to start dinner

Inside I'll wait for you

I set up the table

Two plates and one wine to share

I look at the doorway

No you're not there

I sit with the food

So cold and such waste

You would of liked this

It suited your taste

Yet you don't return

I know where you are

Your not coming home

Heaven is too far

THE GAME OF LIFE by Black Rose

Life is a roll of the dice

We consider everything a game

Some play better than others

But the rule is always the same

The only rule when you're playing for pain

Is that rules never apply

You have to learn the game for yourself

Your options are get tough or die

THE WHISPERS by kitkat

The whispers upon the clearing night

Diminish all timid desires only dreamed

The moonlight danced around your halo

As i saw your deepest eyes so indeed gleamed

The smile you gave so brave with mind 

As my heart weakened to another plane

The drenching sensations from inner beats

Makes me feel madness yet clear and sane 

With only two thoughts racing on through

I admire as a smile develops upon my own

O how wondrous this magical fantasy is

How from a nothing but friendship love has grown

Hand in hand we incorporate all dreams to true

Into yourself my heart is duly and dutifully bound

In this place i know i can put all my trust in you

I have been found and loved for all i am

Magical worlds encompass my dreams on closed eyes

As i sit hand in hand enjoying the glistening twinkles

How much dreams of madness are dreamed in the skies

I WAS RECKLESS WITH MY THOUGHTS by kitkat

I was reckless with my thoughts

Optimism ran like a drug

You act as though your betrayal is fair

You stand there and shrug

If you could see the pain I show

Would you still respond as such

I looked forward to having you

I dreamed and smiled too much

I tempted fate with all I said

A childish grin on my face for days

Yet as I stare blankly at your words

I can't believe all that it says

It doesn't apologize and doesn't sigh

A cold grasp leaps towards me

I just can't believe this betrayal

I can't believe your daughter you have no desire to see!!!!!

WORDS by Amaranth

Eloquently written, from your words comes the power of your feelings.  Pulled towards you by unseen hands I feel I have known you forever and yet hardly know you at all.  Power of your word crossing invisible bonds, arousing my senses, my desire, my love.  Touching me with the merest suggestions of what may be in union, that which I desire the most.  I will never ask anything of you, I am with you through the simplest of words.

I WENT DOWN THERE by kitkat

I went down there

Did I know what was about to be

I saw him smiling

Did I know he was mentally undressing me

I did what I had to do

Then felt his eyes ignite

I couldn't contemplate my future

I didn't realize my impending fight

His grasp so tight on my jaw

The threats I still hear in dark

He was careful with his touches

He did not leave a Mark

He released all his frustration

With a threat to end his joy

This is not a man I remember

But a stupid fucking boy

If I could kill another 

It would be his blood on me now

There should be a law on my side

A law to let my dreams allow

I only tell you all this

As I sit upon my shame

That since that day of forced pleasure

I've never been the same

WE KNEW by Emmerald

We knew

I knew,

It was his cue,

I turned to look at him, my eyes shining

He looked at me his lips quivering

I saw his nipples erect

He saw my lust at the prospect

I saw his hands slide across my rear

He murmured, smooth and soft, cashmere

I slid my thong off my nipples straining 

He teased my skin, hair pulled shallow breathing

I felt my liquid honey rolling down my legs freely

He whispered in my ears silently

I grabbed the table, desire

He dribbled saliva on my ass my moans afire,

I moaned, begged, please oh so hungry

He raised his hands, the result so rosy

I bit my lip in ecstasy

He covered my sex with his hand roughly

He knew,

It was my cue

SITTING ABOVE IT ALL I SIGH by kitkat

Sitting above it all I sigh

Heaven is high but not there

There is someone who loves with care

I smile at this watching it pass by

The world flurries around me

I can't see anything beyond it

My candle burns on through lit

I know how she loves and trusts all I can be

With a gentle hand she guides

Supporting all my sides to stand

With a gentle yet firm loving hand

She supports me through the roller-coaster rides

With clear mind and clear eyes

I reach through lies and unknowing

I now know the way she was showing

As I admire the flickering glimmering skies

BEAUTY ON PAPER by kitkat

Beauty on paper of beauty in face

Your hand touching mine of heart beats such place

With softness echoing through me

Your smile I ever wish to see

A grasp on my heart you control

With such dreams such makes me whole

Insert such lies and tempt all hate

As I have never known such of late

In complicated thoughts I lie clear

As I know that in your beauty I hold near

I saw your devotion and hold too tight

As in this warmth wraps so tight tonight

Holding me down on such times to try

as I admire echoing thoughts pass gladly by

NO ESCAPE by Black Rose

I close my eyes and remember

All the good times in the past

There were so many way back then

How did everything change so fast?

When did my perfect life

Start taking the rough road to hell

Why am I all of a sudden

Having to swear I'll never tell?

I WANNA LIVE LOVE AND FEEL by kitkat

I wanna live love and feel

Feel for myself something real

You give me something I know

And I know this will never go

So take my hand and risk it all

Walk with me and please stand tall

As I am proud to have you near

And no this doesn't give me fear

As living is loving not existing today

So whisper me what you wish to say

Hold me and guide me and know the truth

As in my kiss I can prove the proof

In one kiss I can show you life

Not in a collar do I become your wife

Yet in such a thing I can become so much more

I can show you what living is for

THIS THING by Charms (Zachy)

this thing i feel inside. growing in my chest. it's not going away. about it i'd never jest. you more than i could ever hope for. i think god has finally shown me to the right door. ur the most precious commodity i can ever hope to gain, all i wanna do is take all ur sorrow and pain. new memories i hope we make together, with ur love there is no storm i can't weather.

ALWAYS THERE by daysie

Losing track, skidding down life

Directionless, life blurs and spins

Despairing. Reaching for help, looking for end

To where am I falling? Help me find the light. 

Reaching for life, the blessed hand of my guide

She's always reaching, teaching. Setting wrongs right

Things once confused, light gives way to might

She is always there, even if I've fallen and cried.

TAKE CHANCES by kitkat

Take chances, leap fall and return

What if your past still stings with a burn?

If all you have ever known is fear

How can I let you in or get near

If fear is all that crucified the past

How can I presume anything good will last?

If angered eyes and cursing lips screamed

How can I close my eyes with a smile once dreamed?

Only nightmares live when I sleep

Making me vengeful as I wake and weep

Your eyes as soft as any I know

Experience has shown that can quickly go

If all I have ever known is hate not love

I can only put trust in him up above

As his hand he cannot raise or hit

I can stand, walk, run or sit

Yet in your presence how do I know it remains

As I stutter from the memory of such pains

I can’t trust, love or admire another now

So I end this with a secretly adoring bow

SOMETIMES NO WORDS COME by kitkat

Sometimes no words Come

Just a blank page stares back

A street light flashes changing view

No words spring only a lack

It's cold in my room and too dark

The page stays empty and restless

I stare blankly at the lines which guide

The silence cruel and relentless

I write something which jumbles thoughts

Nothing makes sense as I try and write

This infatuation I have with tedious words

Makes my life make sense and makes right

So, I stick to writing as words flicker

The light flicks bright as inspiration shines

As half attempted stanzas mould into one

I throw together rhythms and half rhymes

Just to do as you asked me to do

But then I question your reading of this

Do I do this to please me or to please you?

TO MY CREATOR by Black Rose

You set this head on my shoulders

Hoping I could think for myself

Well, I can't

You gave me life and knowledge 

So I would know the difference in right and wrong

But I don't care

You put me on this earth

So I could live and help others

But I can't even help myself

You gave me friends to call upon

So someone would always be there to listen

Well, I'm screaming now but no one cares

So, to my creator

Why am I here?

Why do I want to leave?

Why have I found happiness now? 

Just as I'm fading away?

ONE OF THESE DAYS by kitkat

One of these days you'll see me

The idiot blonde who makes mistakes

One day I know you will want me

no matter how long it takes

I will wait forever for a moment

And forever for your touch

I need your loving arms surrounding me

My god I love you so much

But then I fuck up and I see it all go

I make a mistake and realise I'm not enough

Ill mess it up again I'm so

Sure

Thus proves that life is tough

So this is my fearful farewell

And a goodbye kiss upon your skin

Thus proving life is a cruel game

Where no one will ever win

EVERY MOMENT by Emmerald

Every moment my children are away

I ponder and feel such dismay

Their father took them on holiday, daily i phone

Christmas without my babies, so, so alone

I imagine their faces

I see their smiles and embraces

I sometimes wonder why did i let them go

It is painful, heartbreaking, i should have said no

Every moment my children are away

I ponder and feel such such dismay

WITH TREMBLING TOUCH by kitkat

With trembling touch

I'm reminded of futures clear

Allow me the common grace

To wipe away that tear

With a knowing glance I give

You know I see it true

As I look into your glistening eyes

I see so much truth in you

Knowledge from the silence

I hear nothing of my past

In it's wake a vision of us

And a vision of love to last

So give me this common grace

To hold your heart to mine

And in my shadow I swear to you

A future of hope and divine

SHADOW DANCER by niamh(PP)

Shadow dancers in the night

Undulating in the candlelight

Images entwined upon the walls

Decadent hunger in their rise and fall

Emotions captured in silence, needing no name.

Unspoken testament to passions eternal flame.

Shadow dancers in the night

Embracing sweetly, holding tight

Loves performers held in thrall

Wordless flames, witness to it all

Shadow dancers in the night

Breathing softly in the firelight

Interwoven in their sleep

The bonds of love, strong and deep.

LOGIC VS CREATIVITY by Black Rose

I sit here in this quiet room

As shadows shift to daydreams

My pencil moves without my help

It walks alone it seems

My mind is filled with clouds

Rolling like a storms

Later on I'll read this

And see what oblivion forms

For now I'll let my pencil walk

And find what logic hides

Somewhere in my imagination

My creativity abides

But while I am in neutral

Coasting down this hill

This hidden thing goes faster

These words having their own will

The tide keeps coming faster

The lightning starts to flash

I think I'm waking up now

Logic wins with thunders crash

I WAS LEFT DREAMING by kitkat

I was left dreaming

Left to whither all alone

Is this hell that I'm in

This fucked up place i call home

Let down again i know it now

My fault to dream on dreams

With one cruel action

Blood tears apart my seams

Hopeless and broken i weep

Knowing yet again i fail

Let my tears drown your sails

As in my home is a spirit jail

Hopeless and betrayed in blood

You know not what you did

As in that fateful response

In my devotion and heart you rid

TENDRILS by Amaranth

Snaking around me the tendrils, stinging me with their kisses.  Each touch causing pain, desire, pleasure.  Longing for more attention but grateful of every moment you give me.  Floating among the many unseen hands biting and caressing my body, filling me with the pain that I covet.  Crimson flows from the many wounds covering me.  I succumb, my only desire to please you.

STANDING AT THE EDGE by kitkat

Standing at the edge of the world

I look back at all I knew

I have now been abandoned

As I stand alone without you

A gust of wind reminds me

I'm about to lose it all

I stare down at my blank screen

Not a text or a single missed call

I look away and down to my future

Smiling at my heart's race of pace

I close my eyes to feel something

But all I feel is utter disgrace

I let go of all my fears tonight

As I fall down to the shore

Perhaps in doing so

I will feel so much no more

But you were there to catch me

In your arms I lie today

And in this precious action

You did everything I wished for you to say

SITTING IN THIS EMPTY ROOM DROWNING ALL ALONE by LadyRemington

Sitting in this empty room

drowning all alone 

loneliness engulfing me

Death blaring though my headphones

can anyone see me

crying in the dark 

someone please care

have half a heart

i don't want to live

alone and without friends

I don't want to die though

I just want a friend 

to stand by my side 

someone please hear

the tearful plea I scream

please don't leave me 

here alone in the darkness to bleed 

stay with me 

Be my friend 

that's all I really need.

BATHING by kitkat

The moon hits the water

Glimmering specks of light

The blanket covers all around

Not a sound is heard this night

I strip off all my clothing

And bathe in the dim dark

There is not a soul to witness

Only a single lonely night lark

I lie face down eyes closed

Taking in the silenced hushed

The freedom this enlightens with

Makes hearts eat hard and rushed

TIRED by Black Rose

I'm tired of the acting

Tired of the lies

My secrets should be told

Before someone I love dies

I'm tired of being scared

Tired of losing control

Evil is like a poison

It is killing my soul

I refuse to let it win

I'm tired of it's game

But I'm also tired of fighting

It's an evil I cannot tame

CLOSED EYES by kitkat

You tell me that I'm dreaming

You tell me it's all lies

I know nothing of this game

Where truths are all lies

Tell me I'm not just dreaming

As your lips do mesmerise

Let me know you're still here

In a world of cruel goodbyes

With a flicker of a candle

I wish for your hand today

Let me in my true love

Say those words you wish to say

Whisper to me frosted dreams 

Of love as desired as you

Whisper to me truths

Show me your whispers true

In frustration I scream my all

Returned with silent none

Is your heart still entitled

Or is your love for me gone?

NATURAL PHASES by babsy face

We all go through natural phases of darkness and feeling sick. We go through these often times alone to feel were "fixed". But when He reaches for the girl, He reaches to hold her close. Tells her "shine when you feel like silver, but I promise you your gold". Murmurs to her soft and reassuring "whenever your dark inside don't push away, don't turn and go. Remember the rain you dance in and sweet powdery first snows. Remember I love you and I'll strangle that pain." He tells her to sing. And as she does for Him, the heart they seem to share, and salvation from her brain, her weight is lifted and He's the one to help her stay sane.

IN A SOULFUL EMBRACE by kitkat

In a soulful embrace I'm yours

Not concerned of the glances

With you in my life love soars

Giving me inspiration and chances

Deep within my ravaged soul

There's a glimpse of something gold

You give me something i can't control

Something i must contain and uphold 

Heartbeats conclude a wistful state 

Entranced i contain all my views

Imaginations constructing a hearts list 

I nod and give strangers their dues

As when my heart met yours when kissed

I became your gentle servant and muse

HOME by kitkat

Gazing into the horizon

I see the sun setting west

My lover lies somewhere

Without my head on her chest

I hear her voice so clearly

A million miles away

Only a whisper leaves me

As I listen to what she has to say

LOST by Black Rose

I'm lost in a sea of darkness

I'll never find my way out

Fear is the only friend that I have

And nightmares, all I dream about

Sometimes I wish to end it all

I could stop my pain

With all the terror inside my mind

I begin to wonder if I'm still sane

IMAGINATIONS by kitkat

I feel like I'm going insane

You're on every waking thought

Even encroaching on my dreams

Fighting everything I'm taught

I give in to not fight against it

I let my mind wonder often and free

I imagine a life and future with you

I picture you one day you loving me

In my waking thoughts I imagine

And in sleeping dreams I play

I hear sweet loving whispers

Hear those words a beg of you to say

In reality I can't have it all

But in my head I know to see

In your eyes I see the future dream

To let it all be as it should be

ACROSS FROM HER by kitkat

You sit opposite me

Your eyes smiling low

I touch your cheek with hesitation

With a wavering courage to show

I force a smile unfeeling

Not showing the pain I feel 

As you sit there unknowing

How my heart sees you so real

HAVE YOU EVER by niamh(PP)

Have you ever…….

Stepped into a cloud of her scent, warm and heavy, gazed down at her body, curtained by the heavy fall of her wet hair with steam rising around her~droplets of liquid heat still streaming on the satin of her skin, rivulets begging to be chased by thirsty lips, to be captured and savored on the tip of the tongue…

Have you ever….

Been captured by the love mirrored in her eyes as your gaze locks on hers, your hands heavy in the damp silk as you guide her face closer..

Have you ever…

Watched in awe at the sight of soft lips, swollen with passion, sliding slickly over your own body, as her sweet warm breathe whispers across your sensitized skin

Have you ever….

Held your breathe as the soft whimper of submission hums through your body from the very tip of your shaft, buried deep within her swiftly swallowing throat, sending whips of fire up your spine…. 

Have you ever ….

Heard her voice, barely audible over your own heavy breathing, whispering 

“I love you Master” …..

Have you ever…..

Enjoyed a REALLY wonderful shower??

CONGRATULATIONS by kitkat

I will get you to love me

I will get you to see me

I will get you to see behind my eyes

Behind the truth behind the lies

I wanna hold you tight and long

Be it right or be it wrong

Support you through life's maze

And be your courage through all the haze

In the early morning wake you nice

And hold your hand to walk on ice

Keep you warm with arms tight

Show you how my love is right

For you

A FLUTTER by Amaranth

A flutter, a breath, my heart pounds, a smile. Eyes closed, senses aroused, a flickering flame, a shiver. The brush of lips against my skin, the briefest kiss, arms hold me as the flesh breaks. Aroused, consumed, yours.

NEVER AGAIN by Black Rose

Never again will we run and play

All of that is gone

My heart is filled with so much pain

But I won't show anyone

You were mine and I was yours

I should have listened to what you said

You told me not to drive home drunk

Now I'm wishing it were me instead

If only there was some way

To turn back the hands of time

I wouldn't have taken the curve so fast

And I wouldn't be writing this rhyme

You wouldn't be wherever you are now

And I'd be safe by your side

Now my guilt is consuming

I know it's my fault you died

Why didn't I listen to you?

It would have saved us all so much pain

I'm watching them lower your casket

Praying, but only in vain

Tears start to cloud my vision

As I think of the good times there've been

Moments we laughed and loved together

I'll know them never again

LUNCH SCENE by niamh(PP) *

She watches the clock heart beginning to race as the day ticks toward noon. She bends over to pick up the remote from the table and hears the door open behind her, without standing, she looks back. He is already dropping his pants, directly behind her, pushing her forward over the table, He flips the skirt over her back without saying a word, one hand gripping her hair, the other pushing between her thighs without warning, finding her cunt dripping, 

LINGERING KISSES by kitkat

Lingering kisses in the night

Lips falling on my sheet

Holding on like it's the last

Can you feel my heart beat?

Breathless I taste your lips

Butterflies taking me somewhere new

With trembling lips I discover

How much I truly faithfully love you

The world spins past unknowing

This secret I hold to my heart

The world could crumble away tonight

But you and I will stand not apart

In the moonlight flood I hold you

As you hold me tight again

This love and devotion you shown me

Keeps me grounded and wholly sane

Glares can turn towards us

Not caring I take you once more

You give me something to hold upon

You show me what living is for