As desire burns inside me
A need to make a call,
To reach that certain someone
Who loves to watch me fall.
An addiction she became
Who I was ceased to be,
Her needs consumed my mind
I no longer belonged to me.
Should I pick up the phone
Make that dreaded call,
Should I take the plunge
Giving her my all?
My heart is screaming yes
While my mind says no,
My fingers reaching down
Which way to go.
The phone sits on my right
My gun to its side,
To long I've lived in pain
Trying to decide.
My fingers push the buttons
A ringing sound I hear,
A cold dark silence
Then the voice I've grown to fear.
Hello came a whisper
An aching in my heart,
My fingers clinch the trigger
I know this isn't smart.
I raise it to my head
Pulling back the cock,
What's it really matter
My heart is out of stock.
I cannot live without her
Yet with her I cannot live,
Tears run down my cheeks
I gave all I could give.
I gently squeeze the trigger
My senses fully aware,
I hear her voice speaking
But she really doesn't care.
Goodbye I say again
As my blood sprayed the wall,
Screams in the distance
I'm glad I made the call.
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