AT NIGHT I LAY IN BED by poison ivy

At night I lay in bed and cry myself to sleep,

The tear stained pillow that I see when I wake brings the memories flooding back,

The questions in my head the answers that I do not have 

For I've become someone I do not know

The once bubbly girl so happy and bright, 

Is now a girl of sadness with no burning light,

I often sit and wonder how I let this be you bought me down to place I call misery

This dark hole that keeps sucking me in wants me do bad I feel myself reach in.

But then I wake, was this just a dream?

Then I look and see my tear stained pillow and realized just how real this really is 

ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT by LadyRemington

All that I can think about 

is how soft your lips would feel 

gently pressed to mine 

how your breath would linger 

mingling with mine

thoughts of you send shivers 

tingling down my spine 

sensations tarrying 

long after your skin brushes mine. 

I wish that I could have you 

love you for all time

I can't because you asked me 

not to fall in love with you. 

I'm trying hard I promise 

I fight it every day 

each day surely losingtrying not to fall 

but falling anyway.

my entire being craves you 

in each and every way 

my heart my souls

longs for you to be forever mine.

just say the word 

and I'll be yours 

I'll be at your beck and call

you're every wish my command 

answering your every demand 

I want to be your everything 

Be your all and all 

but baby I can't fall for you 

You asked me not to

and so I'm trying 

But girl I can feel I'm failing. 

I'm falling in love with you.

I SEE YOUR EXPRESSION by kitkat

I see your expression

Marked and in denial

This isn't the throwing of the lambs

This is not you on trial

Just state your free case

And be at peace with truth

There is not a judge here

Just a jury who require the proof

This may not be forgiving

Condemned souls too full to bare

The biased charge is forthcoming

Are you all right slumped over there?

Stand head held high my girl

And take what eyes do state

We do not condemn your soul

We condemn your actions of late

Self judge yourself as we demand

And take all you need from this

Perhaps take your lovers hand

And lead with a biased kiss

A FRIENDS BETRAYAL by sugar magnolia

We said it would be forever, said we'd never part, I knew it was a line but still gave you my heart,

You said that you would stay promised you would, instead you chose to walk away I always knew you would,

I sit and cry and wonder why, I cry for you for what you've become,

I wish you could see what how much you meant to me,

In our lives we make friends we are sure are true, how wrong was I to think that of you,

It hurts to lose a friend, it gives a sense of emptiness

You planted a knife in my back and now my memories of you are completely black, for I don't know if there will ever be a way back...

PASSION by Knightly Raider *

I rush into the room sweeping you up in my arms kissing you. My lips pressed hard to yours, your hair wrapped in my hands pulled tight as I squeeze forcing your head back pressing my lips to your neck pulling them back biting down with my teeth. 

Your body shaking your breathing turned heavy. Your leg wrapped around mine pulling your body closer. I spun you around the back of your head resting on my shoulder as I sank my teeth into the base of your neck my right hand sliding down your stomach my left grabbing your breast squeezing it hard your nipple forcing its self against my palm. 

YOU TAKE OFF YOUR SHIRT by Knightly Raider *

You take off your shirt and bra leaving your panties on and lay face down on the bed. I straddle you wearing my boxers my dick against your ass. I grab the oil rubbing it into my hands and put them on your shoulders rubbing them. 

My hands slide between the bed and your chest my thumbs on your neck circling the base. I slide my fingers against the sides of your neck rubbing. My hands start drying. I add oil rubbing your shoulders again caressing your skin to the left side. 

I run my hands down your left arm over your fingers and back up squeezing softly on your muscles. Back over your shoulder to your right side sliding down your arm rubbing the palm of your hand adding just a bit of pressure.

TAKE ME HAND by LadyRemington

Take me hand 

And walk with me 

Forget what the world thinks 

Take me hand 

And walk with me 

Forget who you want to be 

Take my hand 

And walk with me 

Just enjoy the moment 

Take my hand 

And walk with me 

We can conquer the world 

Take my hand 

And walk with me 

Be my only love 

Take my hand 

And walk with me 

Down this road together 

Take my hand 

And walk with me 

For all eternity

MY PULSE SHARPENED INTO A BEAT by kitkat

My pulse sharpened into a beat I couldn’t count

My eyes blurred as I saw what I had found

I felt my chest weaken with un-dealt emotions

I felt my heart and head cruelly bound

Family is but a word I used to know

Where unity triumphs over strangers’ rage

I never knew the meaning of the word family

It was crossed out from my book at such a young age

I thought as I got older that ties can be made

But lying to myself hurt more than you know

I always pretended that i cared not for all they said

I stood so tall and strong with every low blow

But now I am a grown adult

I realise nothing will ever change

Doesn’t matter where they all live

Their love for me I doubt will re-arrange

I write today as I am kicked once again

Staring at a blank cold screen

Is it because I am a piece of shit on their show?

Or is it just that to them I am unclean

I cannot change who I am

They made me all

So I will continue through life

Making myself proud walking tall

One day the kids will find me

And true aunty I will be

Hopefully blood is thicker than water

and hopefully they will be granted the right to see

I will be the best god damn aunty

If I get the opportunity to show

Maybe they will not have the chance to discover

Maybe they will never have me to get to know

I SIT ON THE EDGE OF MY BED by kitkat

I sit on the edge of my bed

I glance around the four walls

I pick up my now cold phone

I have a hundred missed calls

I glance inside the box

Surely maybe just about enough

I just need some fucking sleep

I’m thinking being awake is too tough

I pick up the bottle

Take a swig for some good luck

If I got caught by anyone right now

Would anyone actually give a fuck

I take my daily dose of it all

With a stutter I contemplate

Is it strange the Dr gave me a two months supply?

Or is this the screaming of fate?

I’m sat thinking of the reasons

Of why I bother at all

I keep trying to fight all this

I keep fucking trying to stand tall

Yet every time I get back up

Something new pushes me deep down

I cannot take this feeling of pain anymore

It hurts my head this fucking frown

I smile to those who know me

Pretending that all is ok

When really I am already dead inside

It’s far too late to kneel and pray

I give up on this meagre life

And pop all the pills in my hand

There is no note to apologise

None of this shit was ever planned

In a deep breath I greedily take

Not caring of any what will now happen

I am simply doing what I did years ago

Following the same fucked up pattern

Its up then down and I am sick and tired

My only escape is to escape all or without

I am scared of all I have become

I am scared of what life is truly about

I swallow hard trying not to think

I take the bottle of whiskey

It’s now such a bitter sweet drink

Consequences are finalised

I bid you all goodnight

Just remember that no one did this

I’m the one to give up this fight

INSPIRATION by Charms (Zachy)

Inspiration

Inspiration missing…

Feeling empty…

All my writing stops…

My ghosts start to surface,

as my writing is a wall to defend.

Darkness closing in…

Wounds bleeding freely…

Scars I’ve hidden showing once more…

The pain starts to build as my walls crumble,

throbbing inside are the ghosts of my past. 

Dreams become nightmares…

Dark and desolate…

Alone and trembling…

Nightmares ebb and flow at the edge of thought,

no peace when I’m awake or asleep.

I need you my art…

I need you my poetry…

I need you my inspiration…

I need you my love!!!

THE OFFICE DOOR by Amaranth *

The door is open
You walk across the room to close it
As you turn to walk back to your desk you notice me stood there, where the door had once stood open.
Casting an eye over me, My eyes are shining, my lips are full and red, in stark contrast to my milk white skin. My coat is fastened loosely at the waist and i appear to be shivering stood there in impossibly high boots.

I indicate you should return to your desk and watch you as you walk across the room.

Once seated your gaze returns to me. I hook my finger in the belt of my jacket and pull it loose. It falls open briefly to give you a glimpse of what lies beneath. I lick my lips.

Leaning back against the wall behind me, the coat falls open, revealing the curve of my breasts, following the line of the jacket downwards you can see my navel, smooth and tantilisingly soft.

Lower you can see the merest hint of black silk, barely covering me. There is about 4 inches of flesh at the top of my legs, before the curve of my thighs is hidden beneath the top of my boots.

I allow a hand to stray across my thigh and pry between my legs, just gently probing, enjoying the pleasures of my self exploration.

I slide my hand upwards, tracing the curves of my breast, my other hand moving from behind me to mirror the first

GOODBYE by Poison Ivy

I wish you needed me

Like I need you

I wish you wanted me

How I used to want you

I wish I could feel your grasp around me, like I used to

I wish you could take away all the pain

I remember all these things 

Especially the memories good and bad

I wish the memories would not make me so sad

But the emptiness I'm feeling gets me do mad

I'm Crying, hiding, Struggling with my smiling…

Could this be heartache

That I’m denying?

But i think its time for me to move on

I no longer want to be your pawn

Because our love has died,

So let's just say goodbye.

IN A BEAT OF MY HEART ALL ENDS by kitkat

In a beat of my heart all ends

The knowing of another descends

All the passion I once embraced

Is clear as night as I faced

To the moon I was weak as stars bled

To the wondering gazes as words fled

To my heart nothing could embrace as such

As though I tried nothing came of much

Nothing but desires came passing on through

As to a blind man even he could feel you

Nothing good can come of a dreamers mind

Nothing good can be touched by the blind

I fall into a crippling feeling of knowing I am not

I know that this is too good what I have got

I am a dreamer too much to comprehend

To a grave soul you try to pick away and to tend

How wondrous all magic would truly be

If you can save this life from what is becoming of me

Lingering whispers echoing clear as day

As the quieting whispers repeat all they say

I fall into a sleep too deep to wake or dream upon

All my memories subside and the memory of me gone

This my last of future to not have to fight

The moon is blinding the deaf to lead him to lose fight

Sleep, beckoning, deep and full of such grace

Perhaps then you will see the scars upon my face

Childlike form whimpering deep into the dark haze

You think you could manage to gaze upon it for days?

Blonde hair shimmering from the moons touch

The tear stained blanket showing life is too much

Yes as much as the blind feel they can hear

It is only with a true heart the loving can see the tear

SWEEPING YOU OFF YOUR FEET by Knightly Raider *

I walk to you sweeping you off your feet your arms wrapping my neck holding tightly as I carrying across the room. My lips pressed gently to your but with a fierce passion as I kiss you, want hunger and desire trembling thru my lips as our tongues press together struggling to communicate the needs we have, the pain of longing etched on our frozen eyes tightly shut. 

My hands grip tight as I carry you to the bed laying you down sitting beside you leaning over. I lower my face to your, my lips hovering my breath hot against your skin as your mouth opens. I press my lips to yours barely touching feeling your tongue slide against my lower lip.

My mouth covers yours as my hand slides to the back of your head grabbing your hair squeezing forcing your head back. Your chin raises exposing your throat. I press my lips against it pushing my tongue out gliding it across your warm skin. 

WHAT WOULD HAPPEN by LadyRemington

What would happen 

if you could 

go back in time

and change the past 

do you think you would?

would you change mistakes 

to erase the scars 

that every mistake left 

would you do things different 

or leave it all the same.

the past is part of what makes you 

who you are today.

did you prevail

when troubles arose 

or did you run away 

would you risk changing 

the person you are today 

to wipe some scars away 

left from previous mistakes.

or would you just relive the past 

To feel again the ecstasy 

replay the memories 

Without changing a thing.

The scars you wear 

prove to the world 

you beat the past 

and made it through.

but tell me 

what would you do?

WE TOOK THE TWINE by No Saint

we took the twine we used to use

to tie up tight our tattered shoes

twisted twigs and crooked cross

a necklace for the deeply lost

Builder with the broken bricks

mother to the baby chicks

you made this world to look so nice

i wonder what the next one's like?

yellow spider

yellow leaf

confirms my deepest held belief...

TAKE THIS HALO FROM AROUND MY HEAD by kitkat

Take this halo from around my head

I deserve not life nor even to be dead

Take all you ever knew of me

Take what you need and be free

If only you woulda known before

You realised I was soon to be no more

Temperature changes ice to snow

In that moment all sanity will go

Precise winds take all they can

I am not here, I am here nor man

I am the life that flickers beyond the dew

To take all I can and hope to be new

In a prayer the believer prays for my soul

Trying to help me achieve the achievable goal

Indented my soul weakens to an unknown element

Now you see how hard it is this achievement

Take all you ever put into this

I will not try and achieve the final kiss

SHOULD I WORRY ABOUT LOSING MY SANITY by LadyRemington

Should I worry about losing my sanity 

All I do is stare 

Blankly at the wall 

Music in the background is playing 

It goes in my ears 

But I don't hear it

The only think on my mind 

Is nothing at all 

I can't think of anything 

Nothing comes to mind

I'm usually haunted 

By the memory of you 

But tonight there is nothing 

Not a thing 

Just an empty wall 

And a blank stare 

Should I be worried 

That I'm going insane 

Am I losing the small remains 

Of my brain?

I wish I knew 

Just what to do 

Make myself think of anything 

Make my imagination 

Wonder about you 

But I can't do anything 

I'm frozen like this 

Nothing in my mind 

Just emptiness inside.

TIME WAITS by sugar magnolia

Time waits for no man, or that's what they say. But yet most of us find ourselves waiting on that one true love. 

No matter how much pain, or hurt we go through the lies the tears we always seem to wear our heart on our sleeve.

We believe the ones we love, even when they continually knock us down. Why do we do it? For I don't have the answer but I feel it's because many of us are afraid to be alone. 

I know I am. The feeling of emptiness the spiteful words no time together but yet I still choose to stay. I guess what I'm trying to say is, is it seems easier to stay and put up with it than to go and face it alone.

One day though a day will come wen you can no longer carry on and that will be the day when you leave and you actually realize that time does not wait for no man..

MY FIRST SONG by Charms (Zachy)

[Verse 1]

One day I’ll show you, the light within this world.

I promise to hold you on the crazy tilt-o-whirl. 

Your beautiful smile, it removes all my stress.

I hope one day you will tell this lonely man “yes”

[Chorus 1] 

I love you baby, you are my all.

Your arms are the only place I’ll fall.

So warm and pure, your heart beats I hear.

That I might lose you is my only fear. 

[Verse 2]

This world seems so dark, it makes m’ wanna hide.

But since I found you, I see the beauty inside. 

So take my hand Hun, let me be your guide. 

And trust me dear as we tame this wild ride.

[Chorus 1]

I love you baby, you are my all.

Your arms are the only place I’ll fall.

So warm and pure, your heart beats I hear.

That I might lose you is my only fear. 

[Verse 3]

So take my hand, and stare into my eyes.

Feel my love as we soar across the skies.

Each day I hold you, my love for you grows. 

It pulses inside, as shown through this prose.

[Chorus 1]

I love you baby, you are my all.

Your arms are the only place I’ll fall.

So warm and pure, your heart beats I hear.

That I might lose you is my only fear. 

[Verse 4]

Baby I’ll beg, please give me just one chance.

I’ll sweep you off your feet, through the troubles we’ll dance.

Cause beautiful one, I know with you by my side.

From the dark, I’ll never again have to hide. 

[Chorus 2]

I love you baby, you are my all.

Your arms are the only place I’ll fall.

So warm and pure, your heart beats I hear.

My purest hope is that you can love me my dear. 

I have never written a song, and this just poured out of me. also a weird night

YESTERDAY I WAS STUPID by kitkat

Yesterday I was stupid

Selfish and beyond control

I can feel myself falling again

I need some help out of my self dug hole

I’m scared of everything I am

And scared of everyone around

I am terrified of tomorrow

And my past still keeps me bound

Forthcoming events are cancelled

Excused made with such ease

I need some help and guidance here

As I sit on my hands and begging ‘please’

It’s a pre-written conclusion

Of what will happen of me

Perhaps I will make it from this

And maybe I will see clearly

The medical profession studies me

Making me sick and question all

I now have no control over my life

It is completely at the Dr’s call

S I try some different tablets

Arrange the balance of my brain

But I have come to one conclusion

Fate keeps everything the same again

No matter how many times I struggle

How many times I push myself more

There is always a thud in the recovery

Another slamming painful metal door

I need some help and support

If I am to remedy this painful curse

Or I will rot away from the inside

Or I fear I will become something worse

I am tired of the constant struggle

Grown tired of the constant fear

I’m sick of replaying all my past

Sick of losing all those I hold dear

Perhaps it would be best to leave all this

Give up like I have always known

I think that is a much better option

Than to go through this so alone

VAN by Knightly Raider *

* WARNING NON-CONSENT STORY *

I walked up behind you grabbing you throwing you in my van jumping in after you. People screaming as I drove away. You reached for the handle it wasn't there. You grabbed a metal bar ready to hit me as I slammed on the brakes. You flew forward hitting the windshield cracking your head blood running down your face

I FEEL THE CARESS OF YOUR EYES by Amaranth

I feel the caress of your eyes upon my face. Invisible fingers gently sweeping back my hair. 

You don't fail to see the droplet of whiskey on my lips as I sip my drink.

You don't fail to see my colour deepen, knowing your eyes are upon me.

You don't fail to sense the current flow between us. The invisible bond drawing us together.

And as you gently turn my face towards you, your gaze touches my soul, so open through my eyes.

You are not failing to know the complete me.

THESE KNOTS by babsy face

These knots in my stomach seem to subside, with each knot binding, each knot tied. Collar tight on my neck, hands firmly to my sides, standing open and honest, eyes now wide. A new view on life, things yet unseen, seem closer now when I fall to my knees. Not a fall necessarily, knowing I'll have guiding hands, and it may not be soft, but stable when I land. The hardest part now is reaching for something, when theres a life you expected, while feeling like nothing. Holes seem smaller now and gaps they subside, in my submission with sisters at my side

MY PAST CAME BACK TO HAUNT ME by kitkat

My past came back to haunt me

I think as I fall within the sheets

I close my eyes so god dam tight

Scream along with how my heart beats

I was a fool and a complete idiot

I know exactly what I was doing

I could of ran to my support group

But instead I did nothing

I swallowed down with pride and pain

And swore that I would be just fine

I lay in my bed and locked my door

In this struggling I am cursed to confine

I felt the rush and held on tight

As my body fell beneath the floor

I heard my housemate come home early

I heart the slamming of the door

The echo bounced up and all around me

And hurt my mind to hear

It was in this pathetic curled up state

I fell into a deep sleep with no one to love near

I was stupid when I awakened

So full of pain I could not bare

It was then that you contacted me

Showing me that you were still there

I felt numb and falling quickly

Into another place I didn’t wanna go

So I ran to the bathroom with a struggle

I told death to fuck off and no

I crawled back to my self-proclaimed tomb

And lay upon my cold deserted bed

Three hours later I awakened

Sure that now I should be dead

I took all I knew and took too less

To do what surely must be took

Maybe one day this knowledge I will share

Maybe I will find someone who gives a fuck

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME by kitkat

What the fuck is wrong with me
Why cant I just eat like you?
What is this fucking voice screaming
Why do I do what I do?
When exactly will I be fixed
What cure is there to take
I cannot take this feeling
I feel like my life is so damn fake
I try to think of the reasoning
I know there is a reason for this
I know what I am doing is fucked up
But this feeling gives such bliss
I am in control of my life
In the minor aspect I allow
I know I am not doing so good
I see that as you look at me now
Everything is all changing
Like suddenly my body gives in
I know that this is beating me
I know I am letting it win
My ribs are slowly killing me
They lie and laugh at my smile
Why can’t I just be content
Cant I just accept this for a while
But noooo I have to continue
Not understanding the damage I do
I am sorry for all my fuck ups
I’m sorry for falling down on knees to you

HELLO by Knightly Raider

Hello my beautiful dove I love you my darling my life my evening star. I miss holding tight I miss you warm embrace. I miss you in my arms dear one. I long for your soft kiss. How long has it been since I breathed in your scent? Days? Months? Years? Seconds? Minutes? Hours? Oh God I want her near. To see to taste to hear. Oh God please bring her back! Please God can't you hear? My heart longs for her, my arms stretched wide open. Oh God hear my cry! And bring her back to me.....

STANDING THERE IN THE RAIN by queenie

Standing there in the rain, water dripping off the sharp edges of my coat and streaming through my golden hair. Just another dark figure lost in a world of light. Who am I? Who are we all really? Jagged points in a tangled web of barbed wire. Rubbing and rusting in place as we dig deeper and tear into the flesh of the people around us. Such toxic pools of twisted distaste. Finding joy in pain finding lust in disgust. Fear masquerading as our master and death our constant companion. No hope just hate no harmony just chaos. Tic Tic toc time moves on

YOUR LEAVING BROKER HER HEART by LadyRemington

Your leaving broke her heart
Left her sad and lonely inside.
you left a mess to be cleaned up
a task to which i happily obliged.
I often wondered why
you ever left her side.
Such an amazing girl
that you gave up
And gave away.
but talking to you these past days
Helps me understand.
You did only what You needed
You did what was best for You.
I can feel the conflict in your soul
see it in your eyes.
Trying to figure out who you are
deep down inside.
I know that it hurt you
as much as it did her.
But you only want to see
the you who lies inside.
you had to leave to find it
the girl you want to be.
I only hope your happy
and will always happy be.

SARA AND BILLY by Nina *

All through their high school senior year, Billy secretly desired Sara. Sara was everything he wasn't. Billy was a loner. Sara was involved in many on campus clubs. Sara always made it a point to talk to Billy. Billy at first, thought the popular girl must have wanted or needed something, to be talking to him. Sara thought Billy was an old soul. Sometimes it felt like he could see into her, where others their ages didn't see past their noses.

At graduation, one of his friends had snapped a shot of Sara hugging him. He had kept this picture in his wallet hiding, pulling it out often, wondering where she had ended up. He had stayed in the area, to help his grandparents, and was attending the local community college.

FEELINGS THAT LIED DORMANT by LadyRemington

Feelings that lied dormant 

Are stirring inside 

All these emotions 

That I've had to hide

They're starting to surface 

And show on my face 

I look to the sky 

And see the shining stars 

A smile spreads across my face 

For with the stars you share your name 

I can't help but smile 

When I'm looking at them 

Imagining that I look upon your face 

I'm craving you like I haven't 

Craved anyone before 

I want to see you 

Hold you in my arms 

Pull you close and feel your beating heart 

Would it beat faster

With me by your side 

Do you want me with you 

As badly as I want you? 

Lying on the ground 

Gazing at the stars 

Wishing it was twinkling 

In your pretty eyes 

That I was seeing 

I wish you were by my side 

Your head on my shoulder 

Your hand in mine.

THE TRUTH BEHIND MY SMILE by poison ivy

My aching heart, a fake smile. The tears I cry are heartache and pain.

I feel in my life that I can't go on. Just dragging me feet heavily behind me.

You put me down and take me for a fool. I only wish u knew what you are doing to me. Your slowly breaking me.

But you don't see the pain I hide. 

Inside I'm screaming but when I talk the words won't come out.

I just want you to hold me to show me you care. But instead your never there.

I cry at night, my tears soaking the pillow you have no idea how much I'm affected by the constant up heave battle for your love & affection.

One day you will realize and by that time it will be to late....

DO YOU THINK THAT IF YOU KNEW by LadyRemington

Do you think that if you knew 

How this all would haunt you 

What ifs and possibilities of me and you 

Do you think that if you knew 

You would regret leaving like you do 

That maybe we could still be 

Do you think that if you knew 

How my memory would show up 

In everything you do 

Do you think that if you knew 

That I would still love you like I do 

That you wouldn't have been scared 

And could have seen the rough spot through. 

Do you think that if you knew 

That I could never get over you 

That you and I could be together 

Like I know you wish we were. 

Do you think that if you knew 

That my heart beat and belonged only for you 

That you and I splitting up 

Would be the past 

In a future that didn't come to pass 

Do you think that if you knew 

That every day you would wonder 

How I was and if I was wondering 

Anything about you 

Do you think that if you knew 

That every day that passes 

I think about where we should be now 

And I wonder how you are 

Do you think that if you knew 

That every day I spend 

Dwelling in the past 

Wondering about you 

And if you every wonder.

Tell me love,

Do you?

ANY ANIMAL by ʗℓօƞɬᵃяƒ (Clon)

Any animal –

Any animal can puff out and beat his chest

Any animal can strut with his pelvis leading the way

Any animal can growl his aggression

Any animal can demand that his sub kneel

Any animal can bark commands – Strip! Pleasure me! Bend over! Take this!

Any animal can tie down, gag, blindfold, ply a crop

I ponder on these things,

and they give me great pause

For a Dom can do many of these things as well…

So how does the Dom differ from the animal?

A Dom may puff out and beat his chest if he needs to protect his sub,

for her protection and safety must be his utmost concern

A Dom may growl for the same reason,

or it may be for play,

or foreplay

A Dom may command his sub to kneel,

but his tender love and discipline can bring his sub willingly to her knees,

with ne’er a need to ask

A Dom my indeed bark commands, or give them with the softest whisper,

but he gives them with love,

out of the desire to help his sub, guide his sub, teach his sub,

nourish and discipline his sub so that she will bloom

A Dom may tie her, gag her, blindfold her, ply a crop,

but never to abuse or demean,

never to take selfish advantage of her desires

Much more could be said of how a true Dom differs from the animal,

but the essence of the difference lies within his heart and soul,

what drives him to rise above the ordinary, the common egoist,

to shed his baser nature

Therein lies the Dom’s true duty and his true joy

I WAS REMINDED TODAY HOW CRUEL IT ALL CAN BE by kitkat

I was reminded today how cruel it all can be

How in a moment of pure madness

All the world can cave in on and around me

Yet a wonderer is able to navigate on through

As in their lovers eyes they see the passage of new

In an eternal struggle wit can over come

To hide, to stagger, to leap away and run

When all the times of the day is through and none

-the marching on through clouds eclipses the sun

Narrowed visions escaped my sight today

And in a whisper to happiness can forever play

Untie the knots that strangled witched of hate

On through the future such happenings welcomed too late

On endless maps men sought to sell their gold

Yet in a blizzard of a whirlwind let heavens behold

Pastures new to pastures great with such untrue

They build new lands on land they call new

Yet to another was old and something cared

No bounty was ever discussed and clearly never shared

This poem must end as the future remains unclear

Yet in the unknowing terrible dreams create such fear

Read all you see with a bitter taste to comprehend

Then in your wisdom you will know the completion to send

SWEET TASTE OF VICTORY by Charms (Zacky) *

pressing you back against the wall...my hand in your hair tangling for better grip...pulling it to the side my teeth grazing your pale moonlit skin...my hands groping at the buttons of your blouse...popping, scattering..they fly across the floor...your breasts spilling out for my eager hands...my fingers find your nipples as i pull and tease...my mouth quieting your cries for help...hands sliding down ur body caressing every inch...sliding in your panties searching for your wet pool of lust...rubbing, massaging, caressing tenderly, i then roughly slide two fingers in stretching your tight glory...your cries of joy and fear stifiled by my mouth and tongue...your moisture coating my fingers as my other hand squeezes ur breast hard...i release your mouth and cover it with my arm instead, my mouth going hungrily to your nipple...biting, licking, sucking...i feel you begin to tighten up on my fingers signaling your need for release...driving deep inside over and over...hushing your moans and screams with my arm shoved in your mouth...your back arches against the wall as your flood gates open...covering my hand with its hot slickness...when your body gives out I let you fall to the floor now spent and useless...i turn on my heel, licking my fingers clean, tasting sweet victory...walking away i smile mercilessly knowing i had won...

THE COLD SEEPS by Amaranth

The cold seeps through the inadequate rag Hissing as I attempt to move my knee again Tears flowing freely down my face From the pain and my own feelings of rejection and failure. Whimpering as he manipulates my swelling knee A stare cast my way, colder than any melting ice Harsh words dig into me Attempts at comfort and understanding I believe. Freezing dripping wet rag pushed harsh against my knee. Causing pain renewed and a new welt across my cheek. Recoiling from the new pain I draw myself into safety and comfort. Where only comfort and care find me The simplest pleasures, the sincerest love. Where I am safe. Deep within me.

IN A GENTLE EYE I ADMIRE by kitkat

n a gentle eye i admire 

Just a taste of a touch to enquire

All i knew vanishes here today

With but the gentle words you say

In a kiss i am truly all yours

As hearts skip i am yours to'jours

All i thought i could feel of this

Is twisted into submission in a loving kiss

In all the reading i have clearly read

I'm overwhelmed with all you recently said

All i am is all of yours i swear to you

As my part is past and my new life of new

So take me, guide me and hold me tight 

Whisper loving words as i sleep beside at night

CAN THIS DAY GET ANY WORSE by Knightly Raider *

Ugh! Seriously, can this day get any worse. You folded your arms on your desk lowering your aching head. You closed your eyes begging for the pain to go away. As you sat there rocking your head back and forth you drifted into sleep. 

Wake up beautiful you heard as a hand shook your shoulder. Wake up baby. You raised your head eyes full of sleep looking around. Your eyes focused in seeing him. Bud? What are you doing here? 

It's late babe, about time to close up. Didn't see you so I came to check on you. Thanks hun, but I really need to get things picked up. Well let me help you at least. 

He leaned over you reaching for a stack of folders accidentally brushing your breast. Your nipple acted instinctively pushing out pressing against your bra. Oh wow I'm sorry he said pulling his hand back dropping the folders. 

ONCE by cinnamon

once, there was a girl named sandy

who was feeling rather randy,

she seeked out a Dom,

and with a flash of his palm,

had sent her OFF feeling dandy!

RECALL A TIME ALONE by sugar magnolia

Recall a time alone,

when you called out a name;

but there was no encouragement

and nobody came.

Simply light a candle…

feel the comfort in its glow.

Soon you’ll sense a ‘Presence’

and your loneliness will go.

Refresh yourself each day…

within the candle’s ray.

Use the ‘Light’ it sheds on you…

to chase darkness away.

Give yourself a moment,

in a place where you’re apart.

Surrender in the solitude…

the burdens of your heart.

Peacefulness will follow,

bringing harmony to heal.

Light a candle as a symbol –

of a ‘Presence’ which is real

LONELY, COLD AND TIRED by LadyRemington

Lonely, cold and tired 

numbness setting over me 

I can't feel my heart beat 

I feel like I am dead 

numbness all I feel

darkness all I see 

I need a way to feel 

something to set me free 

broken heart 

and shattered soul 

my blood begins to slow. 

Am I going to die 

to be as dead as I feel?

what if I laid down 

on the frozen ground

would the numbness go away?

would I feel anything?

other then numbness and pain?

The cold seeps through my clothing 

it's tendrils slowly enfolding me. 

My lips are blue 

my face is pale 

shivers slowly escaping 

My entire body shivering.

why can't my mind see 

that my body is cold?

why is it that my brain 

Has found apathy towards me?

I have no will to live 

no need to stay alive 

there's nothing to keep me here 

to lover or friends that care. 

I feel a frozen hand 

tightening around my neck 

my eyes start to water 

as my mind sets my body free 

with my last compreheding 

I see I'm the one 

who strangled me.

EYE FOR AN EYE by Nina *

Eye for an eye I am showered, and completely shaved as my Mistress demands before a session. Carefully I make sure the bathroom has no signs of use, and remains clean for later. Anticipation builds heavy in my sac, and my cock twitches as I think of what the afternoon may entail.

It is noon, time for me to prepare the suite for her arrival. I open all the windows and blinds so the ocean smell permeates the bedroom, along with the sandalwood incense I know she loves. I am well aware of my nakedness, save for her collar at my throat.

LITTLE BUNNIES HOPPING by kitkat

Little bunnies hopping

Dancing over dasies of night

They smiles to one another

Their eyes flashing so bright

Over the field they dance

Skipping with such glee

They jump of one another

So happy they don’t see me

I load my gun

Oh how I want rabbit stew tonight

I’ll pick the strongest one

It will put up a bit of a fight

‘bang’ gotcha can’t wait for my meal

I KEEP COMING BACK HERE by Knightly Raider

I keep coming back in here. All day thinking about you. Missing you. We are such small creatures In an endless vacuum of life. What we do today bares little on what the future holds for so many others. Or is it possible that we're changing the future. This one tiny step into an empty room, a voyage seen by so many, yet truly experience by so few. A day that reigns throughout the rest of our days, together hopefully, separate possibly, but marked with love and devotion. My heart cries out for you my love. My blood burns hot, my skin cold longing to be touched. Will the day come that we will hold each other? Love each other? Comfort each other in more than words? But with the slightest of touches, the simplest of kisses, the warmest of breaths upon our skin. I hope so. I love you my lady, my northern star, my guiding light. Blessed was I the day you came into my life.

BETRAYED by kitkat

Betrayed

Lay upon the bed

I can’t believe you did this

Is it me who you want dead

To think that I was trusting

With all that I felt

You chained me with silence

And hit me with your belt

No pleasure came from it

Not a smile came upon

I cannot believe you betrayed me

All my trust is gone

You said what you had to

To defend all you are

You never thought of me

Or how this would scar

Temptation now screams to me

And I silence it with you

I cannot understand why you did it

I already trust too few

Betrayed

How I feel about all this

You didn’t even have the courage

To give me a Judas kiss

You left me out for dead

Without any such care

You didn’t warn me

I thought in you I could share

How wrong I was

To ever give such trust

I will never do the same again

Even if I truly must

author's note: to the arrogant bastard that i thought was a friend

THE STUDIO by Knightly Raider *

He walked in the studio wearing his white robe golden tan legs exposed. He walked on set pulling the robe off tossing it to the side. I looked up staring taking a double take. A moment later i regained my composure checking my camera. He looked at me smiling, his muscularly cut body bulging in all the right places.

I could feel my nipples rubbing pushing against my bra as I leaned in for the shot. I took much longer than necessary to focus the lens before pushing my finger down on the button. I scanned his body with my camera, looking at his arms, his chest, the way his 6 pack rippled down the front of him. His firm stomach, manly strait jaw, half beard. 

IN YOUR EYES I SEE by LadyRemington

In your eyes I see 

a future full of you and me 

In your eyes I see 

The love you have for me

In your eyes I see 

The way that you see me 

In your eyes I see 

That you're not happy with me 

In your eyes I see 

That you're going to leave me 

In your eyes I see 

You're going to break me. 

In your eyes I see 

That there's no other girl in the world for me 

In your eyes I see 

That you will always haunt me. 

In your eyes I see 

That my heart will never again belong to me 

In your eyes I see 

That you are still in love with me 

In your eyes I see 

That you think about me. 

In your eyes I see 

You wonder where you could be with me 

In your eyes I see 

You half way wish you hadn't broken up with me.

WEIGHT LIFTED by Charms (Zachy)

Weight lifted from my haggard shoulders, I feel so light. No more drama from the past, no more allowing them to control my thoughts or desires. No more shall they be the chains that tie me to the past. They are done and gone, and I look forward to a brighter future and a much happier existence. I look forward to a better life without those heavy chains. I’ve always had a phobia of being bound, yet didn’t realize I was bound worse than I could have ever physically been. So I throw off my chains and I find my peace once more.

JUDGEMENT by Amaranth

You look at me with hateful eyes.

You look at me snide derision

You look at me with your mind made up

Not wanting or trying to understand my position.

I am sorry you are suffering upheavals in your life

I am sorry that you too have to comprehend the pain of a child

I am sorry that your perfection is disrupted

I am sorry that my son may be the cause of your life, interrupted.

I will never apologise wholly for the behaviour of my son

I will never say sorry for the things he may have done

Some inexplicable in balance surfaces as rage

Pain and frustration he suffers every day

He is not in control of the things that he does

He expressing them is to cause my bruises and blood.

As mother to mother I understand your fear

Understand the pain and anguish with every tear

So as you look at me with those judging, pained eyes

I implore that we share what we know and work side by side

Every day I shed tears for my son but I, will never blame anyone for what he has become.

Amaranth

Jan 17th 2012

HOW FUCKED UP PEOPLE CAN BE by kitkat

How fucked up people can be

Ha, people used to fear me

Now look at the wreck I am today

Go on say what you wanted to say

All those years of an image

Came down with the latest barrage

Hold me and comfort my shaking

Help me as I come to terms with waking

Another day is beginning

The sun to my sleep begrudging

Another night of tempted desires

Oh how the pitying doth tires

Temptation overwhelms desire

This life seems to only tire

I sit alone on my mattress

Staring with fear to my Mistress

Not the woman who enthrals my soul

But this little box who makes me whole

Maybe just take one more

Would anyone break down my door?

I have nothing left to fight for

I love nothing less or nothing more

I feel a fool as I take the sleeve

All my breath will duly leave

Sat upon my throne I smile with such glee

You will never truly again doubt me

I close my eyes in a trance 

As my pulse races in a tempting dance

Pain takes over my chest

I hold my hand tight on my breast

This is how power comes to those

This is how the damned chose

I RUMMAGE THROUGH A DRAWER by LadyRemington

I rummage through a drawer 

Full of papers, notes and photographs 

searching frantically 

for the letters that you wrote me 

last kiss by Taylor swift 

FLOWER by ʗℓօƞɬᵃяƒ (Clon)

I was strolling in a garden one day and spied an unusual flower. Some lesser discerning folk might overlook it, but it caught my eye. The more I pondered over it, the more intrigued I found it, for it possessed a subtle beauty that grew in my heart the longer I beheld it.

Then I noticed a rather fascinating thing. A rose, in full bloom stood perched near that flower, and it seemed to me that the rose appeared to bow to this peculiar flower! I had ne'er seen such a marvel! The rose, regarded by many the queen of blooms gave honor to a bloom that many might mistake for common!

I realized before I knew what had taken me that I was overcome by this most intriguing bloom. I wanted to care for it and nurture it, but how? It's subtle beauty, softness, and enduring strength set it apart from the other blooms. Not flashy or showy like the rose, that is plucked and fades away. I daren't pluck it or like her sister the rose she too would wither and fade.

Then my father's wisdom spoke to me. My father, the one-time warrior who spent his remaining years seeing, growing, and teaching others his craft. I ran quickly and returned with pot and trowel. I carefully dug around her, lifting her, root, earth, and all and carefully placed her in the pot. For preserving her roots and her native soil would allow her to thrive under my tender care.

I took her to mine own garden and lovingly planted her in rich dark soil, along with her own, that her roots, once bound could sprout anew. I tenderly watered her and ensured that she got ample sun to warm her to the roots, encouraging new growth as my father taught me. But I did not hide her away. There were other discerning folk who new of her beauty and cherished her as well. I invited those fine folk to visit her as fortune bid them that she may know that she is loved and that they come to see her in her new glory. And she knows that it is her they come to see, the Amaranth, and not the rose.

The end - for now

RIVER by Knightly Raider *

* WARNING NON-CONSENT STORY *

I was floating down river in my canoe enjoying the day when I came upon you relaxing in a lawn chair, two piece bikini golden body. Odd that you were alone but so much the better. You saw me and looked a little startled. The only two people for miles around.

You came out to the cabin to escape from society for the week, get lost in nature, enjoy the woods and hiking. It was the last full day before you returned home. I looked at you and waved, you waved back but half hearted. I steered my canoe to the bank and sat there. Hi, I was hoping you might have some water, been out here all day.  Got caught in a rip tide back there and flipped, lost everything my bag, water food. Um yea sure you said.

HOW MUCH DO YOU INDULGE IN YOUR FLAWS by babsy face

How much will you indulge in your flaws? What are your flaws? Are they flaws? If so do you embrace them? Or do you find someone else who does? I've heard it said, and truly believe, someone who takes an interest in you does so for the things they like. In the UC (or getting to know you stage in any relationship) your flaws become visible. Harder to hide. The people who truly love you, Him, them, Her not only embrace your flaws but they love you for them, not in spite of them. They make you stronger as an item. Your weakness is off set by smothers strength. And not seen by them as flaws at all

STRANGERS by Amaranth *

Out of the corner of your eye you notice me, red curls surrounding my face, touching my shoulders where my arms are covered in black lace, with black bodice and long black skirt. I look out of place.

You catch my eye, but i quickly look away, you catch the small smile on my lips. I look like I am waiting for someone

After a few moment I rise from the stool & steal away through a door, you follow. Entering a large room, you notice me slip though a door opposite. Looking back at you as I recede

TAKE ANOTHER TABLET by kitkat

Take another tablet my dear

Smile and feel at peace my girl

Pretend to smile 24/7

That’s it give us a little twirl

Hide your mascara stained tears

They’re not welcome here

Can you not just smile as always

Why must you taint it with a tear

Pretend that you have faith

Trowel on that stupid smile

Change your clothes and change your hair

To the world you look fucking vile

Take your tablet my love

Take the box if you like you fail

Does it look like we care my one

I promise I will be the last nail

So take your tablet

And have a little nap

Drink that bottle of alcohol

It’s just a wee night cap

We will pretend to mourn you

At the after party we will cry

I promise you this isn’t what we wanted

We never wanted you to die

So take your tablet

Fill your world with pleasant eyes

And know that in this tablet my love

All your pain and misery dies

MY SWEET ONE by Charms (Zachy)

My sweet one, 

my days are made by your smile alone. to see the joy light up your face, my heart does long. To caress ur face as i look upon your eyes, that wish itself allows my heart to fly. It thuds in my chest at the sound of your voice, i'm praying someday to hear it say that i'm your choice. Your seductive chocolate eyes stop me with just a glance, one look, if i tried to tell you how you make me feel it would fill 100s of books. To hold you close in my arms and feel your heart beat sync with mine, would be the most perfect moment, beauty divine.

LAYING IN THIS COLD GROUND LOOKING AT THE SKY by LadyRemington

Laying in this cold ground 

Looking at the sky 

Thought of suicide 

Wafting through my mind 

Flung from the twentieth story 

And landing on the ground 

That's too messy for me. 

A bullet through the head 

But I can't pull the trigger on an empty gun 

Hanging from a tree 

A noose around my neck 

I've tried that too.

Slit wrists 

Blood filling up the tub 

Too much blood to leave 

To be cleaned up. 

Hit by a car?

Poison? 

Drowning?

None of that's for me 

I can get through life 

I just have to find 

The will to survive 

Without the lack of you 

Killing me 

Thoughts of you 

Bring a smile to my crying eyes 

Memories of things you said 

Make me smile 

And for a moment 

Everything feels okayy. 

I just have to purpose

To get through everyday 

Only thinking of you 

Never speaking your name 

Or talking to you. 

I have to figure out 

How to live 

Without my invisible friend.

OBLIVION by Vampireking43

I was once sitting at the edge of Oblivion,

The only thing stopping it was me not giving up,

And I gave one final try before slipping into Oblivion,

Everything seemed to be going well,

My life was turning around,

But as fast it was getting better,

Everything died for me,

My heart was crushed, left in pieces all over the place,

And then I finally decided, it wasn’t worth it anymore,

And accepted Oblivion, to forever be alone in life and death,

But then you came and rescued me,

With one simple kiss,

And brought me back from beyond the mist,

Now I know I was looking in all the wrong places,

Attempting to find love and happiness where it never was,

You brought me back from hate and sadness to be with you,

And I'll never leave you,

But the one thing I could never do was to keep you from leaving me,

And you did,

Now all the happy times that we shared are painful memories,

Haunting me from now until death,

Once again I'm sitting at the edge of Oblivion,

And this time no one can bring me back.

DO YOU EVER WONDER by LadyRemington

Do you ever wonder 

dreaming late at night 

Where we both could be 

if we had went different ways. 

Do you ever think about me 

silently wishing I was there 

holding you closely 

Your body gently pressed to me.

Do you ever wonder 

What might would have happened 

If you had loved me 

as much as I love you.

Do you wish I could hold you 

And kiss your tired eyes 

do you think about me 

Remembering from time to time. 

Do you ever wish

that you had stayed with me 

Do you ever wonder 

cause girl I promise you I do.

I wish that our forever 

hadn't been so short 

I wish that all the plans we made 

had been set in motion 

if I could have one wish 

And know that it'd come true 

I'd wish that you And I 

could be happy together 

for forever

I'M THAT SICKENING FEELING by kitkat

I’m that sickening feeling

That knowing that pain is due

Get a glimpse of your life

I will surely be beside you

I’m that feeling of doubt

That screams in your head

I will be beside you in shadows

When you fail to live and dead

I’m that knowing you’ve lost

Even before the race has started

I am that ache in your heart

When you and a loved one are parted

I am the feeling of dread

That awakens you in the night

I’m the knowing you are nothing

I’m the reason you lose all fight

I’m the trap that caught you

I’m the weakness in the ground

I’m the pain you will always feel

I’m the lover you once nearly found

I’m the daughter of a saint

Yet a daughter of the damned

I am the shrivelled up savannah

Where all life and happiness is banned

I am the wreckless unforgiving storm

I care not who I hurt

I am crimson liquid you find

When you fall into the dirt

I am nothing to be proud of

No care must be shone my way

I am a failure of present

And I probably will until my shadow-less day

IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO MISS YOU by LadyRemington

Is it wrong for me to miss you 

more then the day you left 

is it bad for me to tell you

I'm far from over you yet 

I didn't even realize 

that everything I do 

somehow hauntingly,

reminds me of you. 

Every girl I see 

reminds me of you. 

Every little thing I do 

it all reminds me of you. 

Songs that come on the radio 

music I play on my phone. 

sad songs, love songs.

why is it that nothing I try

gets me over you. 

I've cried a million tears 

every night for months 

it's been just at a year 

and yet still

I think about you every day. 

I know that I still love you 

and is it wrong to wish

that you could possibly 

feel something small for me?

is it selfish to hope 

that someday we'll be together again?

it's incredible how much I miss you. 

It's been a year

since I've seen your beautiful face 

Your smile haunts my memory 

your laugh replays in my head 

the touch of your skin 

Gently brushing against me 

the love in your eyes 

glowing towards me.

I wish that we could once again be together

hiding from the world 

in each others embrace 

the only girl in the world 

Your hand in mine 

conquering the world 

one day at a time.

I wish my first love 

that I could still call you mine.

A SIDEWAYS GLACE by Foxy

A sideways glance

A heated stare

A forbidden dance

Passions flare

A light caress

A stolen kiss

We undress

Uninhibited bliss

Body's unite

Skin to skin

Lick and bite

A wicked grin

Control breaks

No one aware

Body shakes

A secret affair.

FOXY <3

FOR MY LOVE by bunny (Dane's)

For my love ..When I look at you I see all we have been through, when you hold me close I feel it's you I love the most. When our eyes meet it seams that time has stopped and my life is complete, when our lips touch I feel week I fall to your feet, when you pick me up it's your love I can't get enough, when you whisper in my ear" don't fear I will always be here" that's when I know it's you I will always love!when I look up at you from down on my knees I know I will always be yours...

I CAST MY EYES DOWN by Amaranth

I cast my eye's down on your sleeping form the epitome of peace and innocence, an angelic child. Eye's brim with the flood of memories that got you there. The fear, anger and pain you hold. The physical wounds I carry at your hand. The cavernous rips through my soul as we struggle together against your shadows. 

I search for the reason for so much pain, feeling my hopeless failings against your eternal battle. I wish that I could serve you better, giving you only joy, comfort and peace. I hope, my darling, the unconditional, eternal love I have will reach through your darkness and quell your pain. Ultimately extinguishing all fears as I guide you through. My innocent child, my raging angel.

I KNEW THAT YOU STILL LOVED HER by LadyRemington

I knew that you still loved her 

yet still I hoped to believe 

everytime you said you loved me 

you knew it was really me. 

I know you wished 

that she never had to leave 

and I always wished 

That you'd eventually 

grow to love me.

I know you were miles 

way out of my league 

yet I let myself 

be deceived. 

I can't believe I fell 

so hard for such a girl. 

This whole mess 

Can be blamed on me.

I knew that you didn't want me.

you only wanted her.

you can't help what the heart wants. 

Or so I've heard.

I only wish that I had sooner seen 

You could never really love me 

unless I was her.

If I could go to the past 

with one wish that would come true.

I'd go back and wish 

that she would never leave you.

HOTEL by Knightly Raider *

The car ride to the airport seemed to take forever. Excitement, anticipation, nerves. How long Has it been since you first talked to him. A couple month? A year? And now he's coming. Almost here to sweep you off your feet. You drove on smiling brightly. Nearly there. 

The parking lot was packed as you knew it would be. You found a spot and rushed to his terminal your hands shaking as you looked over the heads searching. Where was he? The last passenger stepping off. Your heart dropped. He wasn't there. 

SORRY by Poison Ivy

You say your sorry for not loving me

sorry for not being there for me,

Are you sorry for making me cry and for breaking my heart?

You never did believe in me nor listened when I needed you,

Your sorry for not holding me when i needed to be held,

You never opened up to me and for that I'm sorry for you

Your sorry you lied but time & time again you did,

Now I'm sorry, sorry for believing you'd change and sorry I loved you with all my heart...

It's easy to say and most of the time we accept it. But what we don't do is forget.

I AM ILL by kitkat

I am ill
From the deepest dungeon of my soul
There’s something empty making me whole
Twisting from the ceiling is a void
This feeling of guilt I can’t avoid
It consumes me like gravity
Making me stare from the reality
I am ill
I admit I am not all in control
My life is an uncontrolled falling roll
I’m sorry for all I put you through
I am not in control of all that I do
I love you more than you will ever know
But this ache in my heart will not go
I am ill
I admit that all is not as it should be
And I am unaware of what you see in me
When I look in the mirror it is this thing
I do not know what into this relationship I bring
I am sorry for all that I can never be
I’m sorry that I made you fall for me
I am Ill

MY PUPILS DILATE AND MY NOSTRILS FLARE by Foxy

My pupils dilate and my nostrils flare

Sensual tension fueled by your bedroom stare

My lips part as you move towards me

My face flushes my thoughts turn dirty.

My pulse quickens beneath my soft skin

I want to know how you feel sliding in.

No words are used you just grab my hand

Desire weakens me it's hard to stand

You push me back up against the wall

Your knee between my legs so I don't fall.

One hand slides beneath my bra and shirt

The other raises up the hem of my skirt

Pushing aside the red strip of lace

Two thick fingers slide into it's place

You work me with mastery and skill

Close my body tenses ready to spill

One last thrust snaps control and I scream

Panting and drenched I awake it was only a dream. 

<3 FOXY