I'M THAT SICKENING FEELING by kitkat

I’m that sickening feeling

That knowing that pain is due

Get a glimpse of your life

I will surely be beside you

I’m that feeling of doubt

That screams in your head

I will be beside you in shadows

When you fail to live and dead

I’m that knowing you’ve lost

Even before the race has started

I am that ache in your heart

When you and a loved one are parted

I am the feeling of dread

That awakens you in the night

I’m the knowing you are nothing

I’m the reason you lose all fight

I’m the trap that caught you

I’m the weakness in the ground

I’m the pain you will always feel

I’m the lover you once nearly found

I’m the daughter of a saint

Yet a daughter of the damned

I am the shrivelled up savannah

Where all life and happiness is banned

I am the wreckless unforgiving storm

I care not who I hurt

I am crimson liquid you find

When you fall into the dirt

I am nothing to be proud of

No care must be shone my way

I am a failure of present

And I probably will until my shadow-less day