I AM ILL by kitkat

I am ill
From the deepest dungeon of my soul
There’s something empty making me whole
Twisting from the ceiling is a void
This feeling of guilt I can’t avoid
It consumes me like gravity
Making me stare from the reality
I am ill
I admit I am not all in control
My life is an uncontrolled falling roll
I’m sorry for all I put you through
I am not in control of all that I do
I love you more than you will ever know
But this ache in my heart will not go
I am ill
I admit that all is not as it should be
And I am unaware of what you see in me
When I look in the mirror it is this thing
I do not know what into this relationship I bring
I am sorry for all that I can never be
I’m sorry that I made you fall for me
I am Ill