Sitting all alone
In the middle of a crowd.
The only person talking to me
The nasty voice in my head.
How could you let her slip away?
Can you not keep one girl happy?
Is that too hard.
You had real love
And you let it go away.
Why didn't you beg her to stay?
She wasn't happy she said.
She was only scared instead.
Why couldn't I have fixed that?
She could have trusted me.
Told me all her secrets
Cause I told her all of mine.
The only thought running through my mind
However did I let her slip away.
Without her every day
Feels like a long dark tunnel.
No glimpse of light around the bend
To this dark pathway there is no end.
I wonder if just for a moment
I could escape my mind.
Can I feel anything
Except this pain inside.
Is it possible for me to be happy.
With these angry voices inside.
How do I get rid of them?
I'd be killing a part of me.
But is it really me though?
The disgusted voice inside
Telling me I'm useless
And that I should have died.
To all the questions I have no answer
I wish there was a cure.
But no one in this room
Is a friend enough to see
That a smile or a hug
Would do a world of help for me.
No comments:
Post a Comment