I know u told me not to fall in love with you.
i honestly never meant to. but i know that no matter what happens its not going away. this love i have for u brings out a better me. it brings out a me i thought had been lost forever.
the truly happy me. when i was with others. i thought i was happy. but the feelings i felt them are nothing to what they are now. each day i count a blessing as i roll out of bed with a CHANCE of hearing from u. i go to sleep at night pretending to hold u in my arms cause right now that is as close as i can get to doing it. u have completely captured all of me. my whole essence.
you have brought me out of dark and despair that i thought would hold a part of my soul forever. when i'm talking to u it's like i'm flying. everything is 1000x more wonderful. when i'm not talking to you i'm thinking of ways to make you happy and to make you smile. i really hope i am not coming off as a creepy obsessed man cause it's not what i wanna do.
i wanna tell you that ur smile drives the breath out of me from sheer beauty. ur laugh stops me in my tracks in awe. you singing brings me a small slice of heaven with every melodious tone. So, in all this i just wanna say. u tell me not to fall in love cause you dont wanna hurt me, but if i had died and never knew this joy and then found out what i could have had.........it would be the worst pain i'd ever felt.
if i didn't ever meet you. i'd have been incomplete forever. i love you and i'll devote my life to making u the happiest woman this world has ever known
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